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2008!

Mon, 07 Jan 2008 20:29:45 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!

~*2008 Baby*~

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Monday, June 04, 2007

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 00:36:35 GMT

WOW...............Its Been Long And Reading My Latest Log Lots Has Change

Single
Out Of School
16 in Exactually One Week (June 10)

Those Are The Majors, Life Is Still Pretty Good..... had a pretty eventful events at the end of the year with the EX and everything. Glad summer is here im goin to be staying really busy:

Lifeguarding Classes (maybe)
Church Camp
Dance Camp (CNADM)
Drivers Ed
Goin To Arizona For Dance
And Throwing In Babysitting and Cleanin For Realatives

So Busy Busy Summer For Me It Will Be Fun But Ill Try To Keep Posted

-Natalie

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Updating Finally

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 01:50:23 GMT

Well as many of you have probable guess ........ i have almost permanently switched over to the ever so popular ~~MYSPACE~~ "gasps" (the crowd begins to whisper among themselves vigorously)

though i have promised to never forget xanga and will try to update every so often

well how is life treating me? i would answer pretty good i have lots of good stuff goin for me

im in the ballet company gcb Again ... i made company level though so thats awesome
keepin up in school (which if you know me, you would know that that is a hard task)
i have a ~~perfect~~ boyfriend kevin andresen!!! i love him

but i hope everyone is doing good and living life to the fullest

-Natalie

Friday, June 23, 2006

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 05:35:05 GMT

~*Hey Everyone*~

wats up sorry i havent updated in like forever but i have been busy and i have kinda traded over to myspace (www.myspace.com/buglet10) but i guess i will occasionally update on xanga for you -even though i doubt many people read this..... well summer is here YEA i have already done a bunch of stuff first of all i am officially 15 (on the 10th) that was fun i celebrated with kristie-nate-matt-alex-patrick and myself lol we had a blast (well at least i did) it was an intresting night sorry i cant go more into detail but its really non of anybody elses buisness.... i also went on vacation with my dad hattie alison arian and jane that was fun we went to lake of the osarks and st. louis we were gone about 10 days which seems like not alot but it was almost to much i think everyone could agree that we got at least a little bit annoyed with eachother. we went shoppin and we rented a lake house (which was very nice and relaxing) i read and listened to music alot and slept lol we went to a waterpark on of the days and that was nice and than one of the days we rented a boat and we went water skiing only me and alison got up it was awsome but Very tiring than we went to st. louis and did more shoppin and we went to the arch and stuff it was very relaxing but i was deffanitly excited to come home but right when i got home i had to go to dance and learn half of a dance that i have to perform tomarrow so thats kinda (well extemally) stressful and i cant wait till that is done with. than this weekend im probable just goin to go hang with kristie and alex or something and than next week i dont know lol its still the beginning or summer YEA! im deffinatlly excited for all the things to come but right now im goin to get a little shut eye so i will update when i feel like it lol tutaloo

Natalie

Pictures:

I Caught A Fishy

The House

Happy Birthday To ....Me!

Almost up

Skiing Is Fun

........?

Up In The Arch

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Quotes:

I wish I knew what
you think about
when you're quiet

but here we are together and
that's all that matters in the end

& whatever she's doing
whenever it is
she always seems to stop
just for a second..
to think of him<3

I guess avoiding me
makes you feel better about
how things really are

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Wed, 03 May 2006 03:15:47 GMT

~*Hey Everyone*~

updating because i have been being bugged to do so... so here ya go- well wat has happened lately ALOT well nothin extremely exciting but i have a life so things have been goin on well first of all im mono free after about 5 months (the worst five months of my life im not even jokin so sorry if i wasnt as fun as usual or acting weird during that time) umm than i made cheerleading for next year in doin basketball YIPPY!!! not it sucks butthole but w/e.... im back in dance and LOVING IT when i was sick i totally learned how much dance actually meant to me.... me n kristie have been hangin out but duh thats a given.... i have been hangin with teagan lately too and every so often me n erik get to hang out lol and thats always bunches of fun... ive been goin to the YWCA every tuesday and thursday with kristie and teagan and kelsey when they can go but thats all i can think of right now thats worth tellin ya but yea lots of birthdays this week so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ALL!!! but okay here ya go

Pics:

Me n Erik

Uhhh.... French

WAT???

