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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

I want to go back to freshman year.



That pretty much sums up my winter quarter.


Sunday, December 16, 2007

Winter break.

I haven't felt this relaxed and happy in a very long time. (Well I was happy when we BEAT CAL'S ASS but i wasn't relaxed because it was the weekend before dead week...) Coming home has been amazing, and for the first time in my life, I actually enjoy and want to spend more time just hanging out with my family. I've only now started to appreciate all the little things mom and dad do that were so routine for me when I used to live here. Simple actions like driving me somewhere, making sure to buy all the flavors of ice cream I like so I'd have it when I return, forgiving me for getting them fined $900 for dropping my Japan trip 2 weeks after the drop deadline...cleaning my room so it would look nice when I step in the house, decorating the whole house with christmas stockings, wreaths, lights, holly, santas and santa hats because they know I love christmas, buying me guitar hero 3 and just leaving it on my desk as a surprise because last year I mentioned how much I love this game...

Seeing my grandparents made me so incredibly happy today too. Today was their 60th anniversary so the whole family got together to celebrate. Except out of the young ones I was the only one there because everyone else is taking finals. I kept patting Grandpa on top of his cute newsboy hat because he's just so darn...cute! When we were walking into the restaurant he was singing a christmas carol in his barely understandable english and then he started yodeling...and he turned to me and was all (in chinese) "Your grandfather can sing in ENGLISH!" with this HUGE grin on his face. It was soooooo cute I almost died. And my grandma kept giving me food and telling me how proud of me she is and how she wants to take me to this restaurant and that restaurant. sigh. I feel so ashamed of myself that I never go visit them randomly, never bring them gifts even though they give me presents all the time.

I guess I've become more of a homebody now which I never thought I would become. There's just something about lying in bed with a cup of hot Vietnamese coffee, reading The Time Traveler's Wife, listening to Christmas music playing on the intercom throughout the house, that can't be beat by going out and partying. Contentment comes in many forms and I guess I have been starting to prefer the kind you get by having some alone time as of late. Maybe I'm becoming more antisocial. Maybe I'm finally learning to appreciate my family. Maybe I'm just becoming old...energy level is going down...

Anyways I love christmas, I love being home, I love dressing up in warm clothing including boots scarves and thick jackets lined with fur, and I also love the movie enchanted. anyone who hasn't watched it yet should go watch it. I'm such a Disney kid...a sucker for happy endings...but seriously that movie was so cute I kept tearing up multiple times because I'm such a huge sap.

Well, that's all for now. This concludes my completely pointless and rambling post.


Winter break.

I haven't felt this relaxed and happy in a very long time. (Well I was happy when we BEAT CAL'S ASS but i wasn't relaxed because it was the weekend before dead week...) Coming home has been amazing, and for the first time in my life, I actually enjoy and want to spend more time just hanging out with my family. I've only now started to appreciate all the little things mom and dad do that were so routine for me when I used to live here. Simple actions like driving me somewhere, making sure to buy all the flavors of ice cream I like so I'd have it when I return, forgiving me for getting them fined $900 for dropping my Japan trip 2 weeks after the drop deadline...cleaning my room so it would look nice when I step in the house, decorating the whole house with christmas stockings, wreaths, lights, holly, santas and santa hats because they know I love christmas, buying me guitar hero 3 and just leaving it on my desk as a surprise because last year I mentioned how much I love this game...

Seeing my grandparents made me so incredibly happy today too. Today was their 60th anniversary so the whole family got together to celebrate. Except out of the young ones I was the only one there because everyone else is taking finals. I kept patting Grandpa on top of his cute newsboy hat because he's just so darn...cute! When we were walking into the restaurant he was singing a christmas carol in his barely understandable english and then he started yodeling...and he turned to me and was all (in chinese) "Your grandfather can sing in ENGLISH!" with this HUGE grin on his face. It was soooooo cute I almost died. And my grandma kept giving me food and telling me how proud of me she is and how she wants to take me to this restaurant and that restaurant. sigh. I feel so ashamed of myself that I never go visit them randomly, never bring them gifts even though they give me presents all the time.

I guess I've become more of a homebody now which I never thought I would become. There's just something about lying in bed with a cup of hot Vietnamese coffee, reading The Time Traveler's Wife, listening to Christmas music playing on the intercom throughout the house, that can't be beat by going out and partying. Contentment comes in many forms and I guess I have been starting to prefer the kind you get by having some alone time as of late. Maybe I'm becoming more antisocial. Maybe I'm finally learning to appreciate my family. Maybe I'm just becoming old...energy level is going down...

