| | 8 days... Thats all I have left, then no longer can
I be called a child by age, in any standard... Not that stantards or
regulations ever really affected me much. I have many thoughts on my
mind these days. Mostly, where am I going? The trip there cant be
decided till I know the destination, yet I know that the journey is by
far the more important part of life than the destination.
Another thought, I've noticed an increase in my
friends need to inform me on their feelings towards others... All I'm
left to ask is, who are you trying to convince, me or yourself? I
already know how they feel yet they continue to tell me. It is a most
confusing thought. Perhaps, I am reading to much into things as usual.
I have a bad habbit, as it were, of doing that.
School goes, never really well as to be expected but
then, I've never been one for focusing on a book. Sad, I know. I wish I
could more, I've missed out on so much....
The other thing I'm feeling is that truly, and in
all honesty I figured and knew this before but yet again continuing in
life as to prove its point further, The things I consider my
"constants" again are leaving. A very dear friend is leaving to find
work elsewhere far on the other side of the country, whilst yet another
friend is going where I'd feared he might have to go... Rough thoughts
and pains follow but its not worth those thoughts. Again, life is about
the journey, and I've already had a wonderful one thanks to these two.
All that is left is to be with them as much as possible before they go,
then to go with them in their hearts and minds. Through my prayers and
God's blessing they go into life, living and following their own path
on their journey...
Its been a while since I've posted but I've had a
lot to think on. I'm learning that people need to learn what needs to
be said. I still believe that silence is wasted on those with nothing
to say, but whenever in the company of those you care and who care for
you, silence itself is the waste. Every moment you waste with those you
care for is cause for regret. Live life with no regrets and realize how
prescious people are before you loose them...
8 days left and then the world will be a little more
real, from their, it goes without end till the road stops down the
line...
Peace my friends, I've been gone too long, call me, lets hang :) Much love to you all, <3 423-956-0064
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| | Posted 10/13/2005 1:08 AM - 1 view - 2 comments
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