It's funny. . . the way life works. . . I just don't know what I am doing. . . do I let you in?? Or keep away like I have done for so long?! Last night Loren stayed the night. I love my little sis with all my heart. I cut her hair, put HELLA layers in it. It looks super cute. I just got finished dying it, she is in the shower now, I hope it comes out okay, 'cause we used cheap dye. If not I will re-do it next weekend. So, I was showing Loren a lot of old pics I have. . . it is so crazy how time has changed me. . . I found a pic of Emily J. and I from freshman year, when I had short black hair. . . braces. . . all that fun. . .stuff. Haha. Loren was like, "You look completely opposite." Then when I was looking for an old scetch book of mine, I found 10 pages of letters from Alex. It ws so good seeing him the other day. I love that boy so much. His mohawk looks awesome! It is blonde and black, and it's about 4 and a half inches. I miss hanging out with him as much as I used to. Times sure have changed. I miss old times. But I am glad high school is almost over, and I get to move on to bigger better things. | 
I'm going to bed with a smile.
