So impressed with all you do
Tried so hard to be like you
Flew too high and burnt the wing
Lost my faith in everything

Lick around divine debris
Taste the wealth of hate in me
Shedding skin succumb defeat
This machine is obsolete

Made the choice to go away
Drink the fountain of decay
Tear a hole exquisite red
Fuck the rest and stab it dead

Broken bruised forgotten sore
Too fucked up to care anymore
Poisoned to my rotten core
Too fucked up to care anymore

In the back off the side far away is a place where I hide. Where i
stay tried to stay tried to ask I needed to all alone by myself where were you?
How could I ever think it’s funny how everything that swore it wouldn’t change is differnet now just like you
Would always say we’ll make it through then my head fell apart
And where were you?
How could I ever think it’s funny how everything you swore would never change is different now like you said you and me make it through
Didn’t quite fall apart
Where the fuck where you?

happy fucking new year.

i get smashed by my parents

and then today..my fiance ended it

:(

So this is where I say goodbye
This is where my story ends
And if there's one thing that I've learned from life
It's that it gets you in the end.