We all go haywire at times...And if we don't, maybe we ought to.
NurseMegan
read my profile
sign my guestbook

Visit NurseMegan's Xanga Site!

Name: Megan
Birthday: 9/19/1984
Gender: Female


Message: message me
AIM: Spunkee919


Member Since: 2/11/2005

SubscriptionsSites I Read

Blogrings
Heterosexuals for Gay Rights
previous - random - next


Posting Calendar

|<< oldest | newest >>|
view all weblog archives

Get Involved!

Suggest a link

Recommend to friend

Create a site


Wednesday, December 21, 2005

OK so in the interest of preserving some of my life for myself, and due to the fact that I am utterly bored yet wide awake, I am filling out yet another useless online dealie. Blame Christina....that's my motto in life actually, but it applies well here also.

In addition, whoever reads this should know that I am happy. More than I have been in a while. Over many things. I had a really good quarter academically, in spite of a million hurdles that kept popping up. I officially got Clinical with Distinction, which means that my instructor believes I went above and beyond in the hospital setting. So yay, it all paid off. My friends are all in good places in their lives, and it makes me so proud to see them achieving big things, and going after what they really want. Plus, it's about time we were all happy at once. And there's more, as I'm sure you've guessed, but I don't know exactly what to term it, so I'm just not going to. Hey lookee there, I did kinda do an entry after all. Now enjoy this useless piece of crap survey that I feel guilty for filling out.


(Actually I don't...I just say that....I would do more of these if they didn't annoy people...but hey screw you it's my damned journal...why don't you go read something that has an actual point of view or purpose? Huh? Yeah that's what I thought. NO, I will not do that! OK yes I did it the once, but that was a one time deal! How dare you? I can't believe you would say that to my Xanga! I'm officially more tired than I thought and I stopped making sense about four lines ago! So what? Wow this thing serves for nothing more than my own tepid amusement...)


[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly, even sometimes.
[x] I have many scars. (chicken pox, thank you very much.)
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. (there's nothing wrong with it, but I get bored)
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x]I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (get rid of the pesky love handles, but thats it.)
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.(two in the ears, one in the belly button)
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x]I have freckles. (only on my shoulders, and on my nose in the summer)


Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll (Deans List) within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job. (I just took a couple packets of skin lotion, so I don't even know if that counts)
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school. (honestly, Teresa Skybo was a waste of my time)


Embarrassment

[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. (they make me have a few strong reactions, actually)
[x] I've snorted while laughing. (almost every time, sadly)
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something. (stupid popsicle sticks...)
[x] I've had my pants rip in public

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches. (only in my mouth though)
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend. (thanks, Carmen, Julie, and John)
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.


Traveling

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle. (never worked out my way)
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.(parent's van...wooo)
[x] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play. (shout out to OWjL camp woo woo)
[ ] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.


Honesty/Crime

[ ] I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. (more than I'd like to admit...I call it "the summer of 2005")
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test. (3rd grade can be a bitch)
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.


Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x]I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] i own something from Abercrombie.


Political/Social Attitudes

[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[x] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm very outgoing.
[x] I don't like Bush because he sucks
[x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[x] I'm religious. (in a very passive, not very aggressive way)
[x] I dress fairly modestly. (OK so some people would say that's a lie)
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."


Random

[ ] I can sing well. (I'm not THAT bad...)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[x] I curse regularly. (cock balls)
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. (way too many of them)
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well. (hence the chub)
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school. (would? how about have)
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life


