can you let me know...so after about a year and a half of putting up with this girl
i swear this is the last time i am going through this again quyen says: "dude u talk about it as if you're breaking up with your boyfriend" in a way, since i am an only child, i take friendships seriously
i get clingy and i tend to get attached very easily
which makes me prone to heartbreak and emotional breakdowns and being a pushover most people will move on when the one they care about dont do the same back hey i totally understand
if she doesnt treat me like a so called bestfriend, why do i bother?
just like if your boyfriend doesnt treat you right, why would you still be with him? cuz you love him, cuz he used to make you feel special and you just hope...
things would be back to how they used to be before well in her case, we had fun and we been through a lot of things together...
and even though half of the time were painful
just for the other half of the time, I would stay next to her hoping we would come through this is almost like paris and nicole except this has nothing to do jealousy (lame example i know)
this is simple -- "you're not important to me and i just dont wanna bother with you" i am tired of you
i dont need you
you're just temporary
i have lots of other "friends" to replace you
why are you so sensitive
you're just thinking too much
well i gota go out now with my new friends
ok bye what
the
fuck? thanks bitch?
so last night i cried straight for 20 min like hardcore bawling
my eyes are completely swollen and whenever i blink they hurt like hell
this is the 3rd time i cried over her
this is the NTH time i stressed out b/c of her
and im really really SICK OF IT and ppl around me are just as sick of hearing it
cuz i keep on forgiving her
cuz nobody's perfect & i accept her as who she is
but now ... this is my last straw i dont need my so called "bestfriend" telling me
i dont wanna bother with you ok bye that just tell me how much she cares about me
alors i have my mind set
this time it's just too painful
i have friends back in norcal ... back home.. and they cherish me
most importantly, i still have an ee's future to pursue
Good bye, yesterday
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