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And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
Cause I don't wanna lose you
My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know
That I've been damaged But who knows, maybe people can't change.
Maybe we're doomed to repeat the same mistakes over and over again
No matter how hard we try.
I always hope for a happy ending, how crazy is that? Growing up with you will always be one of my favorite memories.
You were without a doubt my first love
And I will never forget the time spent with you.
Though things and people change
Memories remain and I will always hold ours close to my heart.
We had our ups and downs... all high school relationships do.
But I know what we had was real. I will always hold what we had on a platform
Because so far, you are all I know of love
Love is love, no matter how old you are.
And I knew if I gave you enough time
You'd come back to me It's okay.
I mean, no.
Obviously it's not okay
But it's how it is.
We've had the chance to say that
About a lot of things for a long time now
Haven't we?
It's not okay.
It's just how it is. There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
There's a place in your heart where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me? What happens now when that person's gone?
The one who you thought you could always count on?
You fall in love and they fall out.
Love is a bitch.
All relationships end.
How do I let go
Of a love that meant so much to me
How do I go on
When you're a part of me
I'm dying inside each time I see you
Don't lose sight of me
Cause you're all I see
You're still all I see
This road to recovery has taken all I have And I know we're through
But I've still got thoughts of you
Left inside my head
So stop me now
Stop my thoughts
Because you're killing me but you don't know it Though we've grown apart
I'll still be there for you
Because I don't wanna be
Just a memory to you And when this is all over and done;
I want to mean as much to you
as you do to me I've had a bad day
And nothing ever seems to go my way
I've got a heartache
Don't wanna think about it
And everytime I try to smile I cry
So I'll just hide my face
Get out of my way
Don't wanna talk about it
And I'll be fine
I just need some time And this is part of me
I hope you never see
This is my life inside your heart
Take my hand
And I promise to not ever let it go Don't you know I've tried and tried
To get you out of my mind
But it doesn't get any better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you Alright. If this is where it has to happen
Then this is where it has to happen.
I'm not letting you get rid of me.
How about that? But then there's you.
There's proof that someone out there's thinking of me.
My friend who was with me always.
I guess this is pretty much just a long-winded way
Of saying that I'm going to miss you. it hurts to be around you.
When I see you, even from across the room
It brings up a thousand memories.
Not just of us, but of my entire life before.
It's like I'm frozen in this place that I can't bear to be.
I care about you so much.
As long as I can remember, everything's always come back to you.
I mean, even no matter what was happening between us.
Even the thought of you is at least a constant comfort.
But I can't go back.
It just hurts. When there's something you really want
Fight for it.
Don't give up, no matter how hopeless it seems.
And when you've lost hope
Ask yourself if ten years from now
You're gonna wish you gave it just one more shot.
Because the best things in life, they don't come free. This is why you should never, ever get your hopes up.
This is why you should see the glass as half empty.
So when the whole thing spills, you aren't as devastated. I began to realize that being beautiful
Is like having a rent-controlled apartment
Overlooking the park:
Completely unfair , and
Usually bestowed upon those who deserve it least. What was I to you?
The girl you screwed
To get over being screwed? You were like coming up for fresh air.
It's like I was drowning and you saved me.
It's all I know.
It's not good enough. just because her eyes don't tear
d o e s n ' t , mean her heart ; ;
doesn't cry . & just because she
comes off strong doesn't mean
there's nothing w r o n g * ' x3 if i promise not to cry
can you do me a favor
for the first time in your life
look me in the eyes
& tell me exactly how you feel. Just when you think things can't get any worse...
they do. But I've learned that life is like hour glass sand.
Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom,
but all you have to do is be patient & wait for someone to turn everything around. Love isn't a decision, it's a feeling. If we could decide who we would love it
would be much simpler, but less magical
shes breaking down & everyone's fading
its been too long & she's tired of waiting realize now that when your heart breaks,
you gotta fight like hell to make sure your still alive,
because you are. and the pain you feel, it's life.
the confusion and fear - that's there to remind you
that somewhere out there, there's something better,
and that something is worth fighting for <3
you were there for me for so many years
making me laugh while i was in tears
i will never let anyone take your place
because you’re the best friend I’ve got
you laugh at my stupid jokes;;
put up with my worst moods;;
go along with my crazy ideas
&& you still manage to see the best in me a best friend is the one who sees you when
everyone else is too caught up in their own
world to notice you standing there she`s the type of girl that can be so hurt
but can still look at you & smile
the type of girl who is willing to brighten up your day
even if she cant brighten her own
it's really hard to fight for
what you want when you're not
even sure, what you want in the
first place She's beautiful, but she'll never admit it.
music makes her world go round, literally.
Pearls and jeans are her trademarks.
She's afraid of being alone & obsessed with coffee.
When she smiles her whole face lights up.
&& her heart's been broken
by a guy who doesnt love her anymore
And you know what?
SHE DOESN'T CARE. What makes you stand out is what makes
you different, what makes you
different is what makes you beautiful Missing someone is part of loving them,
if your never apart then you'll never
understand how strong your
love truly is. Remember yesterday, walkin hand and hand
love letters in the sand, I remember
you. Threw the sleepless nights and every
endless day I wanna hear you say
I remember you. The day I met you my life changed,
the way you make me feel is hard to explain.
You make me smile in a special kind
of way. You make me fall deeper for you everyday.
And when I look into your eyes I know it's
true, there's no one else in the world for me but you.
One thought of you is all it takes,
to leave the rest of the world behind.
she didn't feel her heart speed up every time the boy walked
by anymore. she didn't want to run and hide so
she wouldn't fall over and over again. she
was okay looking for a new boyfriend and suddenly,
the thought of him being with somebody new didn't hurt her
anymore. she wanted him to be happy, and she wanted
the same for herself. she let go of the last year of
her life, and she let go of her total and complete passion Oh yes, the past can hurt,
but the way I see it;
You can either run from it,
or learn from it. Just be who you are. Wait you turn,
don't push. Be beautiful, be graceful. If
your gonna get angry, be angry
behind closed doors. Don't ever let
them see you sweat, but just hold your
head up no matter what, and don't
let anyone stomp you out To get up in the morning only to know that you'll have to
face another obstacle takes strength. To smile when the only
thing you can do is cry takes bravery. To act happy and
laugh when you know times are at their worst takes courage.
To be joyous when the only good news is the best of
the bad news takes support. To be there and help others
through the roughest times in life takes love.
Someday, when we both reminisce. We'll both
say, "There wasn't too much we missed."
And through the tears we'll smile when we recall
we had it all just for a moment. There are moments that mark your life. Moments when
you realize that nothing will ever be the same
again. Time is devided into two parts, before this and
after this. Now sometimes you can't feel
such a moment coming, thats the test. Or I tell
myself sometimes like these, strong people keep moving
forward anyway, no matter what their gonna find.
Maybe some people just aren't meant to be
in our lives forever. Maybe some people are just passing through.
It's like some people just come through our lives to bring
us something.. a gift, a blessing, a lesson we need
to learn, and thats why they're here, You'll
have that gift forever.. I know that we don't talk much, and sometimes
we even walk right by each other
in the hall without saying a word. But then
there's those other times when our
eyes meet, and I know deep down.. You're
missing me as much as I'm missing you.
the most beautiful smile
is one that struggled through tears your eyes are the brightest of all colors. i don't wanna ever love another. ♥ It seems like you only want me when you can't have me. You like the chase and that's all. So you know what? You can have it. --The OC
underneath all of the blocked calls and ignored IMs
is a girl who is madly in love
and is too afraid to show it
Seeing you brought back a spark that once glew.
The person you used to be, so unique, so rare, is now gone.
I look at you & wish you were like you were back then.
Back when you had that look in your eyes.
Now I know that all that once was..will never be forgotten.
Let's start out by starting over.
What did I expect?
You're no good at lying & I'm no good at comebacks.
But you're so untouchable; I'm oh-so-terrible at this.
I'm terrible at this, you know.
Don't hold this against me; I've already said I'm sorry.
