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Name: Ashley
Country: United States
State: New York
Birthday: 8/26/1988
Gender: Female
Expertise: Dance, all types
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
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Member Since:
8/29/2003
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| SAT was yesterday ... I think I did really well, we shall find out on October 24th.
Well, thats a huge weight off of my back, but over the Jewish holidays, my family ws torturing me about college crap, and i really must get started. Soon enough.
Last night i was with this guy Frank that I've been seeing, I like him alot. Ashley has a new boyfriend ;) lol.
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| And here we go again.
My internship ended at Lehman on September 3rd, shotrtly after i met a guy there that i was dating. I haven't seen him since i finished work, but we've spoken. I hope he knows that I wish him luck in all that he does.
School so far has started off on the right foot. I have pretty good classes, and my schedule isn't too bad. I have a free, contemporary boradway, ap government, banking and credit, microsoft word, italian, math b, and finally the wonderful world of chemistry. Teachers are good, classes are good, and i usually get out around 2-2:30. Seems kind of late for a senior, but i don't go in until 9, and most of the classes im taking are optional.
As of today, the October SAT is in 16 days. I've been trying to study as much as possible, I have a relatively new goal of breaking 2000. I think i am doing rather well in that area, getting the help i need and studying almost every chance i get. I'm doing pretty well in math class also, which is a very rare occurance.
Update on the college front: Last weekend Daddy and i visited SUNY Binghamton, and SUNY Albany. My top choice is still somewhat University of Delaware, but if i do get into Binghamton, i would be an idiot not to go. On Saturday, Daddy and i are going to visit Sacred Heart University, and Southern Conneticut State University. As of today, I am almost sure my applications will be recieved by Scared Heart, Albany, Binghamton, Delaware and Johnson and Whales. I am also applying to Baruch and a couple of other CUNY's for saftey schools.
I think i am pretty organized and on schedule so far, thanks to everyone who has helped.
I must apologize for neglecting to mention dance. Dance started last week, and once again i am taking 3 classes. Ballet on Tuesday, Combo on Wednesday, and Company on Thursday. Things are going good, I feel really good about being there this year. Things feel different, but good different.
Today after school, my friend Yana and i are going to get facials. After that, i am going to my friend Lisa's job to possibly apply. Easy job, good money, very little hours.
Wish me luck.
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| Wow, it certainly has been a long time since I wrote in this thing.
My life has definitly changed greatly, for the better I think.
I'm working at Lehman Brothers, a rather large brokerage firm in the city, i really love it. Good money too. Most frequent 'guys' are Brad ( 17, gorgeous, lifeguard, lives close) and Danny ( 18, cute, rich, bartender) Both amazing guys, with amazing bodies lol.
Usually, I hang out with my friends Sean Chris and Paige, Drea Nicole Derek and Dennis, or Morris Mazee and all the rest of my lovely OTB's. The summer is going by pretty quickly, but its pretty cool so far.
People I'm worrying about:
Jeffrey(lil bro) - he needs surgery, nothing life or death, but im scared for him nevertheless.
My self: I have been really lonely lately, i think i want to get into a serious relationship again.
Dennis: He has a really bad habit of drinking and driving, and im afraid one of these days it will catch up to him in a really bad way.
Well, thats pretty much the story of my life. Road test soon, Lots of boys, but hopefully the right one is out there.
And my love - dont forget your promise<3
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| well, its the end of cycle 3 and i think i did pretty well. lots of problems in the guy area im sad to say.
i really like this guy at school, but i cant say the same for him. I'm seeing a kid names Justin, i like him, ithink, but for some reason i dont like him enough. sucks sucks sucks lol
well anyway, me and dad just moved into our new apartment last saturday, i love it, really i do, and my room is pink :)
sadly enough my cousin got into a horrible car accident last week, and isnt doing well at all. about every bone in his body is broken, and theres a chance that he wont make it. i hope he does.
about to go out, write later
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| and so again we come to this path. the path of lost love, of hope, dreams, tornadoed by reality and the pain it brings with it. the pictures, the presents, the cards, everything, in alittle shopping bag shoved behind some large piece of furniture. i know myself, and that will help me. i cant cry anymore, but i also cant pretend im ok. i told him i was, but i know he doesnt believe me. one thing i can say in honesty, is ill be really lucky to have a friend like him. i know how i feel, and maybe it will take a while to change that, and maybe the lump in my throat, and the butterflies in my stomach wont go away so quickly, but thats ok. i cant say im losing love, because hes not really going anywhere, and i cant say that i wont move on, because i know i will. ive been going through college pamphlets/websites/etc. all day, and the words that keep coming back to me " worry about yourself." | | |
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