| two different worlds can never make one!
cant stand that u always have to have things your way!
u always get to do what u want
but what about me?
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| SOME FUNNY ASS SHIT.. YOU TELL ME U LOVE ME BUT U WOULDN'T DO SHIT TO BE WITH ME! SO WTF? WTF AM I SUPPOSE TO DO? IF U WAS TO JUST TELL HIM EVERYTHING WOULD BE FINE. SO WHY NOT? THIS MAKES ME THINK HARD ABOUT U AND ME. AND IT AIN'T FAWKING COO! HAHAHA! THAT JUST FAWKING TELLS ME HOW MUCH U CARE AND HOW MUCH U WOULD DO FOR ME! WHICH IS NOTHING! AHHAHAHA! =] DAMN!
ITS SO HARD TO WANT SOMETHING YOU CANT HAVE... AND THIS IS JUST BULL SHIT!
LISTEN TO YOUR FAWKING HEART BITCH! EVEN IF I DO.. I CANT EVEN DO SHIT CAUSE U WONT! BUT I GUESS ITS ALL GOOD!
FAWKING HOOKED! SHITS SO HARD!
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| so much shit has been on mai mind.. i ain't happy.. its almost mai birthday and i feel like shit.. and don't gots nothing to do.. sometimes i wonder why does life have to be so hard.. why do people always have to do so much? why cant one do what they want without having people judge them? like is so confusing.. I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY! is that so much to ask? so much crap going on....
i hate how much i love you boy
I cant stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
Tamia- Smile!
Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be
If he had loved me
Truly loved me yes
I learned a while ago that kind of thing
Never happens for me
And so I go around
And just pretend
Loving life for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
Make them laugh and they won't see
That you never let them see you sweat
Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me
So I put on my makeup
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is okay
I’m laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I’m dying inside
With my pride and a smile
On my face
On my face
Sing it la la la la
Sometimes I sit at home
By the phone hoping he might call me
But he don't call me
But then I realize
Dreams come true aren't for girls like me
Not like me
And so I go around with my head up
Like it ain't no thing
And when the boys around with all my friends
I’m into other things
Because you never let them see you sweat
Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me
So I put on my makeup
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is okay
I’m laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I’m dying inside
With my pride and a smile
On my face
On my face
It’s not an easy (thing)
Sometimes it’s hard to (face the truth)
It’s not the life that I would choose (that I would choose)
But what else can I do?
If he don’t love me
If he don’t want me
I’m not about to sit around
Let myself go
So I put on my makeup
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is okay
I’m laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I’m dying inside
With my pride and a smile
On my face
On my face
Sing it la la la la
EVERYTHINGS JUST SO FUCKING HARD!
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| HEYY!! IM SO HAPPY THAT KYS BOUTS TO BE BACK BUT... ATTHE SAME TIME IM WONDERING IF HE LOOKS DIFFERENT? OR DOES HE LOOK THE SAME? OR DOES HE STILL LOVE ME? OR ALL THIS OTHER CRAPP... MAN I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO BE THE SAME BUT IM NOT SHURE THATS GONNA HAPPEN CAUSE I NOE PPL CHANGE DURING TIME PASSES BUT YEA.. HOPEFULLY HE DIDNT CHANGE THAT MUCH OR I DIDNT CHANGE THAT MUCH EITHER! BUT YEA!! IM PRETTY DAMN HAPPY! =] BUT WORRIED AT THE SAME TIME...
IM SO CONFUUUSED....! =[
O MAN THE FONE BILL BOUTS TO COME AND IM OVER $113 CAUSE KY KEPT CALLING FROM VIETNAM OR WELL MAKING ME CALL HIM.. MANN BUT YEA! O WELLS I GUESS.. I SAVED UP LIKE $70 SO FAR TO PAY MY MOM BACK AND HOPEFULLY SHE DONT YELL AT ME! *CROSSES FINGERS* WELL YEA! I GUESS THATS IT FOR NOW! |
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| WOOHOO! KYS COMING BACK IN LIKE 7 DAYS! I CANT WAIT.... TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH HIM! HAVENT EVEN GOT TO FOR HELLA LONG! AND IT SUCKED! SO YEAA! WELL IVE BEEN DOING PRETTY GOOD LATELY EVEN THO I HAVENT BEEN DOING SHIT! BUT ITS ALL GOOD CAUSE IMMA GO OUT MORE WEN HE COMES BACK! =] OK WELL THIS IS IT! NOTHING REALLI TO SAY! JUST WANTED TO POST A NEW ENTRY! SO YEA! |
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