Charlie Brown: I think I'm afraid to be happy.
Lucy: How can you be afraid to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get
too happy, something bad always happens.

when all we did was lay there & you
brushed the hair out of my eyes. that
was the night i fell in love with you
((too bad you don't like doing that everynight...))

The cold November moon, it makes me think of you, but my
thoughts fall short. The stars all shed a tear for every second you're
not here, and I can't breathe without you.

and maybe her laugh is a cry for
help. and maybe her smile is just
there to cover up her insecurities.

sometimes the physical pain can heal the emotional pain.
-miami ink

F<3333

I'm so confused anymore...really....
I love you joshua no truly your always here i love you baby boy always and forever 6.8.04 and forever and always the love of my life<33

AT the hott hott hottie's house...yeah

Joshua i fucking love you so much baby your my everything forever and always<3
2years ((june 8th))

Well a lotta shit has happended lately and idk i guess things are doing better and i'm feeling better tonight yeahh baby

well xanga is for losersso i really don't write here anymore just wanted to update you guys.

going to 7-11 for Ben & Jerry's because we want ice cream!!

((feel better nathaniel!!))

I LOVE JOSHUA WITH MY WHOLE ENTIRE HEART AND SOUL ALWAYS AND FOREVER AND ALWAYS AND FOREVER lol BABY thank you for always being there omg i love you, your my everything<3333333333333333333333

Heather<33

oOhh yeahh Josh's and me anniversary

1yr. 6months= Dec.8th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<33333333333 I fucking love you

My birthday on the 12th!!<33

Fasty  update.

Chilled with josh last night, super hott<33
Movies with JOsh,me,Anthony,and ashley. Friggen cool.(Harry Potter)

Chillaxian with Josh and Ashley today.

At ashley's now, funnn sleepover. ALl that food lmao. bacon at like 3am.<3

Gotta dry my hair

OUttt<333

I Love you joshua. I really  truly do baby! Your amazing and my life and u always will be!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!<333333 Im so glad i have you

Holllller!! Like super looooooongo since i didn't update!! lost net~ idc really tho.  i can txt and go online on phone for josh  and call ashley so that's bascailly my life. getting home from josh's late then talking to josh till bed then seeing josh in the morning then school then josh after school. its a never ending cycle of happiness and love!! losta cool stuff happened while you weren't filled in on my life but i totally 4get half the stuff lol. okay well fill in on today?? okayz. This morning- saw josh! i love josh. yessirree i do do do!! and then went 2 skewl..((i need boos here)) 3 boos for history(white girl...yea ik me) Ceramics(it suxed 2day ppl bein cranky) lunch(ok)math(crappy, i didnt talk NOT ONE SOILTARY WORD FOR an hour and a half)english(ok,dumb test)
yeah so then me n ash went 2 Yearbook but it was cancelled. and fake campus freshmans don't get annoucements from the "big" LHS. yeahh lol. so then me and asssh to the ley went 2 Westgate for pizza...woo food. lol. then we went 2 arcade and i talked 2 joshthen we saw these kids from Macungie ((like 8yr olds)) and they helped us fling shit from the one side of the claw thingy that gets ur prizes 2 the other side. so it like flipped 2 the other side(claw thingy) so we left. lol. and got cookies. then chilled n rymed in fronta 7-11. then went 2 ashley's and im here now lol~! and omgosh guess what ?!?!??!?!? i get to see josh tomorrow WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO yesssss that makes me super flippy duper happy as freaken heck! yes it does ! woo kay sry lil happy here. im happy. and thats fun. and im ranting. which is fun 2. anyways i gotta put on my nails 2night, shit! there hott. black n red. yeah so umm
HEres your update on heather's happy life.!! which u won't get another one for six years or so depending on when my phone dial decides 2 come back into existence. yup. cool day.

I love you Joshua. With my whole entire heart. Your my world, my life, my everything. You make me so happy. So super happy. You truly do. I truly and deeply love you with my entire heart and soul. That will never change from NOBODY OR NOTHING. I promise you that. I love you josh.always and forever<3333333333333333333333