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Name: Nickel
Country: United States
State: Maryland
Birthday: 10/29/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Singing, Dancing, Friends, Talkin online, Phone, Eating, Sleeping, Poetry, Music, The Kelly Bell Band, EMERY!...someone special
Expertise: Definetly not Love
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  MrsShore529
Yahoo:  Sparklegrl101
Member Since:
1/24/2004
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| Hmm well... I havent really been up to anything new
lately.....ummm..Just been working, trying to hang out with friends and
family as much as possible, andd ummm yea thats about it. Other than
that, all I have time for is to eat, sleep, and take showers. Yesterday
was my Mommy's birthday though. Happy birthday Mommy 
Ummm...Hung out with Alex until 5 yesterday, just pretty much hung out
at his house, then went to Acme, met his Mom, went to kliens, got
a card, flowers, and balloons for my mom, then he dropped me off at
home. We went out for Chinese since it's one of my Mom's favorites,
then went over to blockbuster and got a few movies, then came home, had
cake and icecream, and watched some Dave Chappelle lol and National
Treasure. It was a pretty good movie i must admit. One where you have
to figure things out....keeps your attention. Then I went in my room
and watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre since no one else likes those kinds
of movies in my house  No one likes to see the gore, but
me...I feel like a weirdo. Oh well. Uhh didn't really finish watching
it coz I was kinda tired, so I just went to sleep. Woke up today
at 2:44 exactly coz someone called my cell phone and woke me up. I hate
it when I'm woken up by something, it always leaves me with a headache
for the rest of the day. So I got online and such and ate some cereal
lol, then got ready for work. Ashley drove me, kate and amanda to work
since ashley had to be there at 4:30, we went into look at our
schedules and then Kate, Amanda and I walked over to Starbucks... I
usually get one of those caramel frappuccino's but I felt like I needed
something different, so I got one of those Mint Chocolate Chip blended
creme things... it was pretty good, i thought it would be better, but
don't get me wrong.. it was GOOOOD. So we walked back.. found 4 TJ Maxx
carts on the way back so we wheeled them back to the store like a bunch
of dorks, and then punched in at 5:15. Uhh...worked at Jewelry which
made me happy coz Jewelry is easy and you dont get a lot of people
there, and you can look at all the pretty stuff while you're standing
there doing basically nothing, so yea that was cool. Ummm...on break I
got my paycheck and bought 2 new pairs of caprees, since the one pair I
was presently wearing had a stain on it, and they were getting on my
nerves coz they kept getting dirty. So yeah, I was late punching back
in, drank the rest of my blended creme thing. I'M SO TIRED OF AIM ON
THIS STUPID COMPUTER NOT WORKING...anyway....drove home with Mom..ugh
Report card came today... Mom was upset, but not too upset... it was
pretty bad though.. I got a 2.9....on the final grade which to some
people may seem decent, but for the 4th quarter I got a 1.8 yikes....
but I think I'll stick with the 2.9......But I had a 3.4 before, so Mom
gets mad over anything thats under a 3.0 ugh....and Alex told me that
this girl at work, I wont mention any names although she probably wont
even read this, was saying shit about me, which makes me upset because
I havent done anything to make her dislike me or make her say any of
those things, so that made me sad. 1:11 make a wish... UGH... sorry
thinking aloud.... but anyway I gotta wake up early tomorrow and go buy
some graduation things for Katie and Christine since I never have time
to do anything. I'm getting dropped off at Ria and Katie's around 8 or
9....even though Katie's party doesn't even start til 1.... I'm going
to early so I can leave early....around 1 or 2....then Stopping at
Dave's to visit since I havent seen him since April of last year...eek,
that's too long. Talk to him for a little bit, then head go over to
Christines from around 3 to 5. whoa I'm tired. It's so convenient that
they all live one street apart from eachother and I have to go past
Daves street anyway to get to Christines hoose. so that's pretty cool.
