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Name: Nanette
Birthday: 12/5/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: MUSIC, art, piano, singing, music, food, JESUS, music, risk taking, clothes, music, HATS, band, animals, MUSIC: INCUBUS is one of my all time favorite bands!!!, U2, Switchfoot, Zao, Chevelle, Counting Crows, Fiona Apple, Ben Folds, System of A Down, Lauryn Hill, Story Of The Year, Dogwood, Jonah 33, Vanessa Carlton, Alicia Keys, Gavin Degraw, JASON MRAZ, Green Day, Earthsuit, Missy Elliott, Tweet, DC Talk, Jars Of Clay, Mercy Me, Jeremy Camp, Steven Curtis Chapman, MAE, The Killers, Skillet, Relient K, Grits, The Beatles, John Reuben, The Monkees, Black Eyed Peas, Norah Jones, Beyonce, Fefe Dobson, John Mayer, Kelly Clarkson, Underoath, 311, SNOOP DOGG, Taking Back Sunday, The Used, The Vines, T.I., Kimberley Locke, A Perfect Circle, Jack Johnson, Toby Mac, Linkin Park, Kristy Starling, Building 429, Luna Halo, Barlow Girl, and Manyard Ferguson!! There's more but oh well!
Expertise: Hmm...music!!!
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  chipsdip98
Yahoo:  sweetestchickaround007
Member Since:
1/3/2005
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| No really...God's still good... get over it... | | |
| shut-up worldGod will always be good...end of story... | | |
| I don't really like xanga anymore...so why am i keeping it?
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| Do you ever feel like you're the worst person in the whole world?...like, no matter if anyone else did it, you still should die for what you did?...
Well that's how I feel today...actually, lately...especially since we're talking again....i wrote a lot saying that i couldn't not talk...but now that I think about it, it's harder than ever. Sometimes I catch myself almost saying something that I would have normally....those three words....not that they're not still true...they are...and they always will be...i know...i know...it's over....it's my fault...he's moved on...and mostly i have to...but there will always be a special place in my heart...i know he doesn't feel the same way...i know somedays are still hard because I can seem like the meanest person in the world...but I want to know how I can make it better...i always said that someone who would do this is a horrible person and now I've become that same horrible person. I'm a hypocrite. I don't deserve anything. I may be happy with what I have, but I'm not happy with what I did.
I just want you to know....I NEVER wanted to hurt you....no matter what I felt you did to me....i wanted to think of your feelings first....that might be hard to believe but it's the truth....and even though we might be better off, that doesn't mean the way it happened was better...i loved you and still do love you....that will never change | | |
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No, but seriously, things are depressing lately
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A lot of depressing things seem to be happening to people around here lately...and it saddens me....i hope that it's just a phase....for the first time in my life...(ha even thought i'm 100% sure I have depression) i'm happy...i know i did some things...yeah some things I shouldn't of done...but I think my payment for being honest and loving is what I have now....and that's all that matters....and no one has been able to hate, dislike, or judge what I do...and that's when I finally realized...some of these people are for real...
oh and i just realized that this song is so not approprate anymore...i need a new one | | |
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