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Quotes:

You will never know
how many times I've laid
in my bed all night just
thinking how much you
mean to me && how much
I love you<33

Lets just lay here forever..
let the world go on without us
I promise, they can make it on
their own.. but I know I can't

Shes telling everyone lies about how she
feels inside. She can't stand the way things
are now. She only wants it all to change.
What he doesn't know is how much she
T R U L Y C A R E D <3

I hate that you walk down the hallways,
And we pass each other like we never kissed, never loved.
Like I don't know you and you don't know me.</3

Friday, April 07, 2006

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 03:01:33 GMT

~*Hey Everyone*~

well there is SO much to update on this week has been GREAT and has gone So fast last week on saturday (april 1st)a.k.a.(april fools .... even though i saw no good april fools jokes at all) umm me & kristie went up to kelseys and spent to night it was SO much fun everyone there was me kristie kelsey kayla breanna brynt nolan woods shane and nate and well lets just say we were up till bout 6 in the mournin and we had a VERY fun time haha.......... than on sunday we went home (were very tired) and we went to youth group and than monday was blah! i had dance pictures for the newspaper and thats about it and than tuesday kristie was sick and didnt go to skewl than wendesday was an early out so Nick Powell took me and kristie out to pizza hut (the one by target(cause its better)) and than we hung out at kristie's and talk for a while and i had dance later but when we were on our way back to kristie's we saw this lady and she gave us this look OMG i cant even describe it but it seriously was the funniest thing i have ever seen it should of been on ebaumsworld or some i swear i laugh all the way home like hard core laughin i was hypervenalating it was SO funny than today went to skewl (had a blast in french it was pretty funny) and than after skewl me teagan and kristie went to the YWCA and worked out till about 5 and than we all went to kristie's house cause they all had dance pictures tonight and so i just went to watch so they got all ready and i chilled with mary and made chicken and mac&cheese and than we ate (and we were crazy and said the funniest shit) and went to dancemakers and they got there pics done and teagans mom took me home but i have had a GREAT week so far tomarrow im goin to the JV show and im not sure wat we are doin this weekend but probable something excitin and next week is a 2 1/2 day week YEAH! and fulton is on break so we will get to see kelsey on like wendesday and thursday and stuff .... i also got the 6 books i ordered yesterday and i havent stoped readin i love all my books right now im reading Rainbow Party (if ya know wat that truely means you should be ashamed of urslef) but its a GREAT book but thats about it for now remember to leave some

Natalie

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**i dont know why but this is the funniest thing i have ever heard

me: its all good in the hood

kelsey(in a little kid voice): except all the rats keep on coming out and eatting kenny!!!

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Pictures from April 1st at Kelseys:

no thats not a penis.... It's a Lighthouse (and a boat and a fish)

^^^^ shanes arm and shanes creation

Sexy!

Umm yeah i little crazy i know

Kayla Wooh Baby

Oh Boys

Shane

Nighty Night Nolan

Bed Time For Kelsey

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Quotes:

That fight. That breakup.
those are the reasons why we are here now..
passing each other in the halls without
even saying one word or giving one glance
&& it tears me up inside to think about it
BEING LIKE THIS FOREVER </3

What hurts more than losing you
is knowing that you're not fighting
TO KEEP ME Anymore <|3

everytime i see him
so many things cross my mind

She still loved him..
He just didn't know it,
and probably never will

Eventually..
You learn how to hold back tears
&& act like you don't care

Friday, March 31, 2006

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 19:32:51 GMT

~*Hey Everyone*~

wats up not a whole bunch here just waiting for kristie and kelsey to come over well its almost the end of spring break UGG it was a good one friday me kristie and kelsey went to "The Hills Have Eyes" <<<<< best scary movie i have ever seen to this day i swear (well almost) but it was SO good i love scary movies and this one totally creeped me out and i dont think it was that pradictiable so thats always good i hope they have a hills have eyes 2 but than after that ummm i went home and waturday i dont really rememeber oh yea kristie came over and spent the night all that fun stuff than on sunday i went to davenport to visit my grandma who has been in the hospital cause she got knee surgery and it go infected and she got really sick and than that night i went to my daddys and than monday mournin me, my dad, hattie, alison, arian, and jane went to chicago and we shopped down town and than tuesday we shoped at the mall by our hotel (seriously the best mall i have ever been to i love it ever time we go there) than that night we went to "Wicked" very very good im glad i got to see it than wendesday we went shoppin AGAIN and than we went home and than i spent to night at kristies which of coarse was bunches of fun and than yesterday me kristie kelsey and teagan all worked out at the YWCA (cause we are goin to religously do it ever tuesday and thursday now) and than i went home and now today kristie and kelsey are spendin the night and tomarrow me n kristie are goin to spend the night at kelseys and than sunday afternoon i think im goin to a movie with kristie teagan and devan (maybe jamie too) im not sure kelsey will probable come along too cause she is always great to hang with and than break is over and its back to skewl for all of us clintonians ugg i know doesnt it sound so great but thats about it for now keep the comments coming i love all ya

