yesterday was a funny day.

i went out to lunch with zach, then came home.. cause we got bored.
then i went to subway with taylor and bridget, then went back to bridget's. then we walked to the spot and um the hippo and um the swings. so base that was coooooool. then we walked home cause it was fucking cold and we forgot that andrew lived there so we could have gone to his house. but yeah. anywho. then we went back to her house and basically just talked for hours.

it was pretty fun. just to talk about things. um yeah lee's flowers are still alive by the way. anddddddddd yeah mine are like... kinda dead... but i still have them? kbase.

basically thats itttt. when i got home i talked to matt and lee on the phone for awhile and did something else but that didnt work but yeah. um. kay.

its snowing. i hate snow. maybe i'll sleep more or something.

kayloveyoubye. <3

wow. this weekend has already made me realize how much i miss him. i tried to have a good time, but all i could think about was him. everytime i think about the fun we used to have and how everything was perfect, i want that back so bad. i would give anything for just one more chance to prove how much i care about him.

i know i screwed up. with the person that i loved the most. it took a break to realize that. and after a week of this, i did. this week was punishment. this week was hell.

he made me happy, no matter what. whether i was with him, talking to him, even thinking about him just made me happy. i just want to be happy again. i want him to be happy. :-\

im so sorry.
am i too late?

holy shitttt. so like i was sitting here.. and i just totally remembered i had a xanga. i was like dudee its been since summer since ive written. so base.. LONG ASS ENTRY this time.

so like.. first of all.. yeah like.. school can blow me. like really. thats what ive been doing during the week.. brewed on fridays like usual.. and other random stuff on weekends. but yeah.. umm.. this like half a year has been awesome. started out school. blah you know that.

i had an amazing 5 months with my boyfriend. it really made the beginning of my year the best ever. but.. yeah. thats.. kinda.. over i guess ? =\ umm.. yeah.. wont dwell on that cause.. its weird?

hmmm what elseeee.. goshh theres like so much to write. that i have nothing to write about.. cause like.. it'd all be about.. him.. and i cant write about him.. so what elseeeee. ew so base i met this girl Lee.. and like ew shes a bitch and i hate her. just kidding. shes my bestest friend ever and i love her with a passion.

also chad muffin.. is like moving.. which totally sucks.. and im really going to miss him.. going to cry a lake basically.. really sucks.

now that i think about it.. life really sucks this week?? pretty much.
this weekend is going to be fun though. friday night = brewed. duh.
getting kicked out.. the usual. saturday.. sleeping lateee ??
umm out to dinner and deff. rock and bowl with Lee, Justin & Zach.
kbase that should be fun. sleeping at Lee's. sneaking out at 2am again? kthnx.
sunday.. whatever the hell i feel like doing i guess??
monday back to school.. where everything will suck again =]
specially valentines day on tuesday............... </3
i had the best idea tooooo wtf am i gunna do now?
find another valentine ? that would be brittany.

anywayyyyy im deff. boring you cause my life sucks... but whateverrrrrr... kbye.

wow its been awhile. summers almost over, but its been awesome. and theres still more to come. in one week. :)

sunday-cousins come! yayyy cant wait. havent seen them in a long time. i miss them.

wednesday-school. kind of excited for that. miss everyone. cant wait to get back to normal

thats about it. <3 bye

wow. fun day at the beach today. finally met dann, which was awesome. finally met chels in real life too, which was fantastic because i love her. um. tried skim boarding. that basically explains itself. walked a lot. went swimming. and stuff. hung out with brian. =). then.. dan left, bridget and mike left, and me and brian sat on a bench. thinking about food and kicking sand. then we walked.. and sat on... another bench. yeah basically we're wicked awesome and you want to be us? but anyway. had a blast today.

its like 7, and i just got home. staying in tonight unfortunately. getting up early tomorrow, unfortunately. but. maybe tomorrow afternoon i'll do something. might be hanging out with sarah like we planned? but who knows. had a lot of heroes today. but what else is new? can i use enough question marks? yeah i think i can? now im just blabbing because i have nothing better to dooo.. baohasodihsa.

i am eating a hamburger. with mustard. anyone besides me like mustard on their burgers? kay. .... . . .. . ... . ..     .gdf.fdg

im going to go swimming. nagerrrr! yes. to swim. in french.

k bye