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as we lay together I turn away afraid
you'll see the tears forming inside my eyes
you ask me if anything's wrong I smile
kiss you & tell you everything's fine...
but keep thinking how much I`'d miss
you if you weren't mine
as we lay together I turn away afraid
you'll see the tears forming inside my eyes
you ask me if anything's wrong I smile
kiss you & tell you everything's fine...
but keep thinking how much I`'d miss
you if you weren't mine

Where are you now? I'm swimming through the stereo,
I'm writing you a symphony of sound

You tied me up with your words, made me blind with the heat of your actions, &paralyzed me in ways only your lips can murmur. And you enjoyed every moment of it.

Seasons change & so did you. And you took my heart along for the ride. But to you baby, it was always more like a game. Winner takes all.
And you won this one.

Honestly, I'm crazy about him. But that doesn't make me stupid. I've been hurt enough times to learn my lesson. It's not like he's the only guy that has ever looked at me. And why would I waste my time on someone who doesn't appreciate me, when you and I both know I could do so much better? He knows where to find me if he wants, but my world's not going to stop and wait for him. And if he does come back, who's to say that I'll even be here when he does?

Live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back,
but you're the words that weren't enough
You remind me of a song I used to love.

You, my dear, are so last summer.
you and your hair and your eyes and your dreams,
practically long forgotten.

I don't want someone because I'm scared for the ending.
I'm scared to fall in love again; open up completely & then
just get shut out. Think about it.. it's not a completely irrational
fear. You give your heart away & then you just get it back..
but then one little piece is always going to be missing. Everyone
you give your heart away to takes a little piece of it with him,
& eventually ___________ what's left to give?

I feel sorry for you. there was a girl that
would have done anything for you,she might
not be the prettiest or the smartest but,I can
guarantee you. She would have given you the world.

If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells
and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure

Take my hand dear Its gonna be one
hell of a ride. Through the twists turns
and ups and downs. Unmade decisions
and your disapproving frowns take my
head dear squeeze it a little harder.
It's gonna be one hell of a ride.

Hey, it's not my fault you fucked up the best thing you ever had
& it accidently fell into my lap.

And I hope things work out well for you
And I am not coming back
And you knew all along
And you stole my best line
And you’re right, you know I’d go to fucking hell for you.

Don't get mad because he's sleeping in the same bed as me
get mad because we do more than just sleep in that bed

Where are you now? I'm swimming through the stereo,
I'm writing you a symphony of sound

You tied me up with your words, made me blind with the heat of your actions, &paralyzed me in ways only your lips can murmur. And you enjoyed every moment of it.

Seasons change & so did you. And you took my heart along for the ride. But to you baby, it was always more like a game. Winner takes all.
And you won this one.

Honestly, I'm crazy about him. But that doesn't make me stupid. I've been hurt enough times to learn my lesson. It's not like he's the only guy that has ever looked at me. And why would I waste my time on someone who doesn't appreciate me, when you and I both know I could do so much better? He knows where to find me if he wants, but my world's not going to stop and wait for him. And if he does come back, who's to say that I'll even be here when he does?

Live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back,
but you're the words that weren't enough
You remind me of a song I used to love.

You, my dear, are so last summer.
you and your hair and your eyes and your dreams,
practically long forgotten.

I don't want someone because I'm scared for the ending.
I'm scared to fall in love again; open up completely & then
just get shut out. Think about it.. it's not a completely irrational
fear. You give your heart away & then you just get it back..
but then one little piece is always going to be missing. Everyone
you give your heart away to takes a little piece of it with him,
& eventually ___________ what's left to give?

I feel sorry for you. there was a girl that
would have done anything for you,she might
not be the prettiest or the smartest but,I can
guarantee you. She would have given you the world.

If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells
and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure

Take my hand dear Its gonna be one
hell of a ride. Through the twists turns
and ups and downs. Unmade decisions
and your disapproving frowns take my
head dear squeeze it a little harder.
It's gonna be one hell of a ride.

Hey, it's not my fault you fucked up the best thing you ever had
& it accidently fell into my lap.

And I hope things work out well for you
And I am not coming back
And you knew all along
And you stole my best line
And you’re right, you know I’d go to fucking hell for

You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom..
How will I break the news to you?

listen to your friends when they
tell you he's a bad thing. because
they can see what you refuse not to

you told me you would never lie to my face
so, what have you been doing this whole time,
lying to my forehead?

