So sorry for leaving you all

I've been incredibly busy with ballet and work. I've barely had time for myself or my boyfriend. Yesterday was my boyfriend and I's anniversary, it was so adorable. He surprised me at work with tons of flowers and coffee for the two of us. The ballet student that was with me at the time was in awe. She said it was the cutest thing she's ever seen. My boyfriend stayed for about an hour and then had to go. I love that guy.

My parents called me the other night and said they rented out my old room to a girl in her sophomore year of college. Her name is Amy and they said she's really sweet. I'm glad my parents aren't alone anymore. I felt bad leaving them behind when I moved to my own apartment.

I'm going to go snooze. I had a ridiculously long day and I'm pooped.

Take care everyone! I love you all.

This is going to be a really short update because I'm about to leave in an hour to teach another class.

I'm okay. My boyfriend and I are okay. Everything is okay. =)

Thanks for all of the comments,

Kathrynn

Thank you all so much for the comments

Well I'm still 85 pounds, but I feel much healthier. When my boyfriend and I go out for 8am breakfast, I'm not afraid to eat like a normal person.

My nutritionist thinks I'm making tons of progress. She says I've "brightened up."

I'm still teaching some students but I'm teaching some private classes now. I just teach girls, guys are in different classes. Private classes are classes where you are the only one there. It's like hiring a personal trainer. Anyway, these girls are great. One of them gave me a card at the end of her workshop and a red rose. In the card, she had written, "I look up to you. You're beautiful and such a great ballerina. You've taught me well." When I read that, I started crying. It's nice to hear that you've helped someone and that someone looks up to you. I mean I admit, I'm not the greatest role model with my ED and all. But that card means a lot to me. I've decided that when I'm through with my ballet career and I retire, that I want to teach a girls' class at SAB. It would be amazing to see the sparkle in these girls' eyes after they've mastered a move.

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Wow, thank you. <3

I hope all of you are doing great. If any of you need to talk, just email me. I'm not your mom or anything, but I can help. =)

xo, Kathrynn

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Gave the site a new look.

85 pounds

I've gained a pound, I should be a little happy. But I'm not. I've stopped exercising ever since my last entry and I've only gained a pound.

So I saw my nutritionist and it was great. I was really nervous at first, but after that she made me feel really comfortable. It was amazing to finally open up to someone because I've kept all of my secrets inside for so long. She gave me a list of things that I should eat and where to get them. She also said that if I don't gain weight in a month, that I might have another illness; one that doesn't let me gain any weight no matter how much I eat.

I hope all of you are doing okay, my Google mail works now so email me sometime!

balletsab@gmail.com

Still 84 lbs

I've been eating and everything and I haven't gained any weight. Is it because I work out? I don't know what to do. I'm at a dangerous weight. I guess I'll keep trying.

I'm going to see a nutritionist tomorrow. I'm kind of nervous but hopefully he/she can help me. I've run out of options.

I've been teaching some new ballerinas in the summer course. It's kind of exciting to be teaching instead of learning for once. I still can't believe I was in their shoes once. I've come a long way.

Anyway, I hope all of you are doing okay. I haven't been able to check my Google Mail for some reason, but I'll still be here!

xo, Kathrynn