Anyways I love christmas, I love being home, I love dressing up in warm clothing including boots scarves and thick jackets lined with fur, and I also love the movie enchanted. anyone who hasn't watched it yet should go watch it. I'm such a Disney kid...a sucker for happy endings...but seriously that movie was so cute I kept tearing up multiple times because I'm such a huge sap.

Well, that's all for now. This concludes my completely pointless and rambling post.


Sunday, October 14, 2007

So as many of you know, I went to Ghana this past summer for a month with Unite For Sight. It was a really amazing experience and I never thought I could have done it...but I did and I'm back with stories and pictures to share. I'm too lazy to upload all of them but here's 3 out of 500 pictures...there's more on facebook if you care to go look =)

And I decided to post my internship evaluation on here, just in case you're curious what I was doing and what I learned over there! I'm too lazy to recap so here goes. (warning: super long)


Imagine a place where there is only one ophthalmologist for a population of 2 million
individuals. A place where 7.1% of the world’s blind population resides, and 50% of this blindness is preventable, cured by a simple cataract surgery that takes at most 30 minutes to complete. It is hard to believe that such a place exists in the seemingly well-advanced world of today, but Ghana is one example of such an area. In the northern region of Ghana, one doctor and his team of ophthalmic nurses run the eye clinic at Tamale Teaching Hospital, and this group is responsible for overseeing the eyecare of millions of individuals in the this part of the country. When I heard about the opportunity to go volunteer at this clinic through Unite For Sight, a non-profit organization that partners with eye clinics in developing countries to combat preventable blindness, I jumped at the chance. I am pursuing a future career in medicine and am considering ophthalmology as a possible field, so I thought the internship would give me hands-on experience dealing with eye health and patient care, as well as open my eyes to see how the healthcare system works in a different country.
            To prepare for my work in Ghana, I shadowed an ophthalmologist at Stanford
Hospital for two weeks during July. In those two weeks I learned how to diagnose different types of cataracts and corneal infections, how to identify glaucoma, how to recognize trachoma and trachiasis, and how to use a slit lamp and ophthalmoscope. In addition to learning all about eye anatomy and diseases associated with the organ, I was able to observe the manner in which the physician interacted with his patients.
The ophthalmologist was also kind enough to allow me to assist him in some of his minor eye surgeries; I was allowed to give local anesthesia to a patient before he underwent a tarsorrhaphy, a procedure that improves eye closure by decreasing the distance between the eyelids.

          I worked as a Unite For Sightvolunteer at the Tamale Teaching Hospital from August until the middle of September. My role as a Unite for Sight volunteer was to assist the doctor and ophthalmic nurses during daily outreach sessions. These sessions consisted of visits to different villages in the area around the hospital and screening the available villagers for eye problems. The other student volunteers and I learned how to communicate with the villagers using basic Dagbani terms (Dagbani being the native language of Northern Ghana) and utilized the E-chart to assess the vision of villagers ranging from ages 10 - 90 years. After completing the vision assessment test and obtaining a patient history with the help of translator student nurses from the clinic, we sent the villagers who required further assistance to the ophthalmic nurse.

    Another job was helping the ophthalmic nurse fill out referral sheets for patients that needed cataract surgeries or should be seen by the doctor back at the clinic. This post was very educational, as the ophthalmic nurse often explained rare and interesting cases as he or she examined the patients. Because the villagers were more reluctant than most townspeople to make the trip to the hospital, there was an abundance of very developed eye diseases such as end-stage trachoma and extremely mature cataracts in the villages. These are cases that are rare in more developed countries, because in places like America, there is no way these problems would be left untreated to progress to such a catastrophic degree of blindness.

    I also helped dispense reading glasses and sunglasses to villagers after they had been seen by the ophthalmic nurse. Most people did not need very high prescriptions, so I just started out by fitting individuals with +1.00 reading glasses and having them try to read a diagnostic card with 11-point font. The patients then tried on different glasses of increasing power until they are comfortable with their corrected eyesight. The reading glasses and sunglasses were being sold to the villagers at 10,000 Cedis apiece (the equivalent of a little less than 1 U.S. dollar), and I learned that this cost was not a way to make the clinic some more money but rather a way to ensure that these individuals will really appreciate the glasses. The ophthalmic nurses explained that in the past when the glasses were given free of charge, individuals would not treasure them and would carelessly break them. By making the villagers pay for these glasses, we are making certain that the glasses will be handled with care.