Friday, December 16, 2005


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Megan Ann Evans
Birthday:Sept. 19
Birthplace:Canton Ohio
Current Location:Grove City/OSU Campus
Eye Color:Blue-ish green-ish
Hair Color:just about black with some red for fun
Height:ahem5feetnothingahem
Right Handed or Left Handed:right, all the way
Your Heritage:Irish, Italian
The Shoes You Wore Today:my big comfy ugly brown boots
Your Weakness:ice cream, and some other things that only my intimates need to know...
Your Fears:ET, things popping out at me, never having a real, true, life-long love
Your Perfect Pizza:thick crust, extra cheese, black olives, artichoke hearts
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Clinical with Distinction, 3.7 GPA, actually having a healthy relationship, but being ok if I don't have one
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:brb
Thoughts First Waking Up:"I like late-night phone calls like that."
Your Best Physical Feature:I have no idea...it's NOT my ass, I know that for sure
Your Bedtime:if I have clinical, 11:30. If not, like, 2:00 am
Your Most Missed Memory:summer break before my mom went back to work, going to the pool every day with her and my little brother
Pepsi or Coke:no dark soda for this kitten
MacDonalds or Burger King:um Wendy's
Single or Group Dates:Single most of the time, but groups can be fun for a change
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton Ice
Chocolate or Vanilla:Chocolate...vanilla is a waste of time
Cappuccino or Coffee:Coffee
Do you Smoke:N-O
Do you Swear:Y-E-S
Do you Sing:badly
Do you Shower Daily:sometimes twice
Have you Been in Love:I think so
Do you want to go to College:I'd like to continue, yes
Do you want to get Married:definitely
Do you belive in yourself:when it comes to school and careers, yes...in my personal life, no
Do you get Motion Sickness:only in the back seat
Do you think you are Attractive:not really
Are you a Health Freak:no...but I try to watch what I can
Do you get along with your Parents:most of the time...a lot better than it used to be
Do you like Thunderstorms:Yes...especially late at night, when I can listen in bed
Do you play an Instrument:I play(ed) oboe fairly well, piano not so well, and saxophone badly
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:um yes
In the past month have you Smoked:N-O (but SOMEHOW my clothes smell like it)
In the past month have you been on Drugs:prescriptions, yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes, thankfully
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes-tis the season
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no...Julie would murder me
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:nope
In the past month have you been on Stage:not that I remember
In the past month have you been Dumped:do NOT jinx me
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no no no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:thou shalt not
Ever been Drunk:HA
Ever been called a Tease:no....teases don't follow through...I'M JUST KIDDING!
Ever been Beaten up:no
Ever Shoplifted:no
How do you want to Die:Having sex, for sure
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:A good nurse, a good wife, a good mommy
What country would you most like to Visit:Italy (lucky bastard)
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:Green
Favourite Hair Color:dirty blonde, or dark...it depends on the guy
Short or Long Hair:short-ish
Height:I tend to go for the over 6 foot crowd
Weight:not skinnier than me, but capable of tying their own shoes
Best Clothing Style:not sloppy, but not too preppy either
Number of Drugs I have taken:none, other than stuff my doctor gives me
Number of CDs I own:at least 75
Number of Piercings:5
Number of Tattoos:just the one
Number of things in my Past I Regret:I can think of three really big things, but there are a lot more little ones I wish I could change, too

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!


Sunday, December 11, 2005

Ground Rules: The First player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 weird habits of yourself", and people who get tagged need to write a Xanga entry about their 5 weird habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You are tagged" in their Xanga and tell them to read yours.

1. I refuse to talk to people if they scare me. Like, literally scare me, as in, make me stop breathing. I am the biggest wuss I've ever met, and for a while I tried to toughen up, but I just decided that it's easier to avoid it.

2. I drink from a straw with my tongue out. SOME people constantly razz me for it...I'm not fellating it, it's just how I swallow...and that still sounds bad.

3. I always assume the worst. Like calling someone, hearing them out of breath, and assuming they are having sex with someone who is not me, when in reality they are moving boxes. I let my imagination jump hurdles over reason, and I'm learning to control it, but no matter what, the first thing that pops into my head is utter doom.

4. I change clothes way too many times before leaving the house, and I always end up in the first thing I put on.

5. I get bored with the way I look a lot, so I change my hair about every month. Thanks, Jessica...I mean Nova.


Saturday, October 15, 2005

Want to be cautious. Want to be careful. Want to take it slow. Want to be sane. Want to understand. Want to be low key. Want to be confident. Want to stop worrying.

Can't. Tired. Exhausted. Falling...again. Wish I didn't have emotions to deal with-they only get me in trouble. Sorry I was a handful. My bad. Don't want to get walked on, but not sure it won't happen. Want to believe he's a good guy, but have no trust left. Bad thing. Want to be worth it, but pretty sure I never will be. Negative mood, even though I just heard amazing things for an hour straight. He's great. Really. I know. I'm just crazy...I know that too. Just been hurt lots. Everything goes to shit fast, don't want it to this time. Don't seem to be preventing it. Oops. Ug. Going to sleep. Maybe rest will bring sense. Drama. Ick.


PS Matt...you make yummy drinks, but whoof do they go to my head.


Thursday, October 13, 2005

I would like to take this opportunity to rave about my girls. This week has been a big week for my own personal reasons, and I credit them with me living a free life, not being locked in an institution. Thankfully, I live with two, and I just electronically stalk the other, so it all works out.

Tonight doesn't look like it's going to work out like I had hoped, but what does? I'll roll with it.

Busy weekend ahead...thanks to the pals next door for filling my dance card. Woo college woo.



Next 5 >>