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Country: Bosnia
State: New York
Birthday: 12/21/1978
Gender: Female


Interests: Tennis, Volleyball, Rollerblading, Skiing, Snowboarding, Travelling, Handcrafts, Poetry, Volunteer work...
Expertise: Office Management, Program Projects, EFL Teaching and Interpreting...
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Member Since: 4/9/2001

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Friday, December 21, 2001

It's my Birthday today. Just wanted to share with the rest of you. Cake & champagne is served! Love...


Thursday, May 31, 2001

Dimension of dreams
 
My soul pressed within four walls
Watery eyes
Blurred vision...
Flammable pillow to put my dreams on...
Dillusion, invasion of my fourth dimension...
Chaotic, inner violence... loneliness ...
Squeezed sounds ripping the night,
sipping the poisonous darkness over my skin,
I reach for the whiteness of my bedroom,
to escape, to lock out, to prevent the impulsive waves of
erotic mysticism...
Simplicity of form and shape
dancing around,
no rhythm, no challenge,
just deafness, numbness...
Loneliness...
Blank sheets of my memories
written with some thematic phrases,
washed out by shame,
wrinkled by succulent fear in between dimensions...
Then nothing...
Flat line...
No heart beat, just white thick frame
Just bells...
Altered coin ringing in between two heavy breaths...
Followed by a teardrop...
Opened door... Your voice...
Salvation... Calmness...
Agony dissolved in eternity of fourth dimension...
You proved it was
worth fighting for ...
You proved I was worth every coin ringing...
Welcome...
 
May 31st, 2001
 
Nermina © 2001
 


Tuesday, May 29, 2001

...Hmmm another warm night ahead of me... The air sprayed with vanilla, pollen and some distant memories...

I will be sitting on the front porch, again counting stars like counting those little, amazing dots in your eyes...

Again the sky will be my carpet to kneel on, I will say those heavy words and wish you were here... To wipe off the pain, to splash of my fears, my agony...

Have you been searching lately? Have you found what you've been looking for?

Make your answers match mine, like the glove matches the hand or the wedding ring that tiny, shaky finger...

Another humid nite ahead of me... Scratching my nasals, tickling my soul, marching thru me like a small army...

I will reach for the dews coming down the walls of faith...

I will keep it on my palm, the little drop of predicted reality... Oh joy, will my palm dry it or keep it moist...

I will keep it anyway, for you to taste it with your lips, to lick it off my palm-lines of life...

You will then engrave your line of love into my hand, whisper my name and add some mist into my vision...

I will then see it all clear, carried with the star dust, simplified by the rules of nature...

Curves...the beat....take a breath, feed me with your atoms of courage and exhale the vibrant unity of two bodies...

I will stand by, always...

One year or two? Give me the millisecond of your pure, devoted love...

I will live long enough to give the same every millisecond of my existence...

Reach for my hand tonite...

Look at those stars... note that my eyes will rest on one of them, that my sigh will travel thru the air to rest on your lips and that my soul will tuckle you in before fall asleep...

Reach for it, you will feel it...

Nermina © 2001

 Heart


Monday, May 21, 2001

Soul spotting

Lucidity…
Heavy scent of vanilla
In your nasals…
Rich, opium fluid
In your veins…
Another shiver…
Another image of fear
Vividly painted in your eyes…
Escape…those traces of weaknesses
…stand by me
Train station of your soul
Crowded with people
Sealed hearts pulling the strings of devotion…
…rives of pain…silly…surrender…withdraw…
Do not wave to me…
…stay…
Another voyage of your body
Sanity…Beauty of impatient waiting…
Give me the world,
Poetry written, marked underneath our steps
Engraved in sand of memories…
Always bitter memories…
I will stay…
Take my hand…
Lead me into temptation to give up my searches,
My fights,
My nightmares…
Dare me to confront the life,
The smells of opened scars,
The taste of shed blood…
Spinning rhythm of your moves
Absorbed into my skin
Deep, sweet fever
Down my spine…
Paralyzed breath crawling
Through the air
Cutting the vibes
Smashing the walls…
Lift your hand…do not wave to me…
Ask me to stay...

© May 20th, 2001
Nermina


Wednesday, April 25, 2001

  • One of my favorite poems ever written by an exceptional and talented person.

{v}Events of the Heart{v}


  • It's because of the fact that I can't  marry you because I can't hug the rare
    seasons of the seas and the fires that ripen in the memories of your skin,
    because you can't be my sister or  a daughter, or even a lover, because I must
    speak to you about  the silences of my heart which are as ancient as its deepest
    scars made by dews and tears, silences that held nothing and reveal nothing, its
    because I can't be you, and because one who has nothing to give must love, my
    love, I love you. ©
  • Never look back. For all you left there & behind don't worry. If it's meant to be it will splash off the walls of destiny, if not don't bother chasing it. Accept the reality, dream vivildy and love passionately. That's all it takes.
  • Another, yet shorter one...

  • Look in my face, my name is "might have been", too late farewell © :-(
  • The best poems come out of heart but in the state of deepest, darkest depressions. Pain is always the pen, soul is always the sheet of paper and love is the inspiration. Again, never look back... :-) :-P :-D



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