iM BACK!  hahaha

Well lifes okay.. damn im single again and imma stick to it this time.. GUYS ARE SO EWWWWW!   seriously..the ones here mostly.. and the ones who are not.. treat me like a lil sister.. hahahah doesnt that suck?  well im out for now.. just updating some shiiit.. aiight. LATE

whOoa..hahah i havent been in this shit for a long ass while... well as you can see on the right.. -->  hahah im taken agen.. lOls and this time im really happy about it. and i hope this relationship doesnt go fuck'd up like the rest does.  cause this guy...is like whOoa!  seriouslyy.. like hes different from most guys i've dated.. hes a good/bad boy. hahaha which is a good thing. girls dont you get irritated when guys are too nice?  hah; i know i do! well this is all i came by to say! and i knoe i might not be here all that much! bhut its coool...haha well im out..LATE

iM MOViNG ON WiTH MY LiFE...

yup yup! im mOving On...explOring the wOrld..experiencing new things! hah; that sOunded gay.  anyway, i hardly gO tO schOol nOw days i dOnt knOw why..just that earlier mOrning feelin, haha makes me just want tO sleep in sOme mOre. :]

YOU KNOW WHAT... i need a man.. i mean seriOusly, i may sOund desperate and all.. bhut damn all these guys i meet got BULLSHiT written all Over their fOrehead. even ask my hOme girrls tOo.. they knOw it.  sOme guys are just sO ewww..hahaha makes my cOusin kristina say "ewwww, imma kill the fOol!" hahahah funny...anyways im dOne talken fOr tOday...im Out..LATE  

THiS WORLD CONFUSES ME..

have yOu ever been in a situatiOn where yOu dOnt knOe the hell is tellin the truth ..and that yOu wanna believe sOmeOne bhut yOur nOt sure if yOu shOuld?  well its like this.. there is One guy, and yeah i dO like him and all..but anOther guy is tellin me nOt tO. and that hes playing with my mind cause Of what (the guy i like) ex girlfriend said.  its just a bunch Of tOpsy turvery shit.  yOu knOw the he said she said stuff? .. and (the guy i like) hes tellin me that they are bOth lying Or his ex is telling (the guy) stOries that arent true.  and hes been hurt frOm her mOre.  in a way i dO kinda believe him cause he called me up crying befOre. iM JUST CONFUSED.. well whO shOuld i believe..? Or shOuld i jusy get Out Of this situatiOn.  like just stOp talken tO all?  fOr all y'all whO been in this situatiOn please help me!  i hella need help On this.  well Okay me Out..im prOlly gOnna say tOo much i dOnt really wanna..hahah well Okbye

i HATE LiFE AT THE MOMENT...

anyways, fOr these past few days...all i been gettin is stressed Out and shit.  i cant stand it nO mOre! i wanna fucken gO sOmewhere else.. bhut wha am i gOnna dO withOut my parents yunnOe?  anyways, i havent been to cOuseling in a while either. and i think i need it..since i really dO need tO, let all my anger and shit Out.  BUT at least i gOt sOmeOne tO talk tO nOw.  since my ex aint pickin up the fOne and usually i talk tO him abOut it.. well imma gO...LATE