| | I am sick, but it's not the regular, oh i got the cold/flu/bubonic plague sick, oh no. It is much more insidious. It is allergy sick. It doesn't go away in a few weeks, or end in my untimely death, i have to suffer through the headaches, the sniffiling, the sneezing for weeks on end. What's even worse, is that you all have to listen to me whine about it. Despite that horridness, i feel quite cheerful. Life is grand. Quite irrational thinking from me, especially when I have left my math book at school and I'll have to squeeze it in somehow before... 3rd period (hey it's only 2 points...)) Still, I feel like i'm trapped in a melodrama. I'm happy one moment, depressesd at the next. Not a good melodrama either(assuming there is one) but one of those ones where you discover your sister is really your cloned evil -half twin. I guess it doesn't help that I read so much, that sure doesn't strenghten my bonds with reality, but then, reality is so... real, somtimes i think a bit of surreality(is that a word?) is good for people. I'm just going to keep writing until I run out of things to think about, or pass out, which ever comes first in my subjective time. Time... is time really linear, or do we just think it is? Has everything already happened, and how we move through time only an illusion our minds are playing on us? It has been proven that information in the present can effect what happened in the past. Is the universe really rational? I don't belive it is. We certainly can't understand it. If the universe was rational, would we be able to understand it? We definately are not rational beings, quite irrational at most times. We tend to rely on our 'intuition' and 'common sense.' Here is an example. A professor is giving a lesson on mathamatical probablities, he askes his students to imagine they are in the final prize session of a game show. They have three cards to choose from One being a new car, and the others minor prizes. He selects one of his students and asks her to choose a card. Then he reveals one of the cards she didn't pick as a minor prize. He asks her if she should change her pick. She says no, her common sense telling her it didn't matter. The professor grinned, and explained to her that the probabilities were substatially higher if she switched. If she stayed with the original one, she still had the original 1/3 chance, but if she changed cards, her chances rose to a 1/2. This is the kind of thing that goes on in my head constantly. I hope it explains to some of you why i'm a bit um... odd at times, like right now. Why would I be writing this in my xanga? Don't ask me, I'm irrational. ^_^
Ta Ta!
(If you actually read through all that, you deserve a cookie... but I'm sorry, i have not cookies to give ;_;)
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P.S. I take no resposibility for anything i said.... ever. |
