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Name: †India Mae†
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: Kansas City
Birthday: 4/8/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: music wise: metal, screamo, death metal, black metal, symphonic metal, industrial metal, trance metal, classic rock, techno, acid, and yeah - a whole lot of metal. hardcore emo, hard rock, some random other things that dont fit into any genre, and just about anything rock. i hate pop and country with a passion and i dont really have an opinion about rap. other than music i like movie making and directing, everything and anything having to do with people and pscycology, all things art (yes i know... nerd) depressing movies that end with everyone dying, black and white photography, hanging out with friends, partying, vampires, big cities, white oldeander (the book and the movie are both amazing) sin city, reading pscycology books, sci fi, talking, eating cookie dough, being immature, not giving a shit if anyone else sees, thunderstorms, nighttime, getting addicted to xanga and mountain dew, taking random pictures, concerts, head banging, living life to its max!
Expertise: ccents, impressions of people, voices, giving speeches and not knowing crap that i'm talking about but making it sound like i do, knowing what's going on in a bizarre and confusing movie and... well, life. hm.. pissing my parents off, im pretty good at that...
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Industry: Art


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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Well, its 4 am, and I'm working on history terms for the final tomorrow. Oh, and I also haven't even started my Spanish. So basically I'm fucked. All night tonight, I had to help move my family out of the apartment and into the new one because basically, both my parents are fucking cripples. So yeah, that was that, and then I came home, and basically fell straight to sleep because I went to bed at 4.30 last night... So yeah, I had a 2 hour nap (thanks to my wake up call - lol) And I have been working non stop since then. Don't get me wrong, I acutally started studying last weekend, but I had to teach myself a years worth of biology. Reason being because I don't think I have EVER listened in that class a single time, so I spent all weekend LEARNING it, same with history, same with math, and Spanish, haha I'm not even going to bother for Spanish. I've been fucked all year long, and I'm still fucked. Oh well, If I get somewhat decent grades on my other finals I can screw up Spanish and not get grounded...

So THATS GOOD!

And uh.... facebook just about swallowed Xanga entirely. I don't even know why I'm updating. Oh, and the other shitty thing, is tonight is our last night in the old aparment and we have NOTHING here, so I don't have a printer for my terms. Soooo I'm here all night... Yeah! I'm going to put them up here so I can go to school early in the morning and pring them.... I'll get rid of them soon, take no notice of them people!

I LOVE YOU ALL!

<3 †XxAlexX†


Well, its 3 am, and I'm working on history terms for the final tomorrow. Oh, and I also haven't even started my Spanish. So basically I'm fucked. All night tonight, I had to help move my family out of the apartment and into the new one because basically, both my parents are fucking cripples. So yeah, that was that, and then I came home, and basically fell straight to sleep because I went to bed at 4.30 last night... So yeah, I had a 2 hour nap (thanks to my wake up call - lol) And I have been working non stop since then. Don't get me wrong, I acutally started studying last weekend, but I had to teach myself a years worth of biology. Reason being because I don't think I have EVER listened in that class a single time, so I spent all weekend LEARNING it, same with history, same with math, and Spanish, haha I'm not even going to bother for Spanish. I've been fucked all year long, and I'm still fucked. Oh well, If I get somewhat decent grades on my other finals I can screw up Spanish and not get grounded...

So THATS GOOD!

And uh.... facebook just about swallowed Xanga entirely. I don't even know why I'm updating. Oh, and the other shitty thing, is tonight is our last night in the old aparment and we have NOTHING here, so I don't have a printer for my terms. Soooo I'm here all night... Yeah! I'm going to put them up here so I can go to school early in the morning and pring them.... I'll get rid of them soon, take no notice of them people!

I LOVE YOU ALL!

<3 †XxAlexX†



Sunday, December 04, 2005

never again

never ever fucking again

well we all know thats a lie, but i can still try!!!

i love you all


Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Currently Listening
You'll Rebel to Anything
By Mindless Self Indulgence
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Goddamnit!

Xanga is becoming such a chore these days. It just always feels so damn pointless. Yeah, facebook is where it's at people! lol.

So, I definetly just got premium and I'm excited. Except, right now I'm at a hotel in Colorado Springs, ready to endure the rest of my 20 hour car journey to Santa fucking Fe. Oh, and on top of that, the ski resort does not have enough snow. So thats pretty much out the window. Basically, the seven days are gonna be of me trying to avoid evil minded old people in the streets. Bleh!

Sunday night was just about the most dramatic night of my life. Lets just say that families suck, and screaming arguments with them until 2 o clock in the morning, hm... aren't exactly fun.

And for the rest of the weekend, I don't really know what happened. I was grounded friday and most of Saturday. I watched about 4 movies that day. Sounds like fun eh?

This is such a fucking pointless post. Oh well, I guess I'm getting used to Kansas City. Making more friends, getting better at school. So I guess you could say things are looking up... I don't really know.

Haha, my life is so indecisive, I can never make a single decision! Jesus! Well, I'm gonna stop talking now because I don't think any of you really wanted to read that. I'm boring myself here too. Nothing interesting is going on! I'll be updating a lot this week, probably...

 

ICONS!!!

  JOJ? Such a good band!Hahahaha! Holy shit thats trippyOkay, this is from a movie and I'm gonna go crazy if I don't figure out which one. Let me know! HOLY SHIT! Could he be any hotter?Is it just me or does this guy look like Jacko with more eyeliner? Oh well, he's gerard in a wierd way.... Hahaha!!! Myspace people will understand!   Oh boy, I'm going a little icon crazy here. Wow, okay I love you all!

 

<3 &dagger;XxAlexX&dagger;

P.S. So I officially think I'm the most retarded person alive, I dropped my cell phone in the bathtub! I have my moms phone with my simcard for now. But I have to buy a new one tomorrow. BLEH!


Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Currently Listening
2 Originals: Church Ov Acid + Calling Ov The Dead
By Velvet Acid Christ
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wow, its been a while! im all addicted to facebook now i dont really get on xanga. anyway, i dont know why the hell i've been so upset lately. like, the littlest things make me crazy. i feel like such a bitch lately too, i just like, scream and shout for no reason, wtf? and no its not pms, and i dont think im having menopause, lol. ahh, shit has been bringing me down so much lately, its wierd.

hm, so ive been listening to a lot of techno and industrial lately, velvet acid christ, skinny puppy, and yeah. i need sleep, im lacking of it, and since my dad took my cell phone away i cant have all night conversations to give me something to do. ah, thank god for music i guess!

i honestly dont have that much to say, i guess ill update again later, the weekend was okay i guess, not that much interesting happened but whatever. i got sick on monday, and thursday is the choir concert.

call the house now, just because... well cell phone no longer an option

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<3 you all

†XxAlexX†



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