Ummm..so at 5 My mom is picking me up so we can go to my little cousins
Birthday party. Happy 3rd Birthday Natalie! And then since
that is a family occasion I have no clue when we'll be leaving... so
I'll get home, probably eat, take a shower, get online for a bit, maybe
watch some more of TCM and no not turner classic movies... texas
chainsaw massacres you sillies.. lol whoa you can tell I'm tired as
shit...then go to bed, coz Erin and I are going swimming on Sunday...
so that should be pretty fun. Ugh, I wish I could talk to
youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....and you know who you are. but I
think now I'm gonna go to sleep.
I have found Jesus Christ,
And Acknowledged sin...
Now I ask myself...
Where do I begin?...
ZEB
I still Love you.
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| I stole this from Fernd, coz I was bored.
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) smoked anything else
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x ) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
( ) met someone in person from MYSPACE
(x) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
( ) robbed someoone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
(x) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(X) felt like dying
(X) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed til some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire
( ) crashed a party and took there tap
( ) Have Traveled more than 5 days with a car full of People
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
(x) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
( ) fucked in a park
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
( )are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believed in ghosts
(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( )gone streaking
(x)played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken fight
(x)been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
(x) been kicked out of your house
have fun reading. I think I probably changed a total of... 5 things, me and Fernd are soultwins...lol | | |
| Yea well we broke up the 18th. But for some reason, some days I care,
and some I don't. It's like some days I just don't feel anything. My
brother said something to me that made me feel a little better though.
He said... "You are seventeen years old this year...you have have so
many more seventeens to live, and this bump in the road is not going to
stop you from growing." and he's right. "If he is low enough to
dump you off for your best friend and not realize what he's giving up,
then you dont need that scum in your life anyway" --thank you Sara
Khan, I miss you! I miss the seniors.. Went to the graduation and such,
was pretty good, those rose arches are heavy. I'M A SENIOR NOW.. whoa,
get excited. It's scary in a way...schools always been there, and after
this year, its just gonna be BAM gone. but then i got college.. then
after college at HCC mom wants to move down to virginia, then im going
to college somewhere else. but thats not for certain. But school lets
out in 6 days thank the Lord...and then I can do driiving school and
try to find a better job and such. I have such a bad case of
senioritus, i stopped trying this quarter i did so bad. oh well I know
i didnt fail for the year thoguh, so its ok. I have 3 goals for the
summer. Number one goal is to go visit Tony in Texas 2. Get my
liscense, and get a better job.. so as long as I do all those things, I
think it will be a good summer. Hmmm gotta work a lot this weekend
which sucks.... I dont have anything else to say sooo ...latterrrrrrr
My hearts half way across the country.
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| Mmmk... today has been a really bad day. I go to school, and that's
never fun so that's nothing new. I find out that Kate and I can't go to
this Pop Choir feild trip thing that's in Baltimore City, performing
for the governer and everything, because we have to take Wiegl's stupid
test. Ugh, so that made me depressed a little bit, but then I was happy
at the fact that I didn't have work, I could get my paycheck today, and
I was going to see Chris. I get on the bus to go home and I see there
is a text message on my phone. I read it.... it says..."Hey Nicole I am
sry like me and all my friends in school are seeing unleased so i will
call when i get home"...Meanwhile I'm supposed to sit around and WAIT
for him to call. I came home and cried, i feel so left out. and
MEANWHILE, today is the only day I don't have something to do. Tomorrow
I work, then after work Kate and I are going to see Matt Macis in
"Grease"..can't wait then Sunday I work too, then after work, I
have to come home take a shower, and write a current topic paper for
Snell. Then on Monday after school, I have to stay after for Chorus,
then later on that evening I have a Chorus Concert, so I can't go
anywhere. Then on tuesday I work. Wednesday next day I have off to do
anything.........and THEN...MEANWHILE.......it's our 5 MONTH
ANNIVERSARY........:-/ go figure. But anyway....I moped around, and was
lazy all day, watched some "I Love Lucy" to make me laugh and get my
mind of troubles. Then my Mum took me to work to get my
paycheck.....came home and ate dinner, wasn't very hungry. Then we had
birthday cake for dessert, since it's Erin's birthday tomorrow. (My
brother's girlfriend) And then I ws mopey some more.....he said he
would call when he got home.. bull....he hasn't called me yet and it's
8:45. He totally ditched me for his friends. He always said that was
something really mean and messed up for someone to do, and that he
would never do it to me, but.......I guess he forgot about me. I am so
mad, and sad, and left out, and depressed, and lonely.... I'm just all
jumbled up inside and I feel like I have no one to talk to...Dave's in
Philly for some skate thing, so I can't talk to him, my AIM STILL isn't
working so I can't talk to ANYONE....and I could use my brothers
computer downstairs, but he's down there already, probably using
it...so......yea anyway, it's friday the 13th. I guess something bad,
strange, or unordinary is bound to happen.
