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well ya

its friday morning..

right before skewl..

who knows if today is going to be good or not all i kno

is i have no idea whats going on this weekend..

want to make plans!?

well if anyone reads this id b nice if i could hang out with you ^-^

well i dont rele wanna make this look all fancy and stuff

so ima leave it how it is..

but um im sure no one will pretty much see this..

but a lot has happened since my last update..

me and michelle = uh uh..

and well uh yaa..

just a lot of depression and stuff

so yaa heres how it goes

well it woulda beena year and 4 months but i broke up with her because she just didnt seem happy and well yaaa

but anyways ya im here single

and well uh so i hung out with kimmy last weekend and wow great tiems

great times..

and well uhh yaa i just dont think me and her will ever work out thats the thing..so from waht was wanted..and what really happens..ehh just i guess not..but yaa i just dont kno waht to do in my life noww..i got no one that really cares for me that much cuz michelels with frank and well yaa i like herr and well erm...yaa im havin the feelin that i guess it was an only 2 day thing for herrr

besides, i guess shed be better off without me even in her life like that anyway..

ill never be able to diserve the most greatest girls..

i tried with michelle and now i tried kimmy and well yaa guess neither of them worked out as much as i wanted them to..hey it happens i guess..

life will continue rolling..i hope..

so ya

middle of the night..

cant sleep..

woke up from a bad dream..

um ya...stupid fuckin frank...

but um ya..

so i cant sleep and um just lookin back...guess waht i see and guess waht i remember...yup u guess it..i seroiusly cant even say it without crying...

god thigns got so fucked up..i mean hwo did i let this happen.i knew sumthin was going to happen...but i was the fool adn let it happen anyway..

well i guess its my fault so i guess i get my punishment by gettin hurt..

its past news..i kno...but when ut hinka bout it...thigns like that...dont ever go away...

no matter how much u want to they just sit there hopin for u to remember so they can make u feel like hsit....

fuck frank...

fuck michelles parents...

ugh...i jus tneed to be with her...

well ya 230 in the morning...i better try and sleep..

I Love You..

                                                                   You Really Had To Do That And Fuck Me Over..Didnt You..I HATE  You Frank..

      _+~* A Little Update *~+_

Well lets start of with wow, whens the last time I updated this..

A lot has happened with this whole non updating thing. A lot of just the normal stuff, you know that school and then on fridays seeing her and then hangin out with everyone else. Well hmm ill update about all that stuff later. What really is important is seeing Michelle today. Out of all days. For some reason this day wants to make me just cry for joy beacuse I'm so happy I have her. I would just hold her and not let go and even how she took a nap at the park while I was just holdin her. It was priceless. Moments that are spent with the one you love, are truely the best moments in life. I truely hope that our promises can carry out and for it to be what we want it to be. I really don't know what I'd do without you michelle. Babe your about the only one who reads this and I just want to say..

          Your everything to me. The moments I spend with you are priceless. To the times where we'd kiss and just hold each other, to the times that we'd have little fights and make up by kissing or just doing something to make one another smile. Baby your everything I could ever ask for and the time I spend with you is so unforgetable. I just hope you realize that here, where I stand. I'm ready, ready for the future.

Forever Us

 M.a.A 12/21/04

I Love You Michelle Rae "Araiza"