Most people don't know who they are.
That's why they lie. They're afraid someone
else will figure it out before they do Saw you today & you seemed so surprised..
that i could walk by & not blink an eye..
look at me, probably thinking im doing fine..
good thing you cant read my mind Cause I'm fighting like hell for you,
and I don't plan on giving up.
All I want is for me and you to be
the way we were. six days went by
trying to forget his face
it was you and i
we were too young for these games
if he takes time to argue with you
he cares more than you think.
Tell me what it takes to let you go.
Tell me how the pain's supposed to go.
Tell me how it is that you can sleep in
the night without thinking you lost
everything that was good in your life.
She's not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie, & promises can be broken as quick as they're made. She understands that she might never be loved, & too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out & grab them. She knows that you can't change or help time, so every now & then it will just run out. There isn't a place for everyone in the world, so if you're standing alone for awhile, that's why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that's when it's the best. You can't always expect people to care, & even when your best friends stab you in the front, dont think for one minute that they didn't already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. She has found out too soon, that in the end, you're your own best friend. Everyone will be broken at some point in their life & more often than not, its gonna hurt like hell. But you can't stop it. You can't change your fate. Some things are meant to be & all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. You don't know what it is & when it happens it will hit you like a ton of bricks. At some point, when you have expierienced everything you can, the words 'Life' & 'Risk' won't mean anything to you anymore. But dont try & change that. Stuff like that is meant to happen. Overtime, certain things no longer have an affect on you. & that happens cus thats the way it supposed to be. But you'll learn all that later in life when little things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. But it might catch you off guard & happen sooner. I mean, ask her. She knows.
i love you and you dont have any clue how much i miss you. we've been through so much and i cant believe you just let it all go down the drain. i cant believe i trusted you. i gave you everything i had. i cant get over you, no mattter how hard i try, and trust me ive tried my hardest. youre the first thing that ever felt real to me.you were the best thing that ever happend to me. when i was at my saddest you were able to make me smile. you always put up with me. you understood me more than anyone. and now youre gone. just like that. i had you for so long and i took you for granted. and now i would give anything to have you back. I dont want to believe that its over
my mind knows it is
but my heart refuses to accept it
how can i forget you.
when you`re always on my mind.
how can i not want you
when you`re all i want inside
how can i move on
if i can't see us apart
how can i stop loving you
when you control...my heart the nights are lonely
the days are so sad
& i just keep thinking about
the love that we had
& i'm missing you
*& nobody knows it but me* Your choice is black & white ;;
Not a shade of gray
Because in love there`s
No such thing as half way
Devotion can`t be swayed
Emotions can`t be torn
I`d rather be hot or cold
Than lukewarm ......<3 and i'll watch as the cold winter melts into spring, and i'll be remembering you<3 from the first moment that i heard your name, something in my heart came alive. if you see him, would you tell him i miss his smile. tell him i'm counting the minutes. <3 && she finally gave up;; she dropped
_the fake [ smile ] as a tear ran down
her cheek;;; she whispered to herself
- i can't do this [anymore] The truth is she misses him
even though he was never really hers moving on doesnt mean forgetting
it means youve learned to let go
of the pain and anticipation
your adolecent years can cause people say they lie
because they are scared of the truth
but in my opinion
id rather know for certain
than to live my life on a possibility. something's gone. her smile has disappeared.
the sparkle in her eyes has faded away. if only
she could forget about him. You see, we are nothing but
ourselves, and that is really
not that bad, so why cant
we just accept it? I just want to thank you
Thank you from the bottom of my heart
For all the sleepless nights
And for tearing me apart Take a bow, hear the applause? My heart is broken and you're the cause. I played your game, and it looks like you've won; congratulations, I hope you had fun. shes moving on. & i feel sorry for you cause
she thought you were the most amazing boy
ever if she could have any guy in the world
she would have pickd you above the others
she thought you were different. wrong.
your just gonna be another guy to her now
But I guess it's always been that way,
Wanting to be loved, to find someone
that makes your heart ache...
in a good way What else do you want me to say?