Happy Five Months....
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| Holy Shit, I haven't written in this thing in a long ass time. My
internet is being a peice. Well, my ACTUAL internet is fine, but my AIM
is a richard simmons. I've tried uninstalling and deleting it, and then
reinstalling it, but it's still not working. And wow.. it's hard to
type with nails. I got them done for Havre De Grace's prom and my AIM
hasn't been working since then for me to know what it feels like to
type with them. I swear I have ADD. Hmm well I hope I get it going
soon, coz I'm going through withdraw lol. I haven't been online in like
a month, it feels weird. I'm never at the computer anymore, unless I'm
checking my mail, or looking something up if I have to, or maybe listen
to a song that I don't have on CD. I've been working a lot too, so I
don't really have all the time in the world. The rest of my time, I
spend either doing homework, spending time with Chris ( I love you!
) At school, with friends, eating, in the shower, sleeping, or with my
or chris's family. Come to think about it, I'm spending less and less
time in school too, coz I've been going on so many feild trips. Two
weeks ago I went on 2 feild trips in one week, and the next week I went
on another. It's never ending, but I can't say I don't like them. I get
to miss McAvoy's class... wwooweeee! I'm trying to find another
job actually, coz I abseloutely hate TJ Maxx. Don't ever work there. I
want to be a shampoo girl lol. Seems easy, and fun. Only think I would
probably miss at TJ Maxx are the people working there. Like, Kate and
Ashley, but I see them everyday at school anyway, so it's okay...
but Rodney is funny, Bailey's cool, Shay...aww I love her, but she's
moving after her senior year, and that's in a couple weeks, so she
won't be there anyway. Ryan is cool too, but he an I aren't very close,
but he likes to drink my Nestea. Anyway, that is the only thing I'd
miss, but I'm sure there might be other nice people at another job, coz
I wasn't really planning on staying there forever. I think I would kill
myself first. I've been thinking about what I want to be for years to
come. I wanted to do something with engineering and math and stuff like
that, or a designer, which deals with Math also, coz measuring and
square footage and things like that normally come to me easy, and I
really don't have to think about it much, and don't have much trouble
with it, it's almost fun in a sense, coz you get to figure things out.
But I have a big case of Senioritus, and don't feel like doing much,
I'm so tired of this year... next year.....SENIOR! Woo! So I'm thinking
if I don't want to go into engineering, I'll go into Medicine or
something, something important. I want to help people....I always watch
the Discovery Health Channel, and it facinates me...I always learn
something new. I also want a job that's going to pay me well, I don't
want to have to depend on anyone else if worse comes to worse. I want
to be able to support myself, and other people I care about, without
waiting on other people. Hmmm I'm gonna try and get my AIM to work. I
might write in this later, since it's the closest things to being on
AIM. I'm going to try reinstalling it, then feeding the dogs, taking a
shower coz I feel dirty coz I just mowed the lawn, then watching a
movie or something I guess......Later!
I LOVE YOU CHRISTOPHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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