Natalie

~*Shout-Outs*~

Erik- i had a great time freakin out in ur ear at the movies lol

Matt- you cant ever be an ass (get over urself)

~*Pictures*~

Bob (stole this from ur site sorry)

MULLET!!!!!

yes my flie is down but wat can i say

Willie Your So Darn Cute

~*Quotes*~

Deep down shes crying inside..
&& he knows it

It's so much easier to say
I don't like him
then to explain the reasons
why I still do <3

Sometimes i look at you and
You seem to be looking back at me
But sometimes you look away
Like you dont know what might happen
If you stare for just a second longer

Saw you today & you seemed so surprised..
that i could walk by & not blink an eye..
look at me, probably thinking im doing fine..
good thing you cant read my mind

do i still love you? of course i do. do i still
need you? maybe, i`m not sure. i don`t know
if i really need anyone. so i think i`m going to
let you go now & i know it`s going to hurt ..
i`ll still cry myself to sleep every night -- but
eventually, i won`t cry anymore. maybe i`ll even
find someone else to love & care about as much
as i do for you, although .. i doubt that

and just when I think I'm okay with
letting you go </3 I get hit with the
memory of how much you mean to me

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Monday, March 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 20:06:15 GMT

~*Hey Everyone*~

wats up not a whole bunch here other than today im sick and i dont feel good one bit my sister is also sick idk today i was spose to get my haircut but i have to get it reschedualed and my mom being the bitch she is said i have to get my blood takin today and i dont want to one bit im pissed uggg but wat have i been up to lately ohh not alot this weekend i went to krisite's and spent the night with her n kelsey and we watched movies and had a fun time and than saturday i did NOTHIN and sunday i umm went to the skewl musical with kristie and her parents .......the musical was GREAT (i mean the best on i have seen in a LONG LONG time) good jobs guys and than after that i went home and talked on the phone lol with some kewlios but thats bout it for now im goin to go watch a movie or take a bubble bath so tutaloo

Natalie

Shoutouts:

Jamie and Dev: Maybe this weekend we can go to the movies sorry this week didnt work ot
Josh: i doubt you are goin to read this but maybe you me n kristie (and consti) can do something ...... soon
Matt: you are a fag and have a ultra tiny weenie and you like to dance with puppies like a faggot ......(inside joke people)

Pictures:

Kelsey, Me, and Kristie

Lol Kristie Birthday Party In Like 5th Grade

Kristie-Consti-Me

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Quotes:

there are times when i wanna
be [ free, flirting, & pimping ]
yeah, that's me. but then there
are times w h e n i get lonely.
when i want someone to [ hug
me, kiss me, simply love me. ]

i want a boy who would hold my hand
in line at the mall && make all the girls jealous.
i want someone who would sing to me at random moments.
someone who is more goofy than romantic.
a boy who would throw stuffed animals
at me when i'm acting dumb.
someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me
at all the old playstaion games && then let me win.
a guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.
he'd played with my hair all the time
&& surprise me with 25 cent rings.
someone who i could share lollipops with &&
lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
we'd buy tons of disposable cameras
to take the silliest pictures of each other
&& squirt waterguns at each other in the house.
but mostly, someone who would be my best friend &&
would never break my heart.
he would just always make me smile

but when i look in the mirror, i see girl a whose been
through so much & yet still finds a way to smile at the
past. she still loves with all her heart, or whats left of it.
& when you see her walk down the hall, i can gaurantee
you she'll have her head up high, faking a smile just one
last time at all those who try & break her, but never will.

I still like you, but not enough to want you back
just enough to hurt.

