damn ... all i gotta say its been a grip since ive written in here. Ive gotten gotten an obsession with myspace? haha yeah its the new trend. anways i thought i would write in here bc life has been pretty amazing lately.

So Friday, erin came ovaa ... and we just kinda hung out && then matt && shane came over but matt left bc he had curphew, but shane stayed but me && matt got ina fight so i just got wasted out of my mind. haha oh well. dont really remember many things that happend that night.

Saturday i just layed around all day then i watched stick it wiht my mom && hayley came ovaa. Then we just chilled && clint cam home from camping so we all drank && stuff but i only has one bc friday haha i got plasteredd. anwayss then me && her snuck out with matt && shane and we went to spooky hollow haha i was freakin out..

then we came home and kinda jsut chilled and fell asleep. Then on sunday my dad dropped me and hayley off at church but we walked to the park lol then went to her house. Then i came homee and matthew cam over && we watched the ringer.. then he ate dinnna with uss and i had to babysitt. && now its monday and i feel like shitt  haha

he has the most adorable eyes you could
ever fall for && the cutest smile that takes
your breath away. he has the ability to make you laugh
everytime he speaks and whenever you look into his eyes,
it's so hard to turn away

matthew scott young ♥

its my Birthday!!!

oh man today was great ... i love my friends more than they will ever know

Smile. It makes a world of difference.
Dance. Who knows when you wont be able to.
Cry. Holding those emotions in is bad for you.
Kiss. Kisses are the most wonderful things in the world.
Laugh. Whats the point in hiding happiness?
Frown. Why not let him know youre unhappy? 
Apologize. You dont wanna lose friends.
Hug. Theres no better feeling being wrapped up close to someone you love.
Live, because life is everything.

WEDNESDAY=LOVE

soo wow ... hard weekend .. well friday worked fish fry with hayley ... then saturday we had to put shenea asleep.. myy baby... ugh anywas all i did all day was cry and watch movies hah ... Then sunday had a Jewlry party .. that was fun. Then zach and jeff "crashed it" loll then on monday i didnt go to school. and then on tuesday it snowed so we couldnt get our car out of the drive wayy so i didnt have so go to schl then either .. heckk yess. Then i went sledding with a bunch of ppl .. yes that was bunches of fun haha then today eww i ahte schl thats all i have to say. mk well time for me to go to bed ... sweet dreams

And wouldn't it be ironic?
if at this very moment
you were thinking of me,
as Im thinking of you?

I wish you could see how happy i am singing in the shower dancing in my underwear or thinking about you.<3

she was the kinda girl who never
let guys get the best of her ....
the kinda girl who didnt need
a guy to make her happy ....
the kinda girl who didnt fall in love easily
untill that one guy came along ....

She's beautiful, but she'll never admit it. music is her life, literally. Ask for a good song, she'll give you 5. Pearls and jeans are her trademarks. She's afraid of the dark & obsessed with mt.dew. When she smiles her whole face lights up. && her heart's been broken by a guy who doesnt love her anymore And you know what? SHE DOES CARE

OH SNAP iTS WEDNESDAY

HEY LOVLIESS<33 ... WOW THERE HAS BEEN SO MUCH DRAMA ITS UNREAL ... OKAY WELL MONDAY WAS MY TYPICAL BORING DAY EXCEPT FOR WHEN IN GYM ME AND KAYLA ALWAYS BITE EACH OTHER .... THAT IS ALWAYS FUN ... TUESDAY ... EW DRAMA ... I HATE DRAMA ... WELL I HATE WHEN I GET SUCKED UP IN IT. aFTER SCHOOL ME AND HAYLEY WENT TO LOOK AT DRESSES ... SO MANNY PRETTY ONES ... IM GONNA GO LOOK MORE LIKE NEXT WEEK SO IDK.. THEN TODAY WAS AN OKAY DAY I GUESS ... BUT IM GONNA GO GET READY TO RUN SO SEE YAAA<333

'I feel like I'm standing in the middle of a crowded room,
screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even looks up'  -titanic

BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE

Last night = Amazing with the lovlis<3 ... Hot tubb... ill bite you.... do you have any bawllss?? ahahah wooww so mannyyy insiderrssss<33 ... It was a snakeee!@#$% OH EM GEEE ahahahah

She's not like that now. She knows beter. She knows now that people lie, & promises can be broken as quick as they;re made. She understands that she might never be loved, & too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out & grab them. She knows that you can't change or help time, so every now & then it will just run out. There isn't a place for everyone in the world, so if you're standing alone for awhile, that's why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that's when it's the best. You can't always expect people to care, & even when your best friends stab you in the front, dont think for one minute that they didn't already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. She has found out too soon, that in the end, you're your own best friend. Everyone will be broken at some point in their life & more often than not, its gonna hurt like hell. But you can't stop it. You can't change your fate. Some things are meant to be & all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. You don't know what it is & when it happens it will hit you like a ton of bricks. At some point, when you have expierienced everything you can, the words 'Life' & 'Risk' won't mean anything to you anymore. But dont try & change that. Stuff like that is meant to happen. Overtime, certain things no longer have an affect on you. & that happens cus thats the way it supposed to be. But you'll learn all that later in life when little things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. But it might catch you off guard & happen sooner. I mean, ask her. She knows.