| ya.... so im in a preeettty EMO mood right now..n i finally decided to
start writin in here again ..... so .. welll here r sum emo quotes....
I'm going to write down every time
You told me you loved me ..
&& with those 500 pages,
I'm going to shove them down your throat
So you'll have enough
"I love you"s to tell the
next girl who thinks she's your world
As I d r a g the sharp blade
a c r o s s
my clean cold wrist, I feel N0 pain. I think nothing then wishing to drop dead. I see the blood dripping onto the nice white
PEFECT carpet and I realize how worthless I am.
A diary under the mattress
drugs beneath the bed
A body on the bedroom floor
One gunshot to the head
She finally told the world how she felt.
pretending that i'm ok is better than letting it show
because the questions that they want to know
remind me of the reasons for my pain
and their sympathy & fakeness are the same
watch me fault her
your living like a disaster
she said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over
our story will just be one big cliche;;
the one where my eyes met yours
&& you took my breath away..
SHE'S SCREWED UP A TH0USAND TiMES *
AND EVERYTiME SHE'S D0NE iT DiFFERENTLY.
stop the heart aches
rewind the good parts
pause the unforgetable moments
& fast forward the bad times.
let's go back to the beginning
when our love was something new
back when romance was improtant
not just another thing to do
Pay no attention to me dancing with my girl,
We have every intention to be failures in this world.
i was afraid. the fact that my fears were
formless, that i did not know what I feared,
made it all the worse ;; for waking or sleeping,
nothing frightens us more than the unknown
anxiety is love's greatest killer. it makes others
feel as you might when a drowning man holds
on to you. you want to save him, but you know
he will strangle you with his panic
pouring over photographs
i'm living in your letters
breathe deeply from this
envelope. it smells of you
and i can't live without that scent
& there are times
when i look at you
& find myself wishing we hadn't cross that line
i don't know why at times like this
i start feeling like i'm suffocating
...just dying to get away
to live a life worth wanting
to love without all the hurting
the world is falling like a curtain to my feet
& the wish for your applause is taking over me
& it really starts to hurt
when i start pretending that it doesn't
Him and her
Life is turned.
The day I knew you would leave
I can barely breathe
Can you hear me scream?
And you move like water
I could drown in you.
And I fell so deep once,
Till you pulled me through
and after all the obstacles
its good to see you now with someone else
and its such a miracle that
you and me are such good friends.
after all that we've been through i know we're cool.
i want you to remember the feel of my hair
& remember the scent of the perfume i always wear
remember my laugh & how sweet our kisses used to be
remember the way you used to love me.
Smeared black ink____
My palms are sweaty
& I’m barely listening to last demands
I’m staring at the asphalt wondering
What’s buried underneath?
Where I am__<3
she smashed the rearview mirror
with her fist, because starting today
she's never looking back.
i don't blame your tongue
for saying those words you didn't mean
i blame my ears
for soaking in every word of them //
you keep talking about suicide
you make me want to ignore
whine & complain about your worthless life
but you don't try to make it more.
Kick me while I'm down. Disregard my feelings. Just make me hate you even more. Rip my heart from this crippled body, leave me empty when I was once almost whole. Feel no guilt, feel no shame. Watch me lay here and cry with your stupid smirk. It's what you do best.
the words you've never said always ringing through my head
and the words you spoke, i hold onto every one
with every breath i breathe, trying not to choke
im past the dead ends
the crying on the phone
the trips to our tree house
&&the dreams you left broken
ready to fall &&im giving it my all
burn these words from our lips,
as the dagger screams,
love is dead,
&& its a newspaper tragedy
In paper rooms with padlocked doors,
inside, in l.o.v.e, in twos and fours...
intent, in time, to meet her [ n e e d s ]
to s-c-r-a-t-c-h her itch until it bleeds<3
with the word 'teenager' comes alot of labels...... "trouble maker, druggie, immature, rebel, etc. there`s not much we can do to stop those labels. parents swear that they`ve seen everything we have, but if youu look at a teenagers life, it`s not as simple as adults think it is.
i have seen pretty much every drug youu can think of and the result of
it. ... i`ve been sexually assaulted and abused. i`ve had one of my
close friends commit suicide, i`ve had an eating disorder and i`ve done
drugs.... but somehow i`ve overcome all of that and grown into a respectable teenager. i`ve become stronger from it
and now i get good grades and have many, many relationships, friends,
boyfriend, even a pretty good one with my mom and counselor.... NORMAL
relationships. i`ve made mistakes and learned from them... if that makes me a bad person, so be it. use me as a bad example..... i don`t care... i am who i am. and thats just me. .. there are millions of teens out there who are worse off than me but somehow still manage to get up every morning, put on a fake smile, and walk through the halls of our terrifying highschool... my mom doesn`t even know what weed looks like,
didn`t have sex until marriage, and didn`t drink until she was 28...
now tells me our parents have seen everything we have. times certainly
have changed since they were in our shoes.. and we`ll never be understood.
trustme i know how i feels to be hanging on for life
the worst feeling isn`t being lonely .. but forgotten
by someone [ you can`t forget ] ; to look back & see
how things USED to be ; knowing it`ll never be the
same - and realizing it doesn`t matter to him at all
because he doesn`t miss a [ t h i n g * ]
I'm kinda like Barbie only without the huge plastic boobs. I've got some fakeTheresa to always fuck up mine and Ken's relationship. I've always gotta look after my stupid younger sister Kelly who gets everything. People think that I'm a slut and that I sleep around and I'll steal your man. Everyone thinks that I can do everything I've always had to pretend to be strong with that permenant smile on my face. I've gotta endure people's shit and act like everything's fine. They talk about me when I'm right there acting like I can't hear them. People hate me because they only think I'm perfect But I'm not. i'm just like you.
Maybe with a more fucked up life than the average girl but I'm still
like you. I just have a better way of hiding things. So yeah, I guess
that does make me Barbie then.
i'm not always as confident as I seem ... there are many nights and many days when all i want is to be held. i love being held .. always. sometimes i don't want to talk about what is bothering me ... sometimes i just want a hug ... someone who will let me cry. i like when boys cry in front of me -- when people aren'ttrue feelings because it doesn't do anyone any good, i wear my heart on my sleeve, but i am not naive i know what it feels like to be completely broken and i am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. "i know what it's like to see something funny and not laugh." i've been taken advantage of, used, and abused my feelings have been blatantly disregarded. but i still believe that all people are good at heart ... and my trust in people has not diminished to be completely honest, I hope it never does ever. afraid to show what they're really feeling i don't like when people run from their
......interesting rnt they ... well x3 peace~
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