You already know I'm in love with you. You know you truely care about
someone when you have to try
and convince yourself that you don't. you kissed me like an overdramatic
actor starving for work & one last
shot to make it happen. you made my mind up for me
when you started to ignore me
do you see a single tear
it isnt going to happen here Please don't go away.
No one's ever stuck around with me
for so long before,
and if you leave.. its just..
i remember things better with you.
because when i look at you,
i can feel it.
i look at you and i'm home.. please,
i don't want that to go away.
i don't want to forget..
- Finding Nemo && they broke up..and were totally over eachother..everyone knew that..but when she looks at him and he looks at her..that look in their eyes tells a different story Beauty, strength, and wisdom,too.
You're beautiful inside and out
Lead a great life without a doubt
Dont need a man to make things fair
Cause more than likely he won't be there
Listen girl, gotta know its true
in the end all you've got is you. All those summer nights we stayed up talking.. listening to songs.. and quoting lines from all those movies that we love. It still brings a smile to my face. I guess when it comes down to it.. Being grown up isnt half as much fun as growing up. the only thing that matters is just following your heart.. and eventually -- you'll finally get it right. between my smiles and my regrets
i said "dont let this be over"
but you put your hand over my mouth
and whispered "it already is" Even if I said I didn't care a million times over again, you'd know that I still do. --Laguna Beach i wish i never even met you
now. so then i wouldn’t stay
awake at night - starring at
my blank ceiling thinking
about you.
& how absolutely
perfect you are
& how I know im not good
enough for you.
how i may never
see you again
but your still out there
somewhere being absolutely
perfect for me. and maybe they're right, you know, maybe
i expect too much --- maybe somewhere in
the back of my head i want that stupid
fairytale that everyone tells me isn't
possible.. but i dont care. i dont care
if i'm 'expecting to much.' because,
i've seen glimpses, well -- more than
glimpses, in other moments in the past.
with other guys ... so i know that what
i am looking for is out there somewhere." i dont know if ill ever see you again,
all i know is when i saw you the first
time face to face the feeling inside
me was more than i could take. it took
strength to catch my breath, my heart
started racing. i could only hope you
were feeling the same way. the few short
seconds we looked each other in the eyes
seemed like an eternity. after i walked
away, i was numb. i knew there was something
about you...something i could never forget.
She blows big bubbles with her gum
and laughs when they pop all over her pretty face.
She dances in her Victoria's Secret underwear.
She takes crazy pictures and
posts them on her Myspace.
And to her friends.. she's a star.
Because she realized that life is way too short
to be crying over the asshole that broke her heart
Don't put words in my mouth,
I've got plenty to say.
Don't tell me how to live my life,
I do things my own way i've come to realize that in the end,
everybody turns out to be the person
that they swore they'd never be
She Said Goodbye
And he was never the same
Ever again....
Of course he blamed himself
For Letting her go
and i'm afraid.
i'm afraid that i might never see you again
&& i won't feel the same about anyone the way
i feel when i'm with you. i'm afraid that you'll
find someone else and feel different for some
other girl and i'll be just an old school memory.
goodbye hurts more than
anything. especially when you
know deep down that
your never going to
see them again
tell him i HATE him, tell him
i don't think about him anymore,
tell him i'm through with him, but
PLEASE don't tell him i said it with
tears in my eyes.
I'm tired of all this
"Lets play with her emotions"
Bullshit.
Either you love me or you don't
So make up your mind.
Cause i'm not gonna wait
While you take your sweet time
&& i go through this emotional
train wreck sorta thing whenever
i see him with another girl. and i
try to tell myself he's not worth
it. when i know in my heart that
he is. & he may not even notice
me but when i see him with her.
a part of me feels like i lose him.
when he wasn't mine to begin with. i'm through with it, all of it.
i simply don't care anymore. i
don't wanna care anymore. i'm
walking away now & you can
say or do what you want. it's
not gunna stop me. i'm done
with caring about you.
& here we go again,
with all the things we said.
& not a minute spent to think
that we'd regret. So we just
take it back, these words, &
hold our breath; forget the things
we swore we meant.