She acts like he's nothing to her
but really he's her entire world.

i got lost along the way
and i never thought you'd walk away.
but you did.
and i can't cope with it

Survey:

A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y

1. do you like anyone?: yeppers
2. do they know it?: i told him, but yea reasons

D O Y O U P R E F E R

1. being hot or cold?: cold.
2. sun or moon?: sun
3. Winter or Fall?: fall.
4. left or right?: right.
5. having 10 acquaintances or having 1 best friend?: one best friend.
6. sun or rain?:sun with rain
7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: half and half
8. boys or girls?: ummm both
9. vodka or jack? vodka

A B O U T Y O U

What time is it? 1:51 p.m.
why are you up? Cause im sick and cant sleep anymore
Name?: Natalie
Nickname(s): nat/buglet

W H A T D O Y O U W A N T

Where do you want to live?: near chicago
How many kids do you want?: 1 or 2
What kind of job do you want?: haha i want to be fluent in sign language (and maybe teach it to kids or even ya i know it sounds out there but teach it to monkeys)
Do you want to get married?: yes

U N I Q U E

1. Nervous Habits?: talking REALLY fast
2. Are you double jointed?: nope
3. Can you roll your tongue?: yea
4. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yea
6. Do you make your bed daily?: if i feel like it

C L O T H E S, E T C

1. Which shoe goes on first?:left
2. Ever thrown one at someone?: a shoe umm how random yea
3. Do you carry a wallet: sometimes
4. What jewellery r u wearing? ummm pearl earrings

F O O D
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: twirl
2. Have you ever eaten Spam?: yucky no
3. Favorite ice cream flavor?: umm w/e i feel like i love ALL flavors (except coffee or ones with nuts)
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?: like 5.
5. Favorite beverage?: chocholate milk
6. What's your favorite restaurant?: w/e i feel like

G R O O M I N G

1. How often do you brush your teeth?: at least once a day but more if i feel like it
2. How do you wear your hair for the most part? either straight and down or scrunched and up
3. Have you ever dyed/highlighted your hair? no

M A N N E R S

1. Do you swear?: haha yea
2. Do you ever spit: i HATE when people spit
3. You cook your own food?: umm mac and cheese is as far as i go
4. You do your own chores?: umm yea i guess
5. You got laid today?: umm no
7. You like pepsi or coke?: pepsi
8. You plan on going to college?: yepper doddles
9. You're happy with?: psh nothin
11. You spend your money wisely?: kinda
12. You're always making new friends?: i guess
13. You like to swim?: yea i LOVE to swim
14. Have you ever got bored so you call a friend?: yeah
15. You're patient?: like the complete opposite (thank my daddy for that)
16. You like this survey?: its wat it is

L E T' S B E H O N E S T

In the last month have you...
1. Had sex: Umm no (virgin)
2. Bought something: yea
3. Gotten sick: yea im sick today
4. Sang: to myself
5. Felt stupid: thats a daily thing
6. Missed someone: everyday
7. Done drugs: nope nope
8. Danced crazy: haha yea
9. Gotten your hair cut: no i was spose to get it cut today (but im sick)
10. Watched cartoons: yeah
11. Lied: umm yea

L a s t P e r s o n T h a t...

1. Saw you cry: i dont like to cry infront of people but Kristie
2: Went to the movies with you?: umm Kristie
3. You went to dinner with?: probable my daddy
4. You talked on the phone with: Matthew Hamilton

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 16:22:58 GMT

(bold (they will show up pink) those that apply)

Appearance:
I am shorter than 5'4.
I am taller than 5'11".
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I don't shave my legs.
I wish my hair were a different colour.
I have a tattoo, or more.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/had braces.
I wear glasses just to read.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I have/had more than 2 piercings.
I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.

Family/Home Life:
I've sworn at my parents.
I've run away from home.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.
I've lost a child.

School/Work:
I'm in school.
I have a job.
I've fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do my homework.
I've missed a week or more of school.
I've been on the Honour Roll within the last 2 years (of school). (we don't have one..)
I failed more than 1 class this year.
I've stolen something from my job.
I've been fired.
I've skipped school.

Embarrassment:
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.

I've peed from laughing.
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried. (OMG all the time)
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I've had my pants rip in public.

Health:
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've gotten stitches.
I've broken a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I've had serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.
My vision is better than 20/20.

Traveling:
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Mexico.
I've been to Niagara Falls .
I've been to Japan.
I've been down under.
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.

Experiences:
I've gotten lost in my city.
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I've crashed a car.
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play.
I've met someone in person from the internet.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten sushi.
I've been snowboarding.

