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Number_Soul
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Name: Number
Gender: Male
Interests: Eh umm, well Im into writing, video games, and some what of a boring person, well Im not boring it's just probably people think there intersting, I rather can't stand talking about some much but reallly boring stuff.
Expertise: My expertise is writing no doubt about it, I have a skills, to write lots of things in a few seconeds which I find a very speical talent I have most of these poems you read was just in my head, but usually the longer I think the better I write. I finish only one book, but it's rather a short story really I wrote it for a class assignment it's called Bleeding Nobody it's kinda intersting but when I read it it seems a bit off. Well whatever Im just really good in writing I guess.
Occupation: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  HeAtGuTs456
MSN: WindWarrior456@hotmail.com
Member Since:
7/27/2004
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| So Im back from my vacation, it's been exactely a week since I was last in poland, it feels like it was months, Im guessing thats how it works. But you know missed you guys! ehh but of course as in the freindly matter, I miss teasing my cousin she I never seen a girl change her mood swings so fast. Im also gonna miss my uncle, even though his such a crazy man in so many ways. Sometimes I don't know how Im related to these people sometimes, well my uncle well yeah since his not blood related to me. Well it doesn't matter Im gonna see them again hopefully. Well this past week has been a bore, I mean nothing is intersting going to everybody myspace for no good darn reason... grrr. But in less then a week Im going to high school so I'll be like all of you guys now, feel so good lol!
No but High school is stressing me out and I havent even started yet, I just want to finish the first day or maybe first week as fast as possible! I mean it isn't like last year when I knew everybody and stuff huff* the good old days. Feels like it's been forever, maybe thats what happens when you go to a different country for most of the summer, man but I have to say I really did love my old summers, they were the best, just hanging out with my friends, go to the park play some baseball or Do Around the World oh man I miss doing that so much now T.T. I remember posting in this place about it all the time, how greater can it be, just one change and like the whole thing is just but a change, now my mom works, my friends move to upstate, they still visit here on the weekend which is a good thing, but sometimes not the same.
I remember when people where just waiting for anything about Kingdom Hearts 2, but when it came out it's all just but silence now. It always seems like yesturday, when everything happened when everything was once the same. Now I guess Im just living the part when the game is really over, but there is always a story to it. But don't worry guys Game 2 will be coming out shortly!!! But you know I think I might keep this layout, so very peaceful for me now... Im guessing back to poem time:
A dream is just a mirror, reflecting the things we have in life
always showing what we see but in another side
the opposite side, from left to right,
from darkness to light.
A dream, a dream across the land, beyond
the mountains, a dream everything the things that I lost
the things I have gained the things that have stayed, the things
that have cried with tears, all but memories, in my dream of tress
and lands, through friends and parents, another dream just the same
reaching for the hopes through the past which only leads to future.
Only a dream just like a mirror reflecting in which I see, only by another side
when I see left the dream shows right,
when I see darkness the dream shows light....
-Number Soul | | |
| It's weird, thinking about the end. Everything seems to be around us and it's so weird. Thinking in one way of life, but thinking in another way, like a split road, the road is the same, the same track the same everything it needs, but takes us to somewhere different, heh every road every day, something new the same old, until a sign to tell use something different. But even with so many they all connect like a string. So many ways to look at one thing with all the different angles with all the different point of views to learn, to listen, to understand. Everything is about to change but my string will hold tight with the past because all my angles are looked upon behind me, only just learning how to look forward. ALways trying to reach for that one thing but always seems impossible, until it hits you in the head and everything around you is just a block ahead until maybe all we want to do is just go back to take that turn we might have missed, but unwillingly we just go forward. Knowing the path seemed alot better then the way we didn't but anyways the way has it's own path of wisdom to know and learn, and until we all have found ours we can't feel complete because it's better knowing what will happen, but only greater in what we do not know. And so this path I have finished now I just have to take a turn and I'll be their not even realizing of what I have learned, only realizing of what I know and what I know is what I don't know.
Have a Great Summer Guys!
