Aznplya1225 (6:33:56 PM): i think u shud update for me =P 

..sooo yeah. the wife is back up on this. mark doesnt go online as much right now cos his computer is busted but he`ll be on alot during this week. he`s in delaware right now with his fam and honestly...i MIIIIISS him. enough of the mushy-ness... hes been on the fone with me alot lately. been breaking night n all that. bet, right now he`s with mariz watchin tfc and starin at heart evanglista =P anyway..arghs idk what to say. this is a good enough entry. love you babe. mwas.

aright soo i guess it time to update. things aint been realli that good buh sookay im managing cant let shit get me down. good time to update i guess right in the btwn v-day n 6 months. Almost half a year already time moves like crazyy.She's why im still happy n still goin  thru these not soo good times. me n her stayn strong n gettn stronger eryday.this was the best v day ever=]. I found reall love. love that took time to build up, sometimes too persuasive =P,unselfish,never taken for granted  kinda love. pplz say ohh long distance relationships dont work n blah blah theyre intitled to their opinion buh all i gotta say is her cell number area code is 718 n i can get to her house some way some how so it aint long distance lolollz =P. Soo yuppz all i gotta say is haters fallll down cuz we ridin this thing to the top aiite nahhh mean.buh in all seriousness even if u moved to like oregon or something id still find a way to get  to u. cuz id go to any lengths to see u happy cuz u make me happy =]. So happy six months  I LOVE YOU  no more to say than that. N i know ure gon read this by 2nite so HOPE u feel better =]. aiit prop it wUn

aiite aiite new entry. hows erywUn ?hoppe yallz good n erything.hmm lifes aiite i guess. madd shitt happenin more bad than good.school sucks ass cant motivated im sucha slacker.grades are uhh not as good as i want em to b n i know i can do way much better i can b a goody goody smarty pants lolz buh i dunno i realli juss cant get motivated. the parents aint realli helpn either.always on my case for erything buh i cant blame anewun buh mah self fo that. n tha worse part my aunt is sick n no one is giving me straight answers. i know its sumpthing to do wit her cancer buh no ones telling me. shit sucks soo bad that i cant b there for her cuz im stuck 10000 miles away from her. She's my mom no doubt.took care of me eva since i was mad lil.took me in as if i was her own.the onli parent i had basically while i was growin up since my parents left b4 i even turned 1 n cant remember eva seeing em till i was like 4 ot 5.i owe her alot n i thank her enuff for wat she did for me. if it wasnt for her i  wouldnt b me rah now. . it been too long since ive seen her.hopefully in the summer ill b able to. buh rah now all i can do is pray to God to keep her safe n to give her strenght.this is the person who instilled God in my life n i thank her for that. i know she'll neva see this buh i juss wanna say I LOVE U n ill b prayn for u.

"Sometimes I reminisce and wonder how I made it this far
Because of you, I’m me, so you the real star
Your hindsight, the time’s right to get my mind tight
Then give it to you and let it shine bright
My best friend, only know how to teach the truth
Plant the seeds of life and let them eat the fruit
Can’t you see that he spread love for you
Shed blood for you, cry for and die for you
Willies with mac millies know how you get down
We know the drama you bring whenever you hit town
Just remember when you pray, God is love
Gracious, merciful, forgive even the hardest thugs
Life as we know it, it all begins with him
Life as we know it, it all ends with him
If I was you I would never try to pretend with him
He might spaz and blow it, I’m best friends with him" - P.Diddy  hmm dass wrrdd

on a happier note 2marah is 5 months for me n vincess.the person who can make me happy no matta wat im goin thru , one whose always there.I love u  ure my numbawUn,longass, my heart,my erything n so much more.One day itll b Me n U baby =].

iite im done wit this prop it wUn

aiight its the WIFES turn to invade this xanga...simply cos i havent a minute.

-- JANUARY 1st... the first entry of the year..and IM making it. i just wanted to wish every one a happy new year and to live it up. your only young once riight? the past one was great no doubt but make this one top it

-- to my baby..i LOVE you. thank you for making the past year so memorable. damn..since april riight? what we got, no one could ever break..4 months official and still going at it strong. you taught me so much about everything..ive grown so much with you. all those nights we stayed up on the fone till the sunrise..and all those days we`d spend online talkin to eachother.. i wouldnt trade it for the world. thank you for being that person i turn to no matter one..the one i turn to to wipe my tears..and the person i turn to to laugh at the stupidest things. i could go on n on..but its pointless. it`ll limit how much i feel about you. thank you for the best year babe.