It finally seems like we turned into strangers, it's gotten so bad there's just no more anger, so now it seems like we can't get any further You know, I've always had this thing for eyes, especially yours and today I finally realized why. It's because they never lie. Even though you try to suppress your smile when we're together, your eyes let me know how happy you are to see me Dear boy,
So maybe me & you were suppose to end this way, both going our own directions. We are to completely different people & no matter how hard we tried, we couldn't overcome are differences. No, I'm not sad that it's over between us, but yet I'm not happy either. We had something special, but in the end...the sparks just didn't cut it. Anyways, I'm mostly writing this letter to tell you I've met someone else. Someone else who can make me smile & give me butterflies. Someone who reaches for my hand 1st & likes to rub my thumb, just like you did. He knows that I love it when boys hold the door open for me & I love to joke around. He makes me happier than I've been in a long time maybe he could be the one who knows. But boy, I want to thank you. You showed me what love was, what love meant. I hope someday you find the perfect girl, because obviously, I never was & never will be, at least not for you. I wish you all the love & happiness in the world, all I ever wanted was for you to be happy & I guess now I'm finally getting my wish, goodbye boy, never forget me. Sincerly me here's to the night i stood all alone,
to the night i cried so hard i couldn't breathe,
to the night i prayed for him to come back to me,
& of course to the night where he never looked back.
but i couldn't make you see it,
that i cared about you more than you'll ever know,
a part of me died when i let you gowell arn't you original?
an entire generation of kids who dont belong.
constantly crying because something is wrong.
driving around in your brand new car, you listen to your modern music,
go ahead & whine along. you're so busy being different you don't realize,
you're all signing the same song. There have been lots of ups and downs but ultimately, at the end of the day, that's what makes you who you are. We all know how to laugh, we all know how to cry, we all know how to love back, and we all know heartbreak, but the world keeps moving and we keep moving along with it and everything we experience helps us realize how beautiful life really is.
I know that you're hurting now more than ever and I don't want to make that worse,
but I need to tell you something. I need you. I need you now more than ever. It's a lot easier to say you're mad than admit that you're hurt. I'm at that point in my life where things are
neither good nor bad. They could be better,
but they could be worse and I can't look
at anything with a purely pessimistic or
optimistic point of view. It's that point
in life where you just have to forge foward
and hope for the best. You keep your fingers
crossed in hopes of someday catching that
happiness you tried so hard to hold in
your grasp. That's the thing about happiness,
it is fleeting. Like that firefly you try to capture
and no matter how many times you waver,
try to clasp it in your hands, but it never
wants to be kept. Keep one foot in front of
the other and move along, because someday
that firefly will find its way to you.
Smart girls are more concerned about having fun then looking perfect. What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction. As I look back on all that has happened:
growing up, growing together,
changing you and changing me.
There were times when we dreamt together,
when we laughed and cried together.
As I look back on those days I realize how much
I will truly miss you and how much I truly love you.
The past may be gone forever
Our todays make memories of tomorrow.
Therefore it is with all my heart
that I send you my love,
hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you
for all we have meant to each other
and for what the future may hold I'm afraid of not having enough time. not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. I'm afraid of quick judgements & mistakes that everybody makes. you can't fix them without time. I'm afraid of seeing snapshots instead of movies.
I didn't ask for it to be over,
but then again, I never asked for it to begin.
For that is the way it is with life,
as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance,
but even the most beautiful days have their sunsets.
Everything changes eventually.
That's just the way life is
and you have no control over it.
Like suddenly, people who you always thought would be there,
they just disappear.
You know, people die, they move away once she gets her heart set on something, there's no turning back. it's all about priority and possibility. knowing you've got absolutely everything standing in your way & being able to show everyone nothing ever really is impossible. looks are deceiving. miracles happen.
