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Friday, December 16, 2005

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 08:33:47 GMT

SNOW DAY!!!!!!!!

thank the fucking lord..

this makes our chirstmas vacation 18 days, = two weeks and four day!

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 18:40:59 GMT

went to semi formal last night it was fun, proably one of the better ones ive been to, cute christmas decorations, good music from the dj and lots of sexy dancing...

before we all got ready at my friend saras house (by we i mean me and the girls) and then their dates came and my date was already there since she was getting ready with everyone else, after some pictures we left and we to Patrick's house (another friend) it was really cute his mom had made all these fabulous finger foods and such, plus she had a great crystal punch/eggnog bowl, with all the little cups it was fabulous, what can i say im a sucker for old school classy things ie decorating...

well im on page 6 of an 8 page paper that is due of course tomrrow....

are there many students out there who dont procrastinate...

later ~ nate

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 16:22:53 GMT

its snowing here in good old maine

and of course the age old question arises Why the fuck does anyone live in maine, well theres basicly two major cities Portland being the bigger and Bangor being somewhat smaller.... they are basicly the only places to live in maine, well there surounding areas also.... but ugg it ultamently (sp) sucks living here... which is why so many kids move out of the state for college and usually dont return, maybe they will eventually retire or just buy a camp/2nd home here... UGGG life sometimes sucks

ttyl

~nate

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 17:59:47 GMT

so we got today off from school and tomrrow off too cause is veterans day or something, and im extremely fucking bored, everyone else went out to see Jarhead and then out to eat, but i want to be able to go to my other social events this weekend and i know my parents who are really really stupid probaly wouldnt let me go out tonight, tomrrrow and then saturday night, no that would never fly with my parents they would think that im spending to much time socializing or some lame excuse like that, and i hate how they can control me because they pay for my gas because i only work during the summer, i need a job but i cant get one an do well in school and do swim team... ugg swim team that reminds me... it starts in like 1 week nov. 21st is the first pratice ugg, i know its good for me, but unfortunatly im not that good... o well

tomrrow meeting up with megs to go to the mall and get stuff to make Quidditch t-shirts haha were wearign them to the movie

then Sat. probly going to fucking church, then off to saras for a Fiesta party then to megs sleep over which should be a blast...

ahh i love my gals.. i would most likly die with out them, which is scarry cause next year were all in different places.. ugg college, hopefully it will be good cause right now its like a big dark cloud in the distance hanging over our shoulders... ive really like high school, i love my school, the teachers, and most of all my friends, but were all planing on coming home for the summer which will rock... of course cause were all Tres Fabulous!

~nate

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 18:01:17 GMT

DO WE EVER GET TO FIND SOMEONE, or is life always filled with lonliness?

god do i ever want to meet someone, hopefully it will happen at college...

hopefully there are other ppl out there who feel the same way...

~nate

Monday, October 17, 2005

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 16:03:54 GMT

yeah not much happening lately, school sucks ass, college applications are stressing me out and well my social life is only doing ok, yeah my life is falling apart and i feel as though im never going to get into any college and my life is going to go nowhere and im going to be a lonlely old gay man ugg...

on the bright side i did go to a slamming birthday party for my friend kelly, we first went to Great Skates (a indoor roller skating rink) just for old good times sake cause we all used to like live there back in 5th grade, then we went back to kelly's house ate pizza, watched the Wedding Date with Debra Messing and some guy who was kinda hot, damn i love men, its kinda funny when i find my self telling my self thank god im gay, and i can remember back like a year ago and i was almost denying it to myself ugg, so much can change in a liitle time, now all my friends know im gay just my family is left to tell and anyone else i havent met yet im not afraid to be me...

alright well theres homwork to finish

ttyl luvs

~nate

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 18:32:14 GMT

Hmm so im starting to feel fat again, ugg, but if i lose more weight my doctor will kill me, she already though i was on the verge of annorexia (sp) cause i had lost 15 pound and i wasnt really fat to begin with i was only around 140-145 and then the lowest i got was 125 or lower, now im like 130, but ugg i dunno being skinny sort of made me feel good, w/e, now i think im just going to work out and try to flatten up my stomach some more and not lose anymore weight, i hate it if i have a gut like after i eat, ugg, w/e o well working out will help and swim season starts in Nov. YEAH!, swimmings fun even though i bitch about it a lot, its fun and a great work out...

maybe i just need to boost my confidance or myself esteem w/e, im out to all my friends now, they are alright with it i mean come on im not the first gay at my private school plus 95% of my school is made up of Democrats even the teacher and liberals, they couldnt care less if i was gay straight bi w/e were pretty much accepting of anyone at my school which is why im really glad i go there....

oh i tried mascara on the other day, and then wore it to school it makes my eyes have more of a pop, w/e

ttyl

Luvs ~nate

Friday, September 16, 2005

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 19:08:09 GMT

Thank the lord its friday!

Its been a good week, lots of homework as usual but what else is new, there was a new OC on thurday it was really good, im kinda worried about how the shows going to go in this new season but im sure it will go fine, the writers are professionals and im sure theres plenty of ppl studying about how the audience will react to certain new elements of the show, w/e it will still be good and ill still watch it...

hmmm Football game tomrrow night, which = social time, i never watch, i just dont get football at all, its wayyy to confusing and when someone tries to explain it to me i just get more confused, haha im so gay... which is true...

well ttyl

luvs ~nate

Monday, September 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 19:55:12 GMT

Hmmmmm THANKS FOR ALL THE COMMENTS EVERYBODY!!!!

yeah they cheered me up a little bit, its nice to know that im not completly ugly

and yes maybe i am somewhat good looking with no acne, nice hair, and at 5'10, 130 lbs w/e eventually someone will like me again after andrew

ok well back to homework ugg i hate school too bad i have it for like 5 more years oh joy, college better be a hell of a lot better than high school....

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 18:27:07 GMT

OK I put a new pic up, this pic is actually of me, the real me, not michael phelps, I was kinda nervous putting it up cause well im not all that great, so comment on the pic or anything else...

school is going ok i hate hw, really stressed out about colleges, i have no clue where i want to go, or what i want to go for, maybe psych., business or history or maybe a combined major w/e, if anyones got advice let me know!

hmm nothing major on the boy front well i did meet this guy during the last week of summer ryan, we met on myspace, i went over to his house we made out, gave each other some oral and then i left, went back the next day did the same thing and left and went to work, and well i havent talked to him since cause basicly he wasnt all the great and i think i was still sad sort of about andrew so it was basicly a booty call or w/e, and I really dont like being a slut, it seems that too many gays are sterotyped as sluts who sleep with just about anybody, and well i dont really want to head down the path...

oh and well i still havnt told my parents yet, but everyone at school knows, cause 1 i said it on myspace and 2 i have a rainbow in my aim profile so and 3 im gay, yeah so that pretty much covers it, i really dont want to have to come out and say it i just want to be me, w/e and no one cares its one of the joys of going to a really liberal/full of democrats private school, everyone is so accepting,

Again: HOWS THE NEW PIC?

luvs ~nate