-Number Soul
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| Well, guys whats up? lol if you guys thought I left, you can say I left myspace, I hardely go, well I go on, but I just like how I did myspace I don't really use it for, communication, but you can find great music, I found this band which is pretty cool, because they SPEAK GIBBERISH so awsome, can't be cooler then that! the bands name is The Future Heads yay for british! I think imma change the layout for my xanga, with the song of The Future Heads. Well it's been cool Im graduating from junior high and Im off to high school next year, but you know Im starting to get doubts about my choice, because it's about technology and now Im starting to think I should stick with Writing only. But you know Im sure I will get a writing education their, and plus they have cross country, but I might have to have extreme stamina so Imma play soccer, because it uses lots of running and stanima, heck maybe forget Cross Counrty and try Soccer, even though right now Im not very good at it I try, I've been pratcing with my fett work and the ball, just Im not sure how to play good with passing through the defender.
Well Im off to Poland this summer pratically the whole summer vacation, I hope I can try to find a communcation with all of you loving fans! (Looks at the audiece and see's two) eh '>.> ahem well I should be off on July 11th or was it some other date well whatever =P, this weekend Im going off camping and back for the last week on school, well I don't have to go since I would already have graduated but you know Im going anyway, to hang out with my friends. Well it's been a awsome year for me, I think I realized something, you know people try to think of this world as some impossible math problem, but you know I learned to keep it simple, and the mistakes I made I think is all over and it's time for me to continue on, with of what I got know, it's time for this end to be just the beginning, poem time.
Poem:
Even when this day will be my last
I can't just help myself to make it feel like
it was just the beginning because it truely is
the begining of the end, and even when Im gone,
the tale will never be the end, because it shall always start from
the beginning.
This journey I have right now shall live on forever
because it shall live in the memory of eveyrone
who heard or lived this tale, it's not the end, even
when it says it does with this imagination it can't ever
end, because when it's you and me there are thousand words
to say, and even they are all said and done we shall say them
allover again
The end silly to say when it's just time for the beginign to say these
words, to tell this tale, all these words goodbye shall never be the one
last to say.
-Number Soul
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| I finaly got a myspace took me a while lol? well here it is:
www.myspace.com/silentwarrior678
So if you have one add me to your friends, I have a goal to beat my record on xanga lol, which I doubt but you know a man can hope right? | | |
|  Err well looks at promise list crosses one thing out. Since thats settled, how have you guys been doing good? Me to. I figured out my rsolution yes I know it's may, but I still have 7 months err kinda less even, well back to the point. Well I finaly decided that imma make a poem, not your avergae poem, it's only gonna be 15 words ONLY and it has to make me feel like one of my best poems ever written, you hear me I got over 6 months to do it, so Imma make. Right? Im also thinking of changing this layout starting to get plain, this time Imma work out my heart on this one, I have no idea what should be my new layout, but Imma think something up, and it will turn out great always since they showed alot more pics of well you know everything to tell the truth, Imma find something but the point is Im going to make a new layout alright? You get it don't you.
Well lately I feel worthless to tell the truth so im starting to feel more depressed, and I havent been making much good poems, hopefully I can get some inspiration of some sort. My friends been keep on bugging me with girls and going out, but I don't think it's time and eh well my mom won't let me go out to Im 16, ehm err looks at clander omg thats like almost 2 years >.>. Well the average life I just hope I can get my resolution ready. I can't belive almost a month till I get out of jh and get into hs. Well the normal things in life just means the things that must go and things that must come and stay for a while, So Im ready. Well I guess this is it to say besides that I got into some Junrio Aresta I've been going after school it's really an honer of some sort today Im going to the cermoney to get well my provness of my smartness, cool I used to words with same ending!
Poem:
Distance shore
losing their glow
beyond the sea a crossing world
beyond the suns light and the shadowed clouds
a journey is above me not under. FIghting the blood of tears
runing
far away
far away from what I know
far away from where I live
Not to far from what I feel
to what I loved
Not to far from where I know and remember
only to far away to not hear you nor touch,
to far, to far away from what I cared running away from
the place I loved, to the place I grow to know more losing
the love gaining the pain.
-Number Soul | | |
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