Alright so I woke up this morning at around eleven thirty and spent the next thirty minutes in bed fantasizing about busting out of school one day, hopping on my own supercool motorcycle and getting the fuck outta here. Why? Well because life is boring on the weekend when you have nothing to do but homework, clean, sit in front of the computer when no one else is on and fantasize about running away and saving the world.
So instead of running away (as I was also NOT in school today) I sat in front of the TV for long periods of time eating left overs from Steak and Ale and wondering when I would decide to stop procrastinating and just do my damned homework.
Pre Cal isn't hard per say... just utterly, utterly boring. I've been tempted lately to go back to writing my fanfics as well. They seemed to be doing okay until I stopped updating and less reviews got raked in (my fault though so I can't complain). I've just been in one big writers block lately and I HATE IT!
Talked to my best buddy in the world Amanda yesterday, we decided that it was about damned time we got together and spent mass amounts of money like all teenage girls are made to do. We planned our date (sometime in January since we're both completely booked until then), our occasion (lingerie shopping woot woot!), and the place (local mall *PUKE!*). But then again we had to deal... the Galleria is just WAY too expensive and she will NEVER let me live down that 98$ pair of earrings I lost.
I also cleaned out my room and cleared the floor in the office today. Don't know why exactly, it may have been that the coffee I had this morning boosted my motivation to do something relatively productive with two hours of my day. Yes, two hours.
Ugh... why did God make boys if girls can't molest them naughtily on a daily basis? I don't know why either.
My list of crushes is evergrowing and I don't think it will ever stop until boys start to come with their own "I'm a jackass" attatchments to wear around their necks. It's my ex-ex-boyfriend's birthday tomorrow. Is it sad to say that no matter how much of a dick he was around the end of the relationship and the fact that now he's a COMPLETE asshole... he was actually a really good boyfriend?
I mean for the love of everything... he was a good boyfriend. He was just the right amount of protective and he was funny and we had our things in common.
But damn is he a walking cock now.
Ugh... arrogance kills and complete arrogance makes me wanna shoot myself in the face.
On top of that my ex-boyfriend is freaking a couple of my friends out by being a little overzealous to get in touch with them. I feel bad for breaking up with him but DAMN I don't want a boyfriend right now and I just... didn't... like him.
What can I say... he couldn't handle my bitch spells and those happen far too often for a boyfriend not to be prepared. Oh well, life will go on. I have to remember to check for the SAT dates, times, locations, prices and ditto with the ACT. I MUST remember to do that or my life will end (at least at home).
Must also bug mom until she finally buys the drivers ed book.
Or maybe dad.
Dad'll do it.
Well till later my dears. Hopefully DNA will stay up for good now *fingers crossed*.
MUAH! |