When you think about him, you start to cry. When he gets online, your tummy gets that feeling and your heart beats ten times faster. When you see him, you smile without even knowing it. That means there’s something that won’t let you give up

My love for you is not written on paper,
for paper can be erased, Nor is my love for
you etched in stone, for stone can be broken.
But my love for you is inscribed in my heart
where it shall remain forever and ever ..

i do believe its true
that there are roads left in both of our shoes
if the silence takes you then i hope it takes me too
so brown eyes i hold you near
cause your the only song i want to hear
a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

there are going to be times in your
life when all you wanna do is lay down
  in the middle of the road during rush
hour,just know that no matter how many
   times you feel like laying there i will
     always be here to block traffic

sorrow drips into your heart
through a pin hole
just like a faucet that leaks
and there is comfort in the sound
but while you debate half empty or half full
it slowly rises
your love is gonna drown..

i'll pick up the pieces to mend my heart
strange that i was wrong enough
to think that you'd love me too
you must have been kissing a fool

you kill me, everytime i see you.
i could just shoot myself so i don't have
to live with the fact that i can't have you

I find that life is easier when it is just a blur,
with no details to confuse who or what or where
I was so when the ending comes
the full regret will seem obscure.

When you look at me, it's like you're secretly trying
to tell me not to give up hope.
But I want you to know something..I almost have.

All I want is a guy who would memorize my favorite song
just to sing it to me
 when I’m feeling down

& there were some things that I didnt tell him,
there were certain things he didnt need to know.
& there were some days when I didnt love him,
he didn't understand me, & I don't know why I didn't go

Where do you start in describing someone who is the whole reason
your heart began beating..the reason for the smile on your face in the
mornings, the reason the lyrics to certain songs have become
something you can relate to instead of just something you sing along with

bottom line is even if you see them coming, no ones ready for the big moments. no one asks for their life to change, not really, but it does. so what? are we hopeless, puppets? no, the big moments are going to come, you can't help that. it's what you do aftwerwards that counts. that's when you find out who you really are.

her voice became his passion
his love became her obsession
it was sweet, yet dangerous.
just how she wanted it

this time we're gonna say those words, & cut the
ropes that are wrapped around our necks. this time we're
gonna take control & start over

he looks in her eyes
and sees she's simply beautiful
without all the makeup
she's someone incredible
so why does she try so hard to make him think
she's beautiful
when he already thinks she is?

He’s the type of guy that would give you his jacket
just cus he knows when he gets it back, it'll smell like you
& your the type of girl that would his jacket just
because it smells like him

what hurts more than losing you, is
knowing you're not fighting to keep me

you say all these things to me
and you make them seem like you want me
but i have to remember you still like her

friendship isn't just about talking about guys,
keeping secrets, & makeup. friendship is
about two people, connected at their heart,
people who cannot live without each other.
friendship is forever

a 3-word statement does not justify the importance that
you have in my life. instead of saying i love you, i want
you to know that no statement in english, or any other
language, could possibly captivate the very essence of
how much i truly treasure your existance.

So you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned the letters lover wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
Does it make it any better?
And the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your first kiss
reminds you that the memories will fade.

So kiss me hard
'cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips will be of service
to keeping you away.

So don't be a liar,
don't say that "everything's working"
when everything's broken.
And you smile like a saint
but you curse like a sailor
and your eyes say the joke's on me.

Does it comfort you to know you fought the good fight?
Basking in your victory,
hollow and alone
to boast your bitter bragging rights to anyone who'll listen.
While you're left with nothing tangible to gain.

But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours
and I starve for you.
But this new diet's liquid
and dulling to the senses.
And it's crude but it will do.

I saw you yesterday
Standing in the rain.
& not a drop passed my eyes,
& you were all that I could see.

And so, this story ends
with her sitting on her knees
in his driveway
screaming and crying his name
as he slowly goes inside closing the door
leaving her in the rain

When autumn comes it doesn't ask, it just walks in where it left you last. You never know when it starts until there is
fog around the glass of your
summer heart.

I was waiting for a cross-town train
in the London Underground
when it struck me, that i'd been waiting
since birth to find a love
that would look and sound like a movie
so i changed my plans, i rented a camera and a van
and then i called you.

So it's over for all of you.
My scenery is lakes and trees   
I just can't keep all concrete.

