Currently Playing Fiction We Live By From Autumn to Ashes Autumn's Monlogue < oh its just sex <3<3 see related

NEW XANGA ( www.xanga.com/Romancexx_bleedsaway ) subscribe. you orgasmic sonsabitches.

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//edit. a new xanga is coming. bang. these are the names im deciding from. vote and we will have unprotected sex.
1, yourwordsxx_GOBANG  2,,KissBangxx_Romance  3;effwith_xmyheart 4;;hallelujahxx_LockandLoad && others. NOW VOTE NIGGA!

take these quizzes http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=987 ( punk/rebel 75%)
http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=2873 (im AFI)

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  these are my demands or you will never see your grandma ever again. ever..

1;; nothing big, just the only thing i've been dieing for.. a   
  l - u - v - a.

2;; oh just like an Eyebrow peircing  

  its sex ... it's lust xxx

3;; taste of chaos tour tickets

not too much to ask from an emo girl.. is it?? love, sex,  && music.      

   Listen XANGA all I want is 100 eprops. That's it.. oh and burned cds. I will forever love you. forever && ever. <3 <3

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 and i swear i'd rip my heart out     if you say you'd be impressed

Currently Playing Let It Enfold You (Bonus Dvd) By Senses Fail The Irony of Dying on your birthday see related

tyler said he'd call me back later tonight.. 
 </3 and that was three weeks ago. he has a girlfriend and she's everything he ever wanted. Identity THEFT/// but that's all in Oklahoma.. TODAY- surprise test. stressed out. white/black checkered vans=brown and nasty from the slush. Plans with Brian got canceled. I had an effen breakdown.

All I want to know is.. do you or do you not? Simple. Simple.

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I'm not another little teenage fucking whore. -xx- FUCK with my <3, ill show you what it's like. To be. So USED. -xx- today I don't feel pretty. and im tired of trying to fit right in. -x- I won't let this build up inside me -x- This is not a small cut that scabs, dries, flakes, and heals. I am not afraid to die. I am not afriad to bleed, and fuck, and fight. What's left but a section of pigmy size cuts? </33</3 would you be my little cut? would you be my thousand fucks? -x- cus i feel like running head first into traffic I won't forget the day that, that I found g-d In a kitchen knife now and on my arm So paint the pale white floor with, with my red life And tell myself this pain is the pain I love As I swallow the pills of happiness And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake -xxx- so hardcore, its x rated.

Brian Rau xxx you MOFUCKA! you are my Hero

Janice Ian

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//-- EDIT Thursday

oh my.. the OC was simply brilliant tonight. Kara Trey and I throwin OC party next Thursday. Coffee. Yum. Weird smelly kid named Bobby came over ( I kidd, I kidd) Dog is embarrassing and retarded. got rad shoes. matches the rad belt. rad.

// -- EDIT Wednesday

fiedtrip. buffalo wild wings. oc tomorrow. brian rau.

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C-Had we are compatible, <3er ! K- we're goin to that effin concert. hah.

my toe is broken from dance, anyone want to see a pic?

 <-- thats gonna  be my new xanga name.

sade- I love you Desi- gah ! love you dear <3
speaking of desi we make pe fun by incorparating unique deb running styles. HA!

my birthday's in like two weeks.. yessssuuhhh. Plans, anyone? *cough BRIAN desi bobby liiang whoever* that whole group of fucks.

gah... i need a lover . a lover   </3

  anyone..?

 I'm just going to pretend like the last two days hasn't been like a kid in a candy store for an emo girl.

 i can laugh at that, because it's happened to me so many times..

 partied last night at jennifers after i got home from state debate. the party was wicked rad.. hah. You know. Gah.. those poor kids pukin everywhere. Poor kids. Well... Bobby (<3..hah.) took me home, (after I saw my compatible Chad (no c-had, your mom) and everyone else) which was rad fun... 

 <3 <3 ah.

But then got home my mom smelled "stuff" on my breath and said I was grounded for a "long time.." woke up this morning, got in a huge fight, my stepdad thing said something that was kind of "the last straw on the haystack??" or whatever, and i exploded. Told him I fucking hate his fucking guts, and I was fucking leaving, there was nothing he could do to stop me, I was just gone. Mom was all like crying bawling, I said "Fred is just an exact replica of my fucking father, and you know you  just don't want to face it" (ohh...) she started crying... i told her well goodbye, after like an hours worth of screaming at her and Fred, and she said You're not leaving,we are.

so this is my parents getting a divorce, me probably moving, and saying goodbye to all you party animals. <3

oh and this is to you, there's only one thing better then an emo kiss. and i like you. 

but you probably knew that.

pizz out kids. [ hits chest twice, throws a peace sign ] 

  but i love liiang <3 and bobby <3 and brian <3 and  hay <3 and.. jamie <3 and.. superdude 104 <3 and D*Lanngg <3 and a lot of other slutfaces too.

Currently Playing Straylight Run By Straylight Run Exsistentialism on Prom Night, ... oh MAN see related

 ^ shoes i want.. so. bad.

 yeah so who's going to the taste of chaos concert in Kansas City..??
 
 emma is MOFUCKAS.

also, I got the data match survey thing... Like 10 guys I could be<3rs with at the school... or maybe not...

but then there are some guys I wish would have been on it besides every guy I've known since I was like 3.. like...yeah you know who.
 

-x- and i don't think that you know what you've been missin...
       forget me .. it's that simple </3

p.s. BITCH

  i went to some rad ass shows lately at the lodge with bobby-o.. B-RI!! it b-l-o-w-s that you're grounded. we're still goin to that eff-n concert MO FUCKA!!