| | "Life should not be like that." Well, my dear William, it is. And I fucking hate it. I hate how you can be elated at the sight or touch of one person and then at the end of a casual conversation at a local coffee shop, your chance at temporary happiness is crushed like the pitiful hope it is. :sigh: Mr. Sandman, make me your protege. Take me to the land of dreams and non-existance. I hate when people flaunt their happiness in my face because I am still not. As much as I like to pretend and as much as I fake it through out the day, I still go home broken-hearted, crushed and torn apart. The pathetic thing is, I don't know why. I don't know why I'm so emotionally paralyzed. I guess it's just the way I was meant to be. I want to be at ease again. I want to be able to stand outside, stare at the stars and only think about how beautiful they are. I don't want to think of my bitter past or my uncertain future. Ugh, and Valentine's Day is coming. I think I'm going to throw an Anti-Love party. Complete with bleeding heart cupcakes. </3 And games like Stab The Heart ( a rip off Pin the Tail on the Donkey). FUCK LOVE.  And that's all I have to say about that. |
| | Posted 1/25/2006 8:14 PM - 1 view - 1 comments
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