Currently Listening The Battle For Everything By Five for Fighting see related

Gosh I hate insomnia!! It makes me desperate to find things to occupy my mind back to sleep. I start doing things like thinking about the future and the now and reading journal entries from several years ago, wow so much has gone by in just a few years. I stop and think of where I'm at right now in my life and I just want some loud and clear answer on where exactly I am supposed to be. I have so many things pulling me in a million directions right now and it is so hard to stay focused, to stay connected, to stay asleep, to stay awake.

a leap of faith.......no net

sink or swim, let's just hope that it's the later