To be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better, but I do have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a heart; a heart that's aching to see you smile again. it's okay to need someone. to want them to be there with you in a time of pain. it's what makes us strong..it's what makes us human. You can tell me your secrets, you can let me feel your pain. You can show me your weakness, and never ever feel ashamed. Do you realize what you are to me? You are the love of my life. Everyone else will always be the second best. There will never be another you.
you know it; we talk it
you've been there; we've rocked that
you think we dont like you; chances are we dont
you talk about us behind our back; we'll say bitch say it louder
me and my girls; be jealous
and you're just a memory of a love
that used to be. you're just a memory
of a love that used to mean so much to me. i told myself i wont miss you.but then i
remember what it feels like...beside you. people don't change,
they just become more
of who they really are.
He said;; you know what your problem is..
& i replied; yes i do. i fell in love with the idea
that no matter what happened you would always
be there. "when haven't i" he asked & as a
tear trickled down her cheek ; i said "ever since
the day 'SHE' walked through the door" <|3 you gave me this feeling that i never felt before.
and now that i don't feel that way anymore,
it feels like something's missing. the problem with everyone is
they still see me as who i was,
and not who i am now. of course she's going to say she's
happy for you, and flash that smile you love.
but look into those eyes;
you broke her.
you don't know how hard it is,
to talk to you, to look at you,
or even be in the same room with you.
when i know you chose
someone else over me.
everything was fine for me. i was done missing you and i was fine with everything as far as you were concerned. but then my little sister, the sweetheart that she is, wrote me a note in her kindergarten handwriting:
he loves you.
no maber what. Her heart is breaking as she`s staring
at every single girl that walks by,
somehow thinking that they`re better than her.
& tonight, she`ll lie awake & tear herself down,
cause that`s what she`s best at.
She`s just one of those girls that no matter
how many times she`s told,
never belives that she`s beautiful.
and even if we never talk again,
please remember that i'm forever changed by
who you are and what you meant to me.
It was real wasn't it? You and me. Such a long time ago we were just a couple of kids. We really loved each other didn't we?
its weird, i mean, yeah i miss you
but its so much more then that. i
miss the way my heart just stops
at the sight of you. the way i
couldnt get you off my mind,
& mainly, your smile. but the
sad part is, its not just your smile
im missing, its mine too. the one
thats there only when yours is
although i've been hurt, i still remain strong;
you think i have regrets? well, you're wrong,
because you gotta take chances
[ your x w h o l e l i f e x long ]
maybe you still want me or care about me
because you never really said goodbye
so far, so good, so what happens to us now?
something about the way you looked at me tonight.
make me wonder what is going on.
will it be this way tomorrow?
No matter what happens the first person you love
you will always love no matter who else comes along,
he will always be on your mind & in your heart & just when
you think you're over him you see his
face & your feelings are back again.
so what if im a bitch?
your a whore.
&& personally.
i would rather be known for what i did.
not who i did. The funny thing is, nobody really ever
knows how much anybody else is hurting.
We could be standing next to somebody
who was completely broken and we
wouldn`t even know..
i'm over you.
i am, right? i mean..
i thought i was. and i am.
but.. every now and then.
i'll think back to the past.
the memories. the times you
made me feel so special. and
i miss that. i miss that soo bad.
but i can't go back. and you're
already done with me. and now
you're with her. and whenever
i see you with her, i try to look
away.. but as much as i want
to..i just can't. i hate to admit it,
but i miss the times we shared.
but it's over and done with, just
like i'm over and done with you.
&& i thought about you and realized;;
I don't want to think about you anymorei looked at him.
he looked at me.
and its like in that one split second
we forgave eachother for everything Did you ever notice, when people
tell you you've changed, its only
becasue you stopped acting the
way they want you to act I am holding on for dear life,
but I need you to need me back. i'm not here for your entertainment.
you're playing with my heart
and its getting really lame;;
decide what you want . . .
[ the girl or the game? ]
remember when we first met? we laughed
&& smiled together it was a perfect moment
&& we didnt even know eachother
Go walk on water,
AND DROWN.
I'm sick of seeing your face everyday.
take all the snapshots
so we can all go back
&& say that was fun
&& i don't wanna fall to pieces:;
i just wanna sit and stare at you,
i don't wanna talk about it.