Sexuality:
I have a crush on more than one person.
I have a crush on someone of the same sex.
I've kissed someone of the same sex.
I've had a crush on a teacher. (not a serious one)
I am a cuddler.
I love to flirt.
I've been kissed in the rain.

I've hugged a stranger.
I've kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime:
I am a terrible liar.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.

I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I've snuck out of my house.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've run a red light.
I've been suspended from school.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been arrested.
I've shoplifted.

Death/Dying:
I'm afraid of dying.
I've fantasized about my own death.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I've planned my own suicide.

Materialism:
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect comic books.
I own something from The Gap.
I own something I got on e-bay.
I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes:
In general, I don't like people.
I'm a feminist.
I'm very outgoing.
I listen to political music.
I'm Democratic
I'm Republican.
I'm liberal.
I don't like Bush because he is dumb.
I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
I am for Bush. (simply because I support our troops)
I'm religious.
I dress fairly modestly.
My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."

Random:
I can sing well.

I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news.
I don't kill bugs.
I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
I curse regularly.
I sing in the shower.
I am a morning person.

I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair. (when I'm thinking hard.)
I have "x"s in my screen name.
I love being neat.
I've had Spam.
I've copied more than 30 CDs in a day.
I bake well.
My favourite colour is blue.
I would wear pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I know how to shoot a gun.
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (I HATE people that do that.)
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish.
I love white chocolate.
I bite my nails. (I used to, but I broke the habit!)
I play video games.
I'm good at remembering faces.
I'm good at remembering names.
I'm good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
My answers are totally honest.

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Natalie

i will

EDIT

later

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 03:02:59 GMT

Hey Everyone,

wats up not alot here decided i had enough time to fill ya all in well this week at school was a short week only three days umm we had monday off for presidents day and i had track practice in the mourin and than kristie came over and we hung out wat movies than bob (<<<<my bob) and mike came over and that a little later kristie had to leave to go get her hair cut and me, bob, mike, and hattie played games and watch children of the corn and me n bob shared ice cream lol (well i got ice cream for my self and than hattie was like why didnt you ask anyone else if they wanted some and i was like well does anyone want some and than bob was like yea and he stole mine but was nice enough to give me a bite every so often) than we ate these gummy brains and teeth and had an eyeball gum lol and i showed him how clean my room was and than stole his keys and he opened my dresser and threw a bunch of clothes on the floor and i was mad i made him sit on my bed until i put them all away lol than tueday there was a track practice meet in sterling that was cold and boring lol wendesday nothin special that i remeber oh dance but yea than thursday (bad day) skewl was okay and i made up a test but than after skewl i went to the doctors and i STILL have mono (its been more than 2 months) and than they gave me pills cause i have like acid reflex and i was spose to get MORE blood takin and i freaked out and burst into tears and i was just like i cant get more takin today so i have to go back monday and get blood takin to see if i have ulcers in my stomach ugg i hate being sick well than friday NO SKEWL yea well that mourin i had to go to ceder rapids to go to my great uncle dons funeral it was wat it was...... than i went home and went to kelseys (fulton friend) w/ kristie for her birthday party it was a blast we had party favors and a cake and we watched movies talked went hot tubbin and boys came over and hung out the boys were acutally the most boring part lol than this mournin we ate hing out played dance dance revolution (my first time lol i suck) but than kristie took my home and i took a nap and than i went to my grandmothers and cleaned her house and than went home and here i am im not sure wat im doin tomarrow umm this week of skewl FINALS and a new tri YEAH but thats all for now so i will ttyl

Natalie

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I'm trying really hard not to cry over you, because every tear is just one more reminder that I didn’t have the guts to tell you how I REALLY felt and this all this is my fault

This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after someone other than you.

& it's kinda sad that after all this
You can just walk out of my life;; like you
were never there in the first place..

i hate the fact that you say you
miss me.. but you do nothing about it.

I try to keep my cool around him
but i'm just dying to tell him that
he's all i ever think about &
i love him more than words can describe.

i'm just worried that
one day when were talking
it'll just slip out
that i'm in love with you.

Never regret anything
because at one point
it was exactly what you wanted

I'm not the prettiest,
I'm always told my best friends are hotter,
I'm not the smartest,
The nerd always gets a grade higher.
But somehow, even when I've just been
put down so bad, you wrap me in your arms,
& I'm okay.

Hey you're right, it doesn't matter.
I'm just pouring my heart out.
Relax, it's not like you love me back.