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Name: Nadia
Country: United States
Birthday: 7/5/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: lets see here....i like making fun of my sis bob...watching movies especially ones that i can relate to like elf, and of course eating! i love eating my feelings! i'm also interested in having parties and going to parties and eating at parties and partying at parties!!
Expertise: dude im good at doing people's hair, or frenchbraiding it at least! i'm also planning to be an expert at learning so i can go to harvard(inshallah!)!! im good at talking too! not talking my way out of anything, or persuading anyone, but just talking in general!
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  NADIA4000
Member Since:
11/28/2004
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| Summer UnderstandingSo of course, august begins and with it comes the mutual panic that runs among all north crowley goers, which is that of summer reading. with 3 moderately lengthy book, one by a boring philosopher, another by ben franklin who died 200 years ago, and the last with over 300 pages, one is not in the highest of spirits to attack the academics. This is where i was at some point last week, looking at each book and trying to figure out which one will be the least boring. i decided ben franklin had some pretty interesting hair, and so i began.
and so i fell asleep. not that the book wasn't entertaining, ben franklin was actually a pretty brilliant man, but he wrote about nothing but being a merchant, which i found not at all interesting considering that i am not intending, nor do i ever plan to intend, to become a merchant. i don't even know if those still exist. so poor ben's autobiography is now on my windowsill, not even bookmarked because i fell into that deep of a sleep from his *brilliant* rantings.
it was now day 3 in my panic for finishing all my summer reading in a matter of a week and a half, and i decided to go the next boring book. but not the boringest. this led me into Nickel and Dimed, the nightmare of the low wage worker. Not only did i relate brilliantly to this novel(i've been 16 for a month with no callbacks for my job!) but it was actually somewhat funny, like understandable funny, as in modern day. anyway, the bad thing about this was that with every reading i was literally exhausted by all the crap that the reporter had to go through while working her sucky jobs. i mean literally, i would have to go get a drink of water or something. I finally finished yesterday and realized something from that entire book, that as long as you have someone out there who can help you, you're really going to be alright. or at least not homeless. but i still find it so sad that the people who are homeless, who don't have anyone, end up that way. many times it's the disgraced girl who's gotten herself pregnant and gets thrown out either before or after the birth of the baby. or the guy who had a bad day and decided to have a smoke, turning into a total downpour of mistakes that may become the end of him. i guess what i'm trying to say is that not even the land of opportunity will help the people with no personal ties with the right people. i'll even admit that i'm someone who uses these ties, if i need something done for a specific favor. i guess i just wish people weren't left alone. maybe this whole world would be a better place if that happened.
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| Wow, it's been forever.OMG so i've recently realized that it's been forever and i doubt anyone even reads this but you know what? i don't care! because i've missed writing my blasphemic thoughts to the world whoever it may be! so i guess you could say i'm restarting this little blog majig BACK UP! wooo! okay so let's see, i turned 16!! like last week! it was pretty boring actually, i did nothing (literally) that whole day, but then we got wingstop and a movie and it was fun! and now i'm really craving wingstop goshdangit. So, the othernight i came across this strange irony that i can't seem to ignore! When you know something by heart, your actual heart is not even close to it. it's just blank reciting. isn't that kinda sad? so i'm thinking we should change it you know? I propose we should change the saying "Know it by heart" to "know it by no heart" or something. well i haven't really dwelled that much on it obviously but it's just an idea. oh! and i wanna do something really huge on December 30th, but i'm having THE HARDEST TIME trying to figure out what! seriously! i'm debating between a huge charity event where we target five different countries that have had devastation w/n the last year and a half, or ill just do a rally for iraq. i think i'm gonna pray salat-ul-istikhara tonight for it man. seriously. i already have this $1200 dollar hall booked and...i duno what to do with it! so inshallah it'll all work out! oh wow i've really missed writing! omg today i was stuck and masjid with some girls so we all decided to have an adventure and look for the door to the roof, and after like half an hour we found it(it was sorta right in front of us...) and found the ladder and everything! it was so exciting! and did you know the roof is filled with all these rocks?? it's like they knew i would have wanted to plan a picnic there and put the rocks to prevent it! how could they have figured it out?! but whatever, i'm gonna scoot over the rocks so i can have a nice blanket and basket of food, and me and girls will go again tomorrow!
So paragraphs are cool. I never really payed attention to how organized it makes your writing look until... just now. but i never know where to put them you know? cause my thoughts are so jumpy i never know where to indent! yeah and i'm really wanting a summer job, as in BADLY. k i'm in trouble. gay. bye!
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| wow so it's officially been forever! and i think i realized that absolutely NO ONE reads xanga's anymore, but i don't care! i like freedom of expression! and i'm gonna take full advantage of it! so hah! in your face bush. *xanga site gets shut down* drats. Anyways, oh my gosh! Hina's nani passed away last night, so please please pray for her whole family! it really really really sucks, cause none of em could come cause their all stuck in ohio.
oh yeah, so today i'm at their house, and you know how when people say goodbye, the old ladies give you kisses? so like i'm sitting there saying bye to everyone and as i walk by people give me weird looks, adn i'm like man what?! well actually i was sorta zoned out so i just gazed blankly and walked off, but yeah it turns out that for 3 hours i was covered in lipstick kisses all over my face! i looked diseased. it was scary. but i duno how to check for that stuff and not be rude, cause it's like
Auntie: Goodbye, beta! *gives the motherload of all random kisses*
Me: k..bye...*attempts to run but is caught in death grip*
*auntie lets go*
*i slap auntie and rip out mirror, rubbing furiously at where she kissed me*
see, i duno. maybe one day i'll just make a sign that says, DONT KISS ME, I'M MUSLIM. one day... oh, btw..
