So lets see.... i'm drunk and super pissed. what happened you might say? sit down for this. I would really appreciate any input whoever is reading this.
So i'll start from the beginning. i had feeligns for a girl... she told me she had feeligns for one of my best friends and iwas ahppy for them, my feeligns for her miraculously dissappeared instantly. thigns were fine for afew months. her and my friend were "seeing each other" but ehr feelings werent really growing for him and his, he felt, they were bf and gf. anyways... she started to like me. and ididnt find out till the day after she left for a dance tour in the states.
when she came back we hung outand thigns eventually escalated until i sent an email to my firend who was in turkey and wasnt aware of me and this girl he liked. he didnt reply for awhiela dn i grew impatient. i kissed the girl... we were going to start dating. the next day we had a talk. thigns were too weird... the guy sent an email back sayin he wanted to be happy but he was not ahppy with the circumstances. me and the girl had a talk an d decided it was best not to date since the friend would be mad and my other friends would have atainted view on it.
anwyays moving on to the day after this "talk." We all went to a party and got fucked... this party i jsut got back from. anyways so we ahd to go and this guy kai was chasin after the girl in question. we ahd to go and we were all their except my frined jistin. so i went with the girl to look for him
she dissappeared and i found jsutin and went back to the car... the girlw asnt their. so i went back to look for her. i knock on a dark roomed door, expecting the worst. a guy opens and i say that the girl needs to go. he says hese with a girl i dont know.. fuck that bullshit i know its her. she miraculously appears at the door and comes... i mso shocked iwalk away. cause she had said she liked me but thsi wouldnt work. she grabs onto me and i pull away. we dont speak the whole car ride. i am sooo pissed. i get dropped off about a20 min walk away form my hosue and run home. i see a squirrel and am so pisse di tell myself i mgonnas tomp on it if it gets in my way. it turns with itsm tail raised and ai see a white outline. it turns out to bea skunk so i run around it and get home al sweaty... sinc e iwas running to burn off my anger and excess anger. i come home and recieve an email from her saying shes sorry and regrets doing it. i dont reply. she messages me on msn askin if i got the email. i say yes and goodnight....
did i mention im drunk right now... durnk and pissed so badly...
i am so upset right now | 
