| | me and kevins convo
xSlashthexmediA: sorry to be a bitch.
AberEagleHcO: Are you getting loud
xSlashthexmediA: i'm gettin upset.
AberEagleHcO: Why?
xSlashthexmediA: because rell.. you and kevin aren't trusting my judgement.
xSlashthexmediA: this would piss you off too.
AberEagleHcO: But me and kevin would be able to see the other side to you dont even try to think how he felt
xSlashthexmediA: yes i did.
xSlashthexmediA: i told him that i could see how he saw that.
AberEagleHcO: I talk to him everyday
xSlashthexmediA: i told him that i saw it his way.
xSlashthexmediA: because i do see that side.
xSlashthexmediA: i honestly do.
xSlashthexmediA: but i'm just saying that because he supposedly knows me .. he should've known that i wouldn't do something that fucked up and childish.
xSlashthexmediA: why are we discussing the past again?
AberEagleHcO: Well all i wanted to see from this is if you wanted to get back with Ktown eventualy and i can see that you dont really
xSlashthexmediA: how do you figure that
xSlashthexmediA: ?
xSlashthexmediA: i'm sorry that i'm not just going to give in and go out w/ him today.
xSlashthexmediA: but if its today hes looking for i can't do that.
AberEagleHcO: Ok well when you came back to him he gave in right away untill he found out what he thought was true( dont know if it was)
xSlashthexmediA: he gave in?
xSlashthexmediA: thats such bullshit.
xSlashthexmediA: how'd he give in?
AberEagleHcO: the day that sierra asked him if he still like you he said yes and you asked him why you guys werent going out and he agve it know thought he just asked you out
xSlashthexmediA: alright.
AberEagleHcO: so is that bullshit
xSlashthexmediA: i don't really get that..
xSlashthexmediA: i said so why aren't we going out.. how'd he give in?
xSlashthexmediA: thats where i'm lost.
AberEagleHcO: Because he gave it know thought he knew that this might be the last chance so he asked you out that minute
xSlashthexmediA: oh.
xSlashthexmediA: well that was definitly not the only chance..
xSlashthexmediA: now what i'm wondering is why he told some other people that going out w/ me was a big joke?
AberEagleHcO: He never said that
xSlashthexmediA: thats what i'm really scared about.. because everytime me and him break up.. i always hear some shit about him sayin that it was all a joke...
AberEagleHcO: What?
AberEagleHcO: who did you hear that from
xSlashthexmediA: different people.
xSlashthexmediA: i told them i wouldn't tell who. so i'm not going to.
xSlashthexmediA: but he didn't ever say that?
AberEagleHcO: I remember you told me
xSlashthexmediA: oh alright.
AberEagleHcO: But how could you even believe that
xSlashthexmediA: how could you both believe that i would use him?
xSlashthexmediA: i don't want to believe that but you never can tell the things people will say when they're pissed off.
AberEagleHcO: I never said that i said thats what he thought and thats what it looked like I didnt say i believed it
AberEagleHcO: Well obviously there is no more chances for him becuase you dont act like you wanna give him another one
xSlashthexmediA: i don't act like i want to?
xSlashthexmediA: i wouldn't continue talking to him like i am if i didn't want to.
AberEagleHcO: Are you not worried about losing him at all
xSlashthexmediA: its the face that i'm scared to.
xSlashthexmediA: wtf rell.
xSlashthexmediA: are you serious?
xSlashthexmediA: how can you actually say that to me.
xSlashthexmediA: you should know that i do.
AberEagleHcO: Then I dont get it
AberEagleHcO: Whats going on here if i were you id come up wiht an answer like within a couple weeks
xSlashthexmediA: whys that?
AberEagleHcO: How long do you think hes gonna wait
xSlashthexmediA: oh really...
xSlashthexmediA: hm.
xSlashthexmediA: you have a point.
xSlashthexmediA: hes not going to.
AberEagleHcO: So are you trying to wait it out or what
xSlashthexmediA: i was.. but since you just enlightened me of that
AberEagleHcO: I mean are you trying to wait untill he gives up
xSlashthexmediA: no thats not it.
xSlashthexmediA: i was trying to wait to see if it was actually worth it this time
AberEagleHcO: So hes not worth it
xSlashthexmediA: did i say that?
xSlashthexmediA: no
xSlashthexmediA: don't twist my words around.
xSlashthexmediA: i'm sayin that i want to know if its worth going through again.. because me and kevin seem to hurt each other a lot.
xSlashthexmediA: atleast i get hurt.. he seems so nonchalant sometimes that idk what to think... uggh. idk.
xSlashthexmediA: i'm so sick of crying over this shit.
AberEagleHcO: What you mean that you dont think he cares
AberEagleHcO: You say that we questioned you how can you question if he cares or not
xSlashthexmediA: i'm talking aobut everytime we break up.
xSlashthexmediA: it doesn't seem like it bothers him
xSlashthexmediA: at all.
xSlashthexmediA: but then a couple months later it does?
AberEagleHcO: You know i do believe hearing about you saying you didnt wanna be his fall back girl and when hes says the same thing you get pissed at him for it
xSlashthexmediA: you can't except me not to.
xSlashthexmediA: and did he get pissed at me for saying that?
xSlashthexmediA: yes he did
AberEagleHcO: I dont think so
xSlashthexmediA: so look at both sides of the story before you start yelling at me.
xSlashthexmediA: bullshit he didn't get pissed.
AberEagleHcO: Actualy he did it
xSlashthexmediA: he did what?
AberEagleHcO: he didnt*
xSlashthexmediA: did he not get pissed because it was true? or because he didn't care...?
xSlashthexmediA: or a totally different reason?
AberEagleHcO: See your questioning him
AberEagleHcO: Wtf how can you get mad but expect him not too
xSlashthexmediA: i didn't say i didn't expect him to.
xSlashthexmediA: thats why i'm asking.
xSlashthexmediA: because if he didn't get pissed i'd be wondering.
xSlashthexmediA: so why isn't he talking to me about this and you are?
AberEagleHcO: This is him
xSlashthexmediA: yeah thats what i thought.
AberEagleHcO: and i wanted to find out what you really thought about me
xSlashthexmediA: well now you know kevin.
xSlashthexmediA: i'm scared.
AberEagleHcO: yea i do
xSlashthexmediA: if you want to know stuff just ask.
AberEagleHcO: You wouldnt tel me like you would tell terrill
xSlashthexmediA: hm.
xSlashthexmediA: alright.
AberEagleHcO: But I guess whatever
xSlashthexmediA: ?
AberEagleHcO: Whenev you want to we cna but me and trock are juts gonna be wingmen
AberEagleHcO: if you want to
AberEagleHcO: it doesnt seem like you do
AberEagleHcO: at all
xSlashthexmediA: well i do kevin.. i just don't know when.. and apparently you don't want to wait that long.
xSlashthexmediA: so i get it if you don't want to.
xSlashthexmediA: if you don't just tell me now so that you can let it go.. and i won't be a burden.
AberEagleHcO: Nah it doesnt matter
xSlashthexmediA: it doesn't matter?
AberEagleHcO: It doesnt matter the wait
AberEagleHcO: because ill let you think it threw and ill chill wiht Terrill be a wingman for awhile
xSlashthexmediA: wingman?
xSlashthexmediA: explain...
AberEagleHcO: Um meaning that were gonna party it up without girlfriends and stuff
xSlashthexmediA: alright.
AberEagleHcO: well were going to eat
xSlashthexmediA: alright. .
xSlashthexmediA: bye<3.
AberEagleHcO is away at 5:52:08 PM.
xSlashthexmediA: .
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