Have you ever had that feeling when you wont someone SOO bad that you will do about anything just to get them to hug you...Like date someone you know will hurt you or Try to hurt yourself... well i know just what it feels like and i hope you never have to feel this or the feeling of being forgoten or being used cuz i feel everytime i see you that im losing any peice of you that i had that your moveing away... like you lied about always loveing me even if we did break up...but who cares how i feel right lets just rub it in her fucking face i tho you were my friend... and i tho he was well you wont even know how i feel you will never know... HOW true hurt feels deal with it -to all thos ppl who think this is about them its only about 2 ppl but it only took 1 of them to RIP out my heart and tro it in the blinder And he will always be in my head lol will he turned the blinder on- well i better head out my lovers nite nite love ya all -Heather | 