She’s not one to kiss and tell
But one day she lost it all
Like the good times went up for sale
And that’s when she started to fall
It all went away so fast
And the memories just don’t last
All her mistakes and faults
Are what she dreads the most
They seem to be set on default
And everything right , seems so close.
her blue eyes reflect hidden pain
and cry tears of crimson rain
Gasping for air , it all seems so clear
Oh , how she reeks of hopeless fear.

He doesn’t love her
Her dreams are just cruel jokes played on the crushed heart
that he didn’t even know he broke


& i wish i was there when you took that fall
i'm too weak to pick you up, but i would've
laid down in this puddle beside you cuz it's'
all that i can do;; i didn't have the heart to'
tell you. it's really bad it's really bad this time
 
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
No awkward silences, no hiding any truths
What do you say?

And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back,
These words and hold our breath
Forget the things we swore we meant

She walks by & holds her head up high;
she will never let him be the one to make her cry.
I guess he didn't know,
What a good thing he had.
Well it's too late,
& that's too bad

These reeling emotions they just keep me alive
They keep me in tune
Oh, look what I'm holding here in my fire
This is for you

 & i think that tonight i will sneak into your house & i’ll sing songs to wake you up & i’ll take you blindfolded, dancing onto bridge, & you’ll say you don’t want to be with me because no one ever does & nobody ever thinks of me that way. but i will even drive you home if you never let me forget about you & if you promise me that im good enough for someone… cause i have got to be good enough for you

love of mine,
someday you will die
but i’ll be close behind & i will follow you into the dark
no blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
just our hands clasped so tight waiting for the hint of a spark

You lose your tongue
   at the scent of burning flesh
& your mouth was so
  proud of your existence

 a thousand words,
but none were spoken,
guess there's nothing left to say..
just another dream broken,
guess things just turn out that way

we both walk down the hallway
and when our eyes meet...
we suddenly look away
because we both know that
it wasn't suppose to end that way
and that we still have a bit of our love between us
if it was even there to begin with

Next time we hug,
hug me a little too tightly,
so maybe I'll suffocate and die happy.

You make me nervous
thats never happened to me before.
I keep second guessing myself
and overanalyzing your every move

your eyes still give me a reason to breathe
and midnight conversations
still mean everything to me

The light collects and projects your heart
onto a movie screen. & if you close your
eyes, we're always going to be that way--
the way we were that night

Pouring over photographs
I'm living in your letters
breathe deeply from this
envelope. It smells of you
and I can't live without
that scent

You should recognize this move. You perfected it.
It's called turn my back on you & leave.

I wish you didn't think I was so perfect,
I wish you didn't think I was so great,
because it'll just hurt worse,
when you realize the truth a little to late.
anyone can be passionate. but, it takes
real lovers to be silly..

my summer love never came
but I'm desperately wishing
for a winter romance

& he's her cigerette,
& she's q u i t t i n g

Of  course we'll meet new people and fall in love again.
Of course we're gonna hate each other and seek
out to hurt each other but we'll always have a history
that won't let us forget about each other no
matter how much we want to

the memories will crumble just like the love letter tucked in the back pocket of your jeans that you'd hope to keep forever but you forgot about it; did your wash and never thought of him again

& if I have been reduced to a mere memory in your mind,
darling, then at least make me
the most cherished & most missed

& she's just a stupid little girl
with her hopes too high
& feelings much too strong
especially for a boy like him

& when I saw you holding her hand,
I lost my breath, choked on my words &
started to cry because I couldn't understand
why you would do something like that..

he's holding back, I know he is.
I see that twinkle in his eyes when he looks at me.
why is he trying so hard to ignore that twinkle?

here comes the cold. break out the winter clothes
&& find a love to call your own

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

it's weird.
I mean, yeah, I miss you.
but it's so much more than that.
I miss the way my heart just stops at the sight of you & your smile --
but the sad part is it's not just your smile I'm missing.
it's mine too.
the one that is only there when yours is... sometimes

I feel like I’m destined to be alone…
Because all of those who love me leave…
Whenever I begin to trust again…
I get lied to…and whenever I open up my heart…
The cracks get re-shattered

I think the hardest part of this whole situation is
that neither of us knows what's going on.
Neither of us knows what each other are thinking and
we are both trying to make decisions
based on information we don't know.
Im just scared to tell you my feelings in fear
that yours won't be the same

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

heyy! i have 104 subscribers...so ill give you 104 quotes. :]

10+ comments 'til update!

