People have been treating me a little differently lately. I mean mostly the people i knew from middle school . In middle school i was the geek who got picked on all the time and everyone hated me, but now people are like "wow Norma, you changed". Especially the guys. they are all the sudden being nice to me, and so i tell them, "hey you used to be such a jerk in middle school", and they actually apologize for it! its so weird. It feels really good though, since im graduating, and now i dont have to be on bad terms with people anymore.

Another thing thats weird, is that this girl is talking crap about me all the sudden. well i guess its been going on for a while, she apparently doesnt like me. which frekas me out, because in all 4 years of high school, no one ever really talked about me or had beef with me and stuff. I guess she thinks im trying to copy her when i got my tongue peirced and when i had to get glasses because i cant see. Also she thinks i like this guy shes sprung on. whatever! shes stupid. i dont need drama right now.

Man i am so stressed out and tired right now. I need to stop procrastinating. i got to write some essays to try and get a scholarship, thats due on saturday. and i need to get some more money, and stop skipping school. and Monday is Senior Ditch Day, and i have no idea what im doing. i really shouldnt ditch, but i dont want to be left out. ah i just dont care anymore sometimes. i just need a vacation. thats what i need. anyways also i am running for international ambassador at my school and i hope i do well. i also need to find a date for prom. well sorry if i sound negative, but well im not very happy right now. i need someone to take me out and do something nice for me, haha because right now i feel like im doing stuff for everyone else, and i need a break! oh well.