&& i don't want a conversation,
i just wanna cry in front of you.
i don't wanna talk about it, cause
i'm in love with you
Everytime i think about you,
i have to remind myself that
if you wanted to talk to me, you would.
So maybe,
One day youll realize,
Why you shouldnt have
Ignored me that night.
Because she's different from the rest of the girls.
She's not fake, she can tell you "good" music.
She likes to dance, sing, &act crazy with her friends.
She will overanaylyze everything you can possibly say,
she can argue but she hates to. She hates drama &
can live without it & the people that cause it.
But the one thing that she will never understand
is why he can't love her the way that she loves him
and kid, it scares the hell out of me,
knowing i may never get over you.
you're chance has
come&&gone.
you had your chance-
but i moved on.
so how does it feel
to be the one left out in the dark? I miss You
I miss your smile
and I still shed a tear,
every once in a while
and even though it's different now
your still here somehow
my heart won't let you go
And I Need You To Know
I miss you . you thought you could make me stand in line? honey, real love is for free. she's so glamorours, in that heartbroken
shattered spirit, dead on the inside,
kind of way. If looks could kill,
You'd be a murderer.
Or maybe just a whore. A boy sits in his room with unseen tears running down his face, not about to end any time soon. He sits on his bed, and reaches under his pillow. He pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages filled. Page by page he rips them out, the memories of her, good and bad. The only person he ever loved was this girl. He kept tearing at the pages, trying to let the feelings go, trying to forget the girl who just shattered his heart into pieces. Not too far away from that boy's home sits a girl, all alone. With music blaring and tears not heard. Her head is down, actions speak louder than words. Her hair falls down, all over her face, so messed up so misplaced. Unheard tears streaming down her face, as if they will never end. She understands that things will never be the same. She takes out her notebook and a pen. Starting to write of anything that comes to mind. She tries not to think about the boy... because the only pain worse then having your heart broken, is breaking your own. but she's a fool cause she has this longing for him.
but she's scared to tell him and find out what
he'll say. he has a rule that he can never seem too
interested cause he's scared that she might feel
the same way. and she wishes he loved her,
when there is no other that he would prefer. please understand,
this just isn't goodbye.
this is i can't stand you. she's biting her lip as a tear
trickles down her cheek.
she doesn't want to lose you.
she's not the kind of girl
that likes to tell the world
the way she feels about herself. "better off just friends."
i'm better off just dead. god, that was strange to see you again.
introduced by a friend of a friend.
smiled and said, "yes i think we've met before."
in that instant it started to pour. it sounds so cliche, but i'm sick of waiting.
i don't want to talk and i don't want to listen.
i just want you to put your arm around my waist
and kiss me. we're only young once,
so let's fuck this up right. i asked you to stay beside me
all through the years.
the death of this mess finally came
around with no relief this year.
congratulations you just fucking disappeared. she's banged up.
mentally and emotionally.
literally and metaphorically.
but everyday she walks outside
with a smile on her face,
because that's who she is. she whispers into the mirror
as she wipes the running eyeliner
from her eyes .. i miss him. She walks by && every head turns,
You can see how hot her fire burns.
I guess he didn't know,
What a good thing he had.
Well it's too late,
&& that's too bad. my last memory of you,
was blurred with tears
not because you hurt me,
but because i had to let you go. She lives for the day
she’ll see "iloveyou"
in his profile <3 *i hate how we don't talk for weeks
but then all of a sudden you talk to
me again. && it is like as if
nothing happened .. && i slowy
start falling for you ... all over again. && every time he goes on away message
she clicks to see what it says ;
as if this time he'll suddenly confess his
love for her all along just crank up the [ volume ] && we can sing
like superstars and dance like we`re famous
with ripped jeans, && HUGE sun-glasses
because thats how we roll. you could see it in her eyes
she loves him `& it was killing her the ones we need ;; dont know we're here. if i looked you straight in the eyes
& told you i wanted to be with you,
would you kiss me or walk away? Sometimes I think we fall in love
because our hearts are beating
too loudly to hear our minds screaming,
"Don't do this to yourself." the tension between us is insane.
