| HOLA!!! IM DORA!!!!.. do you like the changes of me casa??.. lol.. i don't know the word for site in spanish.. haha... well i hope you guys like the changes.. it's interesting no??.. well just call me dora.. lol.. tootlez!!! and if anyone can find dora songs.. i'd really appreciate it!!!!.. =D.. love you all!! ADIOS!!
...~d0Ra tHe eXpL0Rer~... ...(or anella) |
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| HAPPY ONE MONTH HUNNIE!! or cookie.. lol.. kyute name.. haha
wut is new all??.. wow.. tired.. but then.. not.. haha.. too much stuff going on.. but yes.. i will be posting the pics here soon.. =D.. but.. till then.. tah tah!! |
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| WOWIEZ!!!.. i haven't been on xanga is sOo long!!! myspace got me for a while.. lol.. but i'll still stay here too!! i just got to put up the pictures on my myspace!! sOo many of them!! it took forever!!.. but i'll put them up here.. sometime.. lol.. i'm too lazy to at the moment.. and plus.. i still have the stupid pow to do.. i still dont get it!!!.. it makes me mad!!!!.. goshness!!!.. and it's supposed to be such a simple equation and i can't get it!!.. but then.. that's probably because i haven't been working on it much.. haha.. so i think i'll do that!!.. and i'll post the pictures up when i get the answer!!!! haha.. kinda to celebrate!!!!.. take care all!!.. i miss you guys uberly much!!.. t00tlez!!
...~aNeLLa mArIe~... |
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| GOSHNESS.. this is just the worst week for me.. im not even writing in my diary.. i think i'll just use these blogs for my entries in that.. but gosh.. i hate myself.. i mess everything up evidently... not just for me.. i actually didn't mess up too much for myself.. just for other people... someone who used to be a good friend of mine now thinks im a slut who just goes for whichever guy is there and able to mark up my sheet of scores... gosh.. n' then i just want to have fun w/ my friends.. that all.. is there anything wrong w/ that??.. just hanging out with your friend? i don't think there's anything wrong w/ it. but i guess i'm just wrong again..like usual. i mean, i'm never right am i? i make the worst decisions and it just hurts the people i care most about. gosh. i should just be isolated. isolated from everything. i think that would help everyone. everyone would benefit from it. even i would benefit from it. i would benefit because i wouldnt hurt anyone i care about. GOSH! how do i hurt people without even trying? and by being nice i hurt people too. there's no break for me. i just dish out pain to everyone. if you know what's good for you. you'll stay away from me. unless you enjoy pain and neverending depression, then i invite you to stay with me forever. i always bring it to people around me somehow. if i ever did something to hurt anyone (and that is most likely you who reads this than not), i'm so sorry and i love you. no matter what i love you because there is always something inside that knows and shows it. i really do hope that everyone forgives me, but if i hurt you so bad that you don't, i wouldn't blame you if you hated me forever. i deserve it. but, hey! at least i'll be leaving here soon. then everyone can be happy again and be able to just have fun finally and not worry about the icky person who ruins everything. goshness.. i don't know what to do.. just.. take care everyone.. please |
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| man.. yenno.. i feel like such a slut right now.. and it really sucks cause it's not even a really pretty one or anything.. it's just a icky dork who just goes around.. goshness.. n' i hate the feeling.. ever since sunday ive been feeling like this.. it sucks so much.. i just want it to stop.. stupid grr.ness.. makes me feel all ugh.. just erg.. yes.. you know the feeling right??.. bites huh??.. cause you know exactly what it is you're feeling.. but you don't know how to describe it in words... goshness.. i hate it when people can't just talk about what's making them feel a certain way.. it shelters them sure.. but it hurts them more and people they hide from.. goshness.. take my advice.. just talk to people if you must.. don't hide things.. it just messes stuff up.. and it makes you wonder later on about things... so just.. be normal.. and don't hide.. never hide.. because when you can see out and no one can see in... it makes you so lonely and cold.. just... believe me.. |
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