Name:Crow Country:United States State:New Jersey Metro:Atlantic City Birthday:6/20/1990 Gender:Female
Interests:VAMPRISM!!!! DRINKING BLOOD!!!! Poetry, art, theatre (drama), music, SlipKnoT, bass guitar my dark ways. Also, i LOVE heavy metal, death metal, and country music. I am a big fan of anime (especially Inuyasha).....girls...I NEED MORE BLOOD DONORS!!!! Expertise:DRINKING BLOOD!!! Writing poems, songs, and short stories. Drawing, painting, anime, girls, pastles, charcoal, drama. AND DRINKING BLOOD!!!
I adopted a cute lil' death fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
...my dad came back...i ran away for 2 days because he hit me and ripped out a lock of hair after telling my sisrters what happened...i met this guy, Vok...hes realy interesting, and he made his friend follow me and my dad home after they found out where i was, just to make sure my dad wouldnt hit me....im not allowed to talk to Josh anymore...and i saw Billy, and we are cool again
life is realy sucking...and im grounded for who knows how long
also, im sick
i had a dream Crow died...and there was a girl who looked like my twin sittin on Crows tomb, she said "Hello, i am Scarlet"...she was represented by a Panther...a crow was flying in the air, the panther jumped up and killed it...i find thsi odd, because Nicole is represented by a cat....Scarlet had Fangs, and seemed stong and smart....she made me look in a mirror, then she walked through me....into me...and said "Crow, she died...and was Reborne....this is you, Scarlet"
i guess Crow was reborne to Scarlette...wich is funny, since i vamped out a few times this weekend while i ran away... and i felt stronger than Crow...i even wrestled Vok, he was suprised i wouldnt give up...i kept fighting...and my main moves were pouncing, scratcing, choking, and slaping...very Cat like, or should i say Panther like?
Nocturne Wishes. and Bloody Kisses --Nicole/Scarlet?--
my dad....he left...i dont know if he is coming back...remember when i said my mom is a cyber whore? well...he found nude pictures of her on the computer...and well, yeah...then when she got home, they started to fight...she told him to get off the computer. and he said..."fine, im packing my bags, and i am leaving"....he left...i was crying hysterically...my mom tried to justify herself to me...saying my dad was cybering first..i said i hate them both, and then i got dressed, told my mom i was going for a walk...and left....she was crying when i left...i left at 10:00 PM, and got home around midnight,...and the fucking bitch was still on the computer....o, and she told me not to tell my little sisters....ha...they are sleeping over a friends house, and they will come home to no dad...nice, right?
so, i lost alot of shit...my friends, my best friend, and now my father...i am all alone, he was the only sanity between me and my mother and sisters....now i am stuck, with her...my mother....alone....
welp...i slept over Ninas! it was fun...her friend Mary slept over too...the next day (yesterday) we went to 6 Flags with Niny and Dez and saw other people there....we got stuck upside down on a ride for 20-30 minutes...it wasnt scary, but i started to get dillusional from all the blood rushing to my head...i felt bad though cuz while we were on line, this girl Chelsea was like "we are going to die, its going to get stuck" and i was like "o yes, we are all gunna die" (sarcastic) and this little girl behind me looked at me, so i said to the little girl "dont worry, i was kidding cuz this girl is stupid"...that little girl was behind me, and when the ride got stuck she was crying, and she asked her dad if she was gunna die and he said "everything is allright when daddy is near"..........my parents would say "shut the fuck up".............................. anyways, asa reslut, the Park gave us free tickets, free food, and free water...cool huh? i wore my fangs, and so many people asked if they were real...lol, some guy working at one of the boardwalk games called me over, and hit on me! lol...and some old guy in an orange shirt check out my ass! he was old! and OMG Nina made me go on the ferris wheel...i had a panic attack, cuz im afraid of those..and i was smokin ciggs on the ride, lol....but i made Nina go on Batman (roller coaster)....lol....we were annoying these guys on line, and nina said "Once i was a geni, and i hatched from a pop tart" lol, when she said that, i almost fell down stairs...lol...o, when me Nina, Niny, and Mary where on line for congo rapids, i squirted water on someone who was already wet and she yelled "you bitch!".....o, then there were these thug guys who were making fun of my fangs, and told me to bite them and drink their blood, so i said OK and went to bite him, and Nina was like "No, you dont know wher he's been" lol...good times, good times....later that night, me and Niny went in Ninas pool...o, and today, i walked to the 7 11 wearing only a towel...but shhhhhhh, they think i had a bathing suit on..but i was nakey!...lol...then Dez and Nina dared me to run in the road naked...with no towel...and they said i wouldnt do it, HA! good times, good times...NAKED DIVE! NAKED CANNON BALL, NAKED BACK FLIP...and ummm...........NAKED BELLY FLOP!.... i swear, after belly flopping naked, i dont think i will ever beable to breast feed ...LMFAO....later Josh, Jared, and Adam went over...so i had to put close back on damn boys!...lol i was happy to see them though
Nocturne Wishes, and Bloody Kisses --Nicole--
Shit! i just noticed, it is now thursday, but i ment for this to be a wednesdayentry!!!!!!!!
