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Today Is My Birthday!! Yay im finally 16....i thought the day would never come haha....well i love yall
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| - im blue da bo de da bo dah... freakin awsome! k guys,
first of all this is hunter not olivia... so yea, but olivia hasnt updated in forever so i decided to for her... yep, k... well from when i was with olivia, she didnt have to go school tuesday and then after we got done with exams, me and landon and jenny and hannah and amy came over and then found out that josh t. really didnt like shelby so then olivia and jenny bitched at him bout it.. then yesterday we went to josh's after gettin pizza at lil ceasers... yep.. and then she went to go do somehtin with hannah and amy... but then jenny was upset cuz she thought that olivia had forgotten that she was leaving the next day which was today... yep, so i took jenny home and then me and josh went to wendy's and met the coolest cashier lady ever.. her name was april, and she gave us a kids meal toy and we didnt even buy a kids meal.. its kindof like a 8 ball only it a box and its spanish and it has a lil thing u pull down for it to spin to give u an answer... yep. k bye
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| My life is soooooo confusing....i just want one thing to make sense....uh i found out alot of stuff this weekend.....i want to believe this person and think that its not true...its just so hard when so many people tell me that its the truth....but i guess it doesnt even matter if its true or not since this person obviosly doesnt even like me anymore....i dont see how someone can go from LOVING someone one day to not even LIKING someone the next...but whatever...i guess i cant get mad at someone for how they feel....but guys in the future dont tell a girl that you love them unless you really mean it.....anyways...i mean as hard as it is to say i guess things are over....as much as i dont want them to be i just have to face the facts and stop pretending that this person feels the way for me that i feel for them....IT JUST SUCKS WANTING SOMETHING THAT YOU KNOW YOU CANT HAVE! i am just tired of crying and feeling like crap all the time...and i am so happy when i am with this person but i am rarely with him....uh!!! well i guess this will be the end of me writing about all this stuff...so thanks guys for being here and listening to all my problems...i love yall |
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| Helloooooooooooo...yea im just chillin at hunter`s house, he picked me up from detention and i have been with him all day because i dont have my key and my mom hasnt been home to unlock the door...so yea we have been driving around basically all day since he just got his intermediate....and i am still waiting on a phone call from my mom saying she will come pick me up...but by the looks of it i might be here for some time...um yea so the stuff in the last entry has gotten a little better i think....as long as the things this certain someone says are the truth...i just cant let go of the person i care so much about and no one understands that....but anyways i guess i will just have to see how all this works out...hopefully it will....ha i am listening to hunter play the guitar as we speak its very good...yep yep...um yea so my life is pretty good right now...i just hope things dont screw up again...well i guess im gonna go...i love each and every one of yall!! |
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| hello.....i just got to my sisters house in starkville....tonight was fun...it got my mind off of alot of the crap that has been going on lately...i am soooo sick of getting hurt by every guy that i start to like...i tell myself that i am not gonna get attached to someone else again and then right when i let my guard down thats when i get hurt...i just dont understand what i do wrong to make this always happen...i just wish i could trust all the things people tell me but now i dont know how i am going to be able to trust anyone else because this has happened so much...i mean i try so hard to get over this person but he just does something that makes me keep liking him...and i just think back to all the things we have been through and all the sweet things he used to say to me...and just that little bit makes me not be able to let go...no one really understand why i still like him...but to tell you the truth i dont completely know myself...i just wish he would stop playing with my emotions...at times i think he truly loves me and other times i feel like he doesnt care about me at all...anyways sorry yall probably didnt want to hear all of that but i had to let that out...i just dont know what to do...i dont think that getting over him is an option because i have tried that and it doesnt seem to work out no matter what i do...anyways i will be home tomorrow so if anyone wants to hang out just give me a call...i dont have any major plans over the break so i will probably be in clinton most of the time....i love yall...have a great day |
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