i havent used this in HELLA LONG.

UPDATE :D

taking a break

6:03pm
nikki flores - i got you
no one
sick and hungry
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taking a break from writing my philsophy paper...i came down with some kind of flu or well not a flu just a lil cold..it sucks but thank god i got it before i go to hawaii next week! im just hoping i dont get my family sick that would super suck....work is the same old. same as school just trying to pass by and graduate...

every second period i talk to rhyson about everything..but today was a differnt day conversating with him...i was asking him help on my philosphy paper and it came across to a question that said "how can we be happy?" that lead to "mina are you happy cause it seems like your not" im like uhhh..haha wtheck r u talkin about and he was like with all the things you told me and all the conversations we had .... it seems like your not your self no more...you have a busy life and you never have time for yourself ...and you do things and iscolate your self from your family cause you dont want to deal with it....when he said all those things to me..im like whoaaaaaa wat the flyin fuck is going on here...no one not even my friends i've been knowing for years has never said anything like that to me..besides him and i just met him this year....we kept on going on with our converstation and i must say he hellah open my eyes and made me look on little things in life so differnetly...i could tell this guy really has grown to like me as a friend and he actually remebers the things i say to him....i mean my friend does but come on a friend you just met in class....i started crying in class cause everything he said was so truee...now i can really he say hes a real goood friend.....everyday i tell him "rhyson i dont know what i would do if you wasnt in my life" but ill justsay that just for fun and today i met that shiet!! im so happy i got to met him ... hes a good guy hes freakin tite! i dont know it just one of those things where you never know when something is right infront of you but you just dont see it until you find it....the best thing that he said to me was "mina im glad i met you" i started crying more not sappy tears happy tears...im not sayin he changed my life or what not it just that wow how can someone know exactly what you are feeling deep inside when you haven't really told them your whole life story...? life is crazy..i think this is why my teacher wanted us to write a philsophy paper with certain questions....well imma start back on it....adios amigos!!

haha rhyson! n hes my husband in family relations :)

its all over....

   7:32pm

justin young - my eyes adore you
no one
tireddd
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so...prom was yesterday and it was SOOO FUNN. everything went GOOOD...besides after the partys but ill talk about that later..

i spent so much money on one night that went by so fast...hahah i swear it took THREE HOURS TO DO MY HAIR...i went to gene juarez academy in federal way. my hair appointment was at 130 n i get started till 200 n i didnt get done by 430 it toook so long i was like falling asleep n our picture times was at 530 and i had to go meetu p my ssiter at the telly to give her money to buy me liq n to check in so i was like in a rush then i got home went to my cuzzos house across the street and she did my make up..i must say i was lookin beautiful and feeling SUPER GOREGOUS hahaha...so after i got ready mooner and charlene came to pick me up and went to sams house n went to schoool to take pictures and meet up everyone...we went to go eat mccormicks and shmicks. it was soo nice  you could see the whole seattle view and DINNER WAS SO GOOD i got steak! shoooot. since were big ballin for one day might as well YA DIGG. after dinner we all went to the dance but b4 we went inside we were takin tons of pictures outside..the location of prom was soo nice..like everything went righttt so after we all took pictures we went inside n just chilled most of the time cuse the dj played the dumbest songs ever!! but i made the best outta of it n had hellah funnn haha slip a couple drinks here and there :) haha scaandaalous! n we took a group pictureeeee n it was funnn after prom thats when everything crashed i was all crying n everything...so many people were tryna go inside my telly i have no problem with that but its under MY SISTER NAME. n i aint tryna risk that shiet .if ya guys knew how my sister was then u should know the deaaal...like more people started coming..and when that happen MY EX WAS THERE..oh my god haha i started crying more...i was like oh my godd wthell is going onnnn i was in my dress just cryinnn boohooo but whatevers i didnt let that get to me....it was kinda weird seeing him haah just prom was good overalll :)......i spent so much money i think i spent a lil over 600 dollars...das alot n i dont eve nknow how much i have left....

my idea for my hair was: simple and elegant. shiet it looked simpled but it was hellah hard to freakin do hahaa


drew berry moores back....well duh ahah i wanted her design for the back
and eva longerias front..i must say my stylist did a excellent job!!

PROM PROM PROM PROM

  9:06PM
DANITY KANE - SHOW STOPPERS
GURFISH
IRRITATED
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so prom is coming up soon. and SO THE FUCK WHAT. sike haha..its so stressfull ok well not it just fuckin irritiating i swear to god. i have still shit to buy shiet to do i dont even know how im doing my hair whose this n that for me where im eating dinner n all that fuckin shiet!!!!! heeelllpppp! i didnt even buy my shoes yet and my dress needs to be alter n i have no day off to do it n the days i have my day off im busy with family stuff!!!

i brought my dress at davids bridal for 84 dollars:

the original price was 150 but it was on sale...YAY OR NAY?

and the shoes im planning to buy are these from macys :

their on sale for 39.99 original price is 59.99 i needa get up on it!!!

any suggestions on how i should do my hair?! up or down?
 heeeelppppppppp n i dont know where to eat dinner n all this shiet. to be honest im just worried about the after party. haha my mom said i better come home after prom wtf u better quit playin...i NEVER used to go home on the weekends for like 3-4 months straight n now that i actually stay home or actually come home shes tellin me to go home now wtf. hahaah that aint gonna change shiet.....i guess me n my freinds are getting a town house at residents inn (the telly where i always party there n we bound to get kicced out) but no one fuckin listens n they js want hellllllllllah people to be there just cause its town house n its hellah big what makes u think we aint gonna get kicced out if ur inviting 30+ come ON . fuckin amatuers. hahah i swear . they were like were not gonna get kicc it out yadada bitch trust me. if everyone is gonna be off the dro n liq were bound to get kicced out. so das why me n my date n other niggas got our own telly to sleep at double tree. but whatevers i dont care about the money or what not. that shiet comes n go n its prom. but workin SO HARD to put on something i def. kno that were gonna get kicced out on if someshiet is bound to happen is not craccin but oh well im just gonna go wit the flow. all i know is IM BUYIN MY OWN LIQ N DRO N IM LETTIN THE PEOPLE WHO THE FUCK i want get on that shiet!! hahaah oh yeaaah another thing AT PROM . imma go in the bathroom stalls n drink from those lil tiny cute bottles n get juiced there..haha call me crazy but i dont kare its prom im tryna get juiced in the bitch!!!!

ohhh yeah DID I TELL YOU....................F E R G I E L I C I O U S IS COMING TO FRANKLIN MAY 8TH?!!? OUR SCHOOL GOT NOMIANTED FOR TOP 15 FOR FASHION IN THE WHOLE NATION. HOW FUCKIN COOL IS THAT. so last weekend on 420 OUR SCHOOL HAD TO DRESS LKIE FERGIE N TAKE PICTURES..N I GUESS OUR SCHOOL WON! SO SHES GONNA PERFORM AT OUR SCHOOOOOL. THE FUNNY THING IS HOW THE HECK IN THE WORLD DOES FRANKLIN GET CHOOSEN FOR FASHION OUTTA ALL THE OTHER SCHOOLS IN THE NATION?! I MEAN OUR SCHOOL GOT THAT NAME "FASHION SCHOOL" BUT WOW DAS TITE..N THE PEOPLE WHO TOOK PICTURES JUST WORE REGULAR CLOTHES LIKE THEY WOULD WEAR EVERY DAY..HAHA TITE KKK I NEED FEEDBACK ABOUT PROM!!!!