1. guys like you are reasons that girls fall in love <3

2. the only thing harder then WaLkiNg AwAy
is  (   N0T  )  looking back <||3

3. you know you`re in love when no one else
is even worth a - SEC0ND GLANCE - <3

4. it hurts so bad to be alone
& know that he isn`t <||3

5. " LiE T0 ME " she said
" i love you " he whispered <||3

6. and if i ever write the story of my life
don`t be suprised if you`re where it begins <3

7. love is giving someone the ability to destroy you
but trusting that they [ w o n ` t ]  <33

8. i wanna PUSH YOU into oncoming traffic
but then i realized that i`d kill myself
trying to - S A V E    Y 0 U -  <|3

9. sometimes holding hands is
holding onto EvErYtHiNg <3

10. the first day i saw you,
i - kiSsEd - my heart
|[     g o o d b y e    ]|

11. PR0MiSES mean everything
but after they`re b R o k E n;
sorry means N0THiNG. <||3

12. i`m not the person i used to be. <||3
i G0TTA ADMiT - all the shit got to me.

13. lets be nothing .. i heard it lasts forever <3

14. you don`t have to be together
for him to break your heart <|3

15. some people just refuse to settle for anything LESS then butterflies. 
++ SEX & THE CiTY <3

16. when i woke up this morning and saw your smile..
i KNEW i wanted to spend the rest of my life with you.
++ THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT

17. N0 fashion is ever a success
unless it is used as a form of [ sEduCtiOn ]
++ CHRiSTiAN Di0R

18. LiFE moves pretty fast.
if you don`t stop & look around
[   o N C e & a w H i L e   ]
you could miss it. ++ Ferris Beuller

19. no matter how bad things get ;; you always find a way
to make them a hundred times better <3

20. trust is the hardest thing to keep and the easiest to lose
-- AND THR0UGH iT ALL -- yOu sTiLL hAVe miNe <3

21. and after all that has been SAiD & D0NE
there`s still a part of me that just can`t let you go.
++ Chicago <3

22. sometimes knowing you can`t have something
makes you [ wANt iT ] even more <33

23. D0N`T ask God to make life easier.
ask him to make you a stronger person.

24. i WiSh . i WaNt . i*D LoVe to be .
. HiS LoVe . HiS LiFe . hIs eVeRytHiNg

25. A look
A laugh
A smile
A second
Passes by and I regret it
Words just aren't right
Sometimes I just can't explain
All the ways you devastate me
Always on my mind

26. Almost believed you, but I slowly figured out your like a kiss with open eyes... just another simple lie*

27. well mah life isnt perfect ..
      really .. whos is?
         buh ii guess ii can say that
     one part of it * is *
           you make it worth livinq
                  and you made me see
   you're the best part of mah life
       and tha best part of *me*
  beinq around you makes me feel like
             for once in mah life ii dont have to *try* to be happy
  ... it juss happens ...

28. ive always known that [ chances ]
are something you should always´
take -- but what [ happens ]' when
there's no happy ending // and the.
chance u took turns into a mistake?

29. we'll  flip  a   coin  for  our   future
(heads) we'll  be together forever
[tails]       we`ll        flip        again..

30. i only think of you and it's breakin' my heart
im tryin' to keep it together but i'm falling apart

31. Ill fall asleep tonight cuz that beings me closer to you <3

32. you &  me like 1 heart beat
so slice open my veins <33
A N D l E T T H E romance
bleed away ' ~ senses fail xo

33. -I may not get to see you as often as I'd like-
-I may not get to hold you through the night-
-But deep inside my heart, i know its true-
-No matter what i do, ill always be in love with you-

34. **There is one moment in your life when you are with someone and
you feel like the world has stopped and your life seems so perfect, make
sure you never lose that person**

35. ~You've Never Really *Lived* Until You've Found Someone Worth *Dying* For~

41. ~Sometimes the 2 people who are -meant- for each other
-->are the last 2 to realize it<--

42. -*-Love is giving someone the ability to *destroy* you,
and t r u s t i n g them not to-*-

<3

100 QUOTES!
IM NOT UPDATING UNTIL I GET 10 COMMENTS!
THAT'S NOT TOO MUCH TO ASK.

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1. just give me something
to get rid of him . .

2. if you're not willing to risk
it all ; well then
you must not want it bad enough.

3. in a room full people ;
you are the first one that i look for.

4. it's weird to think about
how different your life
would be if you never met
the people who changed it.

5. i`ve been dying to tell you anything you wanna hear
cause that`s just who i am this week