convo between me and Dez
DarkLustedDesire (2:06:59 PM): my boobs have scars pyrodork618 (2:07:02 PM): i know pyrodork618 (2:07:06 PM): i was like 'holy shit.' pyrodork618 (2:07:22 PM): you got a breast reduction, your boobs were supposed to be the size of mine. lol DarkLustedDesire (2:07:36 PM): lol pyrodork618 (2:07:58 PM): omg when you did that belly flop me and nina both looked at eachother and were like 'Owwww..' DarkLustedDesire (2:08:15 PM): lol DarkLustedDesire (2:08:22 PM): you didn think id do it, did you? pyrodork618 (2:08:24 PM): Nope pyrodork618 (2:08:37 PM): Nor did I think you would run in the street, buck ass naked. DarkLustedDesire (2:08:41 PM): lol DarkLustedDesire (2:09:08 PM): but i did
not much longer later, my and Josh's convo
kryptic 50187 (2:07:57 PM): whatchya doin DarkLustedDesire (2:08:04 PM): being alone DarkLustedDesire (2:08:05 PM): you? kryptic 50187 (2:08:09 PM): same kryptic 50187 (2:08:24 PM): but adam is on his way to cheer me up kryptic 50187 (2:08:32 PM): and jareds asleep DarkLustedDesire (2:08:34 PM): i have no one to cheer me up kryptic 50187 (2:09:10 PM): i wish i could be there to cheer u up DarkLustedDesire (2:10:12 PM): me too DarkLustedDesire (2:10:17 PM): come over kryptic 50187 (2:10:53 PM): i can't kryptic 50187 (2:11:06 PM): i have no way to get over there DarkLustedDesire (2:12:40 PM): o kryptic 50187 (2:13:36 PM): not even a dollar for the bus kryptic 50187 (2:14:12 PM): did ur dad ever talk to u like he was supposed to DarkLustedDesire (2:14:17 PM): no kryptic 50187 (2:14:25 PM): o DarkLustedDesire (2:17:24 PM): you should fly here kryptic 50187 (2:17:41 PM): i'll try kryptic 50187 (2:18:04 PM): hold on a sec wile i sprout some wings out of my ass
and Dez's Response to what Josh said
pyrodork618 (2:18:30 PM): LMAO DarkLustedDesire (2:18:31 PM): lol pyrodork618 (2:18:36 PM): ouuuch pyrodork618 (2:18:46 PM): asses are not supposed to do that x.X DarkLustedDesire (2:18:46 PM): wow pyrodork618 (2:19:18 PM): i think about things that people say and put them into context pyrodork618 (2:19:35 PM): Wings + Ass = One very unbalanced bird. DarkLustedDesire (2:19:41 PM): lol
p.s...Dez, is like the biggest whore............hug whore that is
p.s. again..... Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin' You know that I have from the start So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
welp, i didnt get the job, cuz they wanted people to work weekends, and i cant work weekends, cuz thats the only time i see Billy............so, FUCK THAT YOU FUCKING BURGER FLIPPING DEEP FRYING CUNTS! anyways............Shawn (Mario) came over today...it was awesome....he took pictures of me with my new fangs....so soon i will have a new xanga profile picture....we took Abby for a walk, and then it started to rain...he took a pic of me all wet from the rain...
the gang from Toms River came over yesterday................fun.......... we went to the park...o o o..........I MADE THEM PANCAKES AND THEY SAID THAT I MAKE THE BESTEST PANCAKES EVER!!!
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