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ode to xanga....

i have a myspace nowdays... so if ya'll have one.. be sure to find me, i dont remember my id but if it helps, im registered under my hotmail account: gigglelygirl@hotmail.com Be sure to add me! Anyways, I'm tired so I'm headin off to my warm bed... all alone...

so... i think i quit xanga... i never have the time anymore.

   love ya guys.

Hey Everyone!

   I just got home a lil while ago from singing for show choir the 2nd night in a row...

   So, i realized Tyla's b-day is friday & i have not got him anything for his birthday. I told him i'd take him out to eat, expectin he'd pick somewhere that i would pick, like rusty barrell, but no... he pick hunans.. that's so cheap! i was thinkin bout goin out to rooster hill to get him an OSU clock. idk.

   goin to the movies tonight with meg and laurie. watchin the weather man at my fav place to go- the poncan playhouse!!! oh yes..

  still thinking bout jerm.. i miss him SOO much.

  anyways, i gotta jet. lata!

Currently Listening Trouble With Love Is By Kelly Clarkson see related

thanksgiving was good. went to ponca, saw my family from arkansas there. went to the farm, but didnt stay too long. then i saved my fav cousin cody & took him home. then i went to ty's. hung out with his family. i am in love with his nephew josh, the most adorable kid you've ever saw!!! but then some of tyler's family kept sayin stuff like "when you guys get married..." ,"when you guys have kids...", okay, let me remind you, im 17. so i was kinna freakin out, bloggin about it, when tyler walked in & read a part that said something bout me not wanting to marry. he got upset. so all this stuff that was nothing, became something, lol... that was my drama of the month. everything between him & i is good now. i told him he was startin to look a lil bigger in the belly, so he's going to start running now. that'll be nice too. ha. i know i definately should be running right next to him, but last time we tried that, i didnt even make it a whole block, then tyler had to carry me back to my house! lol. he's a good boyfriend... most of the time.

meg & i spent the night in edmond last night. checked out some apartments and the college today. i enjoy that town very much so. looks like a great school, and it's pretty inexpensive compared to my other college prospect of Oklahoma State University (GO POKES!). although, i loved edmond, my heart still wants to go to OSU so bad.. i've wanted to go their since my sister did! that's like, man, 8 yrs ago or so.  maybe if i take my ACT again and score higher, then i can... but right now it's not looking too promising. enough of the boring talk about my future.

show choir will be decorating a tree at bank first & we need everyone to go vote for our tree every chance you get! i dont remember when the voting starts, but i'll be sure to let you know so you can come help me recieve money to go to NYC.

I painted my lil sister's room lime green these past couple of days. it's cute.

finally got to feed my craving for chinese yesterday. 

kyle & i are cool now.

oh yea, the other day i got one of this yr's Christmas presents~ a new palm pilot. i'm already using it like cRaZy! it helps me keep track of things so much better than i do!

 anyways... i thinkin bout working a lil late tonight so i can take off early later this week. guess i better get going then!

Show me love!!        Nikki

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so i read through some old e-mails just now from an old 'friend'... omg, i hope i can quit crying and fall asleep. i never realized that i still cared so much for this person. i thought i was over it all. im not sure, but i think i may have thought wrong...but then again, i dont want to think about it. there's nothing i can do.