yet we refuse to acknowledge it.
yes, it's another tale of teenage heartbeak. It's about time she fell for someone who really deserves her. Someone who will put her on a pedestal, treat her like a queen, be everything for her. Someone who will truly love her back. It's too bad & it's too late. Was it such a big mistake? You don't call me anymore & I still miss you. She is vulnerable, for the
same reason she is strong. You told me to leave you and never look back. But if I wasn't suppossed to look back, then you wouldn't still be here, staring me straight in the face as if to say, "I'm exactly what you want but you can't have me." but young love is adorable;
the kind where a boy will do anything
to sit next to that girl he's had his eye on
since the first day he met her I we went from strangers to best
friends and everything in betweenAll I ever wanted to do was make you happy.
I can only do that by stepping aside.
I just have one favor to ask of you..remember me It's been too long, and I say I'm over you.
We both know it's a lie. You love me too,
and we'll keep running back to each other.
We're known as bad habits, not easy to break. Cinderella walked on broken glass.
Sleeping beauty let a whole lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast.
Pocahontas risked her life for a feast.
Jasmine could have had anyone instead she chose a poor man.
Ariel walked on land all for love and for life.
it was all about blood, sweat and tears...
I guess love's all about facing your biggest fears "So, Cry your heart out baby.
he really fooled you this time."
"And i want you to notice me walking past
you with a look of disrespect on my face.
because you let me down, big time."
but you - you get me everytime
why do you have to be so .. you ?
trust me, you're impossible to ignore. we sat in your car, on that chilly fall night
talking about how much i've grown up
and how much you've lost yourself. 20 years from now, at our highschool reunion,
everyone will be catching up && remembering the
fun times they had with their old time friends,
where as we will be laughing about something that
happened yesterday. it's funny how you go through the year
& nothing changes, but when you look back
[ E V E R Y T H I N G `S D I F F E R E N T ] And tonight we'll get so wasted..
that we'll climb up on the rooftop
and yell at god for everything
we've done wrong.Don't advertise it if it's not for sale. Goodbye, I never wanna see you again. Goodbye, I don`t want to be your friend
& there`s no need for me to stay & lose myself to you. & be abused by you.
I don`t need the pain from your mind games. When you try them again,
I won`t be there for them to work anymore. What doesn`t [ kill you ]
only makes you stronger.
so when you think you`re hurting me,
you`re just helping me [ last longer ] I only wanted to be wonderful
And wonderful is true.
In truth,
I really only wanted,
to be wanted by you
You might think something is unfair and find yourself wondering why the bad stuff happens to you, but maybe it is just God's way of saying you're tough enough to handle it.
I hate the girls who say they're ugly when they're not. I hate the girls who say they're fat when they're not. Because by doing that, I bet there's a million girls who would give anything to go up to them and say, "Just shut the fuck up already, and stop lying. I bet people would kill to be that fucking pretty, and that fucking skinny."
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you're a good person and a good friend. What's meant to be will end up good and what isn't won't. Relationships are worth fighting for, but sometimes you can`t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don`t, you must just move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. Always fight until you can't anymore, and then be fought for. And If I was in a crowd, you probably wouldn't notice me. I don't really stand out and I don't talk much to people I don't know. It's kind of hard to know me or be friends with me, so I advise not to waste your time on me... but that doesn't mean I don't want you to try.
But some emotions don't make a lot of noise. It's hard to hear pride. Caring is real faint, like a heartbeat. And pure love, why some days it's so quiet, you don't even know it's there.
I would give you the entire universe if I could. I would travel all over the world for you. I will be there for you through the good and the bad. I want to make you the happiest boy alive. You are my everything, my universe. I am incomplete without you. You complete my heart and soul and I really want to spend the rest of my life with you.
I do my thing, and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other it is beautiful. If not, it can't be helped.
because i just have to tell you,
i'm not so sure what i would do without you.
i know i couldn't make it alone, and life's no fun
without you, and i just wanted to say thanks
you're the only reason i've smiled in days. comment loveyss
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