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keyshia cole fallin out
im slowlyin fallin out of love wit you
i dont knoe what too do
im slowly fallin out
2007 will end in a month each thanks giving ! ? what is there to thank? i aint got nothing to thank im sittin here piss off every fucken year! i dont fucken knoe why but holidays just arent holidays to me anymore maybe im not ment to have any GOOD THANKS GIVINGS ...im not lookin forward to my birhtday either bekus i knoe its gonah be anohter HELL DAY ! i mind ass welll just stay in bed and dunt do shit which i think that is the best then nothing will have to happen... everyone gets to celebrate wit their familie...but me.. i sit in my room...FUNNY HUH! everyone gathers around their familie ....i dunt have a FAMILIE! i have myself and my 4walls! im piss off.... blahhh w.e nothing goes rite each yr...maybe it will go right some day!
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PINK WHO KNEW
KEYSHIA COLE FALLIN OUT
misserable thats how i feel....
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jessica simpson i belong to me
i complete myself... yes i do! all i need is confident and all the shit i want is in my hands.. a lot of ppl these days to me is just an shadow.. i dutn care or need these certian ppl either...i realized certain ppl that u think that is true too u they end up bein the world biggest bitch.. hahahah funny thing is... when i need an hand when i thot my real friends will be there to grabb me haha its more like SIKE!" hahah anyways..
i learn something new each day...when certain ppl need ure help they wine and die for it.. then when u help them.. of corse ure not suppose expect an return BUT FOR THOSE whom just take it for granted u SHOULD AND BETTER use head and think again! but for those that did shit like that.. im not gonah fall to ure level and go hey since ure fuck'd up to me iamah be fuck'd up too u.. cause im just not that person.. for those who know me they knoe that ill pull thruu shits for someone i care for.. but i ALSO Learn something new.. IF U DUNT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT URESELF why the fuck should i respect u and give a dam about u...
everything will fall rite in my hands... just waiting for that moment
thank you kenneth au.. happy earlie 18th birthday [= u got um hahah a few days left to be an KIDDO better go beat some asss hahahahah before u cant [= |
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what did i do to get to this point... i guess everything u do there is an price to pay for.. every wrong step u take there is an higher price to pay for...i am just slowly growin up and its hard.. i never thot growin up was this hard but it really is... each day there is a new problem to stress about ...everyone says life isnt fair... but money can always make everyting fair...rite? hahah certain ppl think that way i even use to think that way ... but as day by day goes on... even money cant make everything perfect...and yet even if u play by the rules ..being an good person.. still there is stress...money will always be an problem...sighh
my daily problems will never end... sigh i knoe there are certain ppl that already have the biggest laugh at me.. and i also know there are ppl that are disappointed in me.... i learn that in this world there is no one u can depend on never once should think about depending on anyone... i learn that from my ryde and dye angeles.. she's rite never count on anyone bekus the person u count on the most ...will drop u anyday too...real friends are only there for certain reasons tooo i never thot about that.. until today... sigh .. time always stops me from something but its okea at the end i pull thruu my problems by myself...when i had the hardest time one person will never step out of me ... that person will never leave me behind for anything this person will take a bullet for me....this person will always be someone i can talk to and count on...in return i wish ican do the same for this person when i was fallin so hard i had nothing this person pull me up from the curve givin me an hand that ill never forget....
thank you kenneth au [= |
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rich boy good things don't last forever 2007 already went by half the yr and we're all already talkin about graduation and its the end of it.. and all going our seperate ways to find who we are really and one step closer to the real world and our goals and dream ... yet there will be silence and tears.. to say good bye to the ones ill miss ...haha in the begainnin thats what i thot will happen but things change ppl change.. for the past yrs ive been in school i met a lot of great friends yet a lot of uglee friends but i learn from the ugleee friends that they arent nice ppl but karma will hit them hard.. the great friends i gain.. some are distance but some are just so close but the best part of HIGH SCHOOl was me going to a new city a new school and met a bunch of great friends that had much loved i regret movin back here i really do.. i regret askin for it ... shoulda left certain ppl behind and just not even give them a chance to be a friend bekus there are ppl just aint worth to even botter to say wassup to... but i did meet 2 bestfriend that stood there next to me when i fell so hard.. when i laugh so hard.. them 2 are there for me.. but one person that been there for me.. and forever there will be my kindergarden bestfriend kenneth au..no matter how far we are apart no matter how many yrs after we didnt talk...once we talk.. long lost times and not ending conversation will just continue... i can say in my whole entire life.. of school time k - 12 i only met a few that i can say wow we 100% understand each other and if we ever sepreated will there just be