The student volunteers were also given the opportunity to observe Dr. Wanye, the head of the eye care clinic in Tamale Teaching Hospital and the only ophthalmologist in the area, doing outreach surgeries at another hospital. That day we got up at 4 A.M. in the morning and drove three hours away to a hospital in Salaga, the former slave trading capital of the North. Dr. Wanye completed eleven cataract surgeries in only seven hours, doing the surgeries one after the other without a single break in between. The operating room was scheduled to house other procedures soon after these eye surgeries, so the doctor was working under time pressure too. I observed several differences between the cataract surgeries Dr. Wanye did and the ones I read about and saw in the States. Surgeries in more developed countries used lasers to make clean, extremely small, and very precise cuts on the conjuctiva and cornea to take out the old lens, but here there were no lasers. Instead, Dr. Wanye used a small knife like tool to carve out an incision that was a centimeter or two wide to get to the lens. Another difference was the power of the synthetic lenses that were put back into the eye to replace the clouded old ones. In other countries with more resources, the new lens should be tailored to the individual’s eyes so that he or she would have 20/20 vision following the surgery. Dr. Wanye’s patients did not have this luxury though, because there is not enough money available to buy a wide range of lenses with different powers. Instead, all the patients received the same power lens, which still fixes their cataract problem, but is not an ideal match for each individual. In addition to observing the surgeries, the volunteers helped change the patients into hospital gowns (there was only one gown that the patients shared from surgery to surgery), assisted them back to the waiting room following the procedure, and explained post operation instructions such as what painkillers to take and what activities to avoid.

         This internship not only taught me about eye care and working with patients brought up in a culture completely different from mine, it also opened my eyes to the
glaring health disparities existing in the world between developed and developing nations. Probably a third to half of the children I saw at the villages all exhibited swollen bellies with inside out belly buttons, a sign of protein deficiency in their diets. This condition, called kwashiorkor, made the kids lethargic, and the only time I saw them get really excited was when I gave them all the clothing I had brought with me on my trip. I had heard about this malnutrition problem in my Human Biology class last year, but actually seeing these kids made me realize just how much work still needs to be done to improve health care in these developing countries. The eye clinic is in desperate need of new equipment, especially ophthalmoscopes; the current one all the nurses share is being held together with masking tape. One of the ophthalmic nurses
told me that though they have penlights but no batteries. Oftentimes, the nurses would spend money out of their own pockets buying batteries, and these weak African batteries have extremely short battery life. The Tamale Teaching Hospital does not even have a generator, so when the power goes out every couple of days, any electrically powered machine becomes obsolete. Equipment can’t be sterilized, all the patients are plunged into darkness, and surgeries are forced to a standstill while the doctors and nurses scramble to find flashlights or light candles. The education of the villagers is an entirely different issue altogether. Most of them do not think going to the hospital is necessary; they say that if they go blind, “Inshallah” (“It is God’s will”). Even if they seek help, most of the time, their injuries or eye diseases have already progressed to such a state that their vision cannot be fully recovered.

    Another problem lies in the villagers’ beliefs in folk medicine. A popular practice that is thought to cure cataracts is “couching”, a procedure that involves sticking a needle or any other sharpened object straight into the eye to dislodge the lens and therefore allow people who were once blind to now sense light. As one can imagine, couching is extremely harmful to eyes and mostly results in permanent damage that surgeries cannot fix. Traditional healers advocate this practice because they do not know or do not believe that cataract surgeries can restore people’s vision; there is still a sense of distrust concerning Western medicine. As a result, Dr. Wanye’s office is often frequented by couching cases gone wrong, and most of the time, the damage is irreparable.

            My Unite For Sight internship is an unforgettable experience that has only renewed my passion for medicine. I learned about not only eye care but also about
interacting with patients in a completely unfamiliar setting. The language barrier was frustrating at first, but it trained my patience and forced me to learn how to communicate through other means. I observed and learned to respect the great influence culture has on individual approaches to health care, and this lesson is one I think I could only have learned in a country completely different from America. I actually saw eye diseases in the villages at such advanced stages that I only heard about or saw pictures of online while shadowing my ophthalmologist. Global health care issues were no longer stories I heard in class or read about in books. Going to the villages and seeing the state of things made these problems real, and only after I saw everything did the impact of the work we have yet to do finally hit me. I hope that one day I can go back to Tamale as a doctor, and
actually do surgeries and diagnose patients, helping to bridge the gap between the health disparities that still exist in the world today.





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on the last day i donated all my clothing that i had brought with me to the kids in the village. so now there's a little african girl out there running around with an I <3 XI shirt hehehe

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

back at school. the freshmen look so happy and cute! Aagh, I'm so jealous.

This year's going to be so different. I just hope it will be good...

And I'm done looking. I need to grow up. I'm trying to tell myself that every day. Maybe it'll sink in after a couple of weeks.



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