SPRING BREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
*GETS DRUNK*
yes! this is excellent! that means there's only like 7 more mondays and i'm DONE with school for a whole two months!!!!! man oh man, sophomore life sucks. oh wait! i'm not gonna complain about hw. oh yah so that book i was gonna write, i've got a lot done on it! like the title, and the author, and the title, and the um picture of the author, and the all about the author. so unless your pretty gay, you just reailzed i've done zero writing. *sigh* maybe i'll just like take every single xanga entry i've ever had, print it, and publish. i mean, maybe i'd make millions cause i'd be the first to do it! but then everyone'd copy, but not until after i made millions. Harvard oh Harvard, where art thou Harvard? seriously, i duno. is it in boston? i know yale's in new haven. wherever that is... so i'm facing a mid highschool dilemma! should i go to a good college and be in debt forever, or should i go to a cheap college and go no where in life? tough choice, i'll let you guys know when i find out. k bye | | |
| Freedom of Speech. France has already proven that it advocates any faith by allowing no faith. strange, yet true. but what about speech? should people do whatever they possibly can to prove that there is freedom of speech, so that the end justifies the means? in my opinion, no, they shouldn't. not when you insult the very soul and heart of one's faith. Prophet Muhammad(SAW) is the most celebrated human being to the religion of Islam. To attack his image(which isn't even allowed in Islam) is one of the sickest ideas man could come up with. Jesus is said to be perfect. Every prophet had a purpose, a respect, a humble yet majestic air to them that could go unignored to any who met them. To insult any of them is to insult billions of human beings in the world. To draw a cartoon depicting our beautiful Prophet (SAW) as a terrorist crosses every line of respect ever drawn and nearly runs it over. no. freedom of speech should not permit freedom of hate. Everyone should have their own opinion, yes, but when that opinion is expressed in such a way that it hurts the very soul, the very essence of one's faith, then Muslims as a whole should take a stand. If someone of any other faith, any other religion, had someone of such importance made into a cartoon and committing some of the most evil acts committed on earth, would you simply not look at it? just turn away and say, psh whatever, i just wont buy it. some people, maybe. but those who have truly been offended will not take it lying down, and those who criticize these people who want to defend their faith are sick, almost worse than the one who drew the cartoon in the first place. To mimick and belittle these muslims as "over-dramatic" and "uneducated" means that this person who is talking knows nothing, NOTHING about Islam. Go to a masjid. any masjid. you will find that there is no place whatsoever that contains a picture. this has allowed for some of the most beautiful calligraphy in the world. The very idea of drawing the Prophet is considered unethical. I'm sorry, but last time i checked faith is not only in your own religion, but in respecting others. How on earth do you expect people to listen and respect you when you can't respect what's in the hearts of millions? I wish that woman would understand. I wish people in general would just understand. | | |
| So it's pretty late right now, well actually more like 3 hours before my bedtime of 1 am! and i felt absolutely compelled to write a new entry! i'm breaking the cycle of one entry per two weeks! you may all congratulate me later. so anyway, today was great! well cept for the sucky parts but umm...ooo! i made a really good grade on my geometry test so i hooope i'll get a good grade this six weeks..eventually leading to a good semester average..right? i feel like doing my hair, but then i feel like doing a lot of things when i'm actually supposed to do homework. right. so i think i should stop complaining about homework. because it gets old. so from now on if i complain about homework someone has to like slap me in the face. or just tell me. either one!
wow so has anyone ever tried like turkish tea? it comes in this really really small cup, like an expresso cup, and it's bitter like H-E double hockey sticks! hahaha i always wanted to put that. jk i duno how anything could be that bitter, is hell bitter? i just figured it sucked. but anyway, and if you take like one sip your like awake for the next seven hours and like bouncing off the walls, and going to the bathroom in between. i think caffeine makes you pee a lot or something. so lately i feel like i need to do something super drastic! like i duno start a business or something. so i can say in the future, "well i started doing _____ at 15!". so um, anyone wanna do something? not get pregnant though, i mean drastic like intelligently so. we shall see.
OH! i just got it. I'm gonna write a book. or start writing at least.
k. and no one gets to know cause uh it's my book! and don't steal my idea cause that's go! just go like start a volunteer movement. oh no wait that's good! don't steal that either! just uh act like you never read this entry! unless your above .... 20 years old! okay!
i think i hate english. k, hate affirmed. why, you might ask? let's just say it was one of the suckier part of the days, but let's ignore it! the good parts of today? i bought ice cream! and it was really good. and i made a good test grade. and i got 30 bonus points for mar...even though i cheated. but it's okay. crap. i hope teachers don't read xangas. nah, they have to have a life SOME time, right? aand when i got home i ran a mile in 12 minutes! yeah dude low i know. i haven't run in like...years. haha. it was 13 the other day so i think i'm getting better! i already feel my heart getting stronger! i'm sooo gonna be a doctor! inshallah! oh yeah! i decided i want to become musically talented. so i wanna learn piano. and the drums. aand i also want to run more, which i've already started!
aww so me and my dad just shared a laugh. okay. i think that's a good end of the day. i'm gonna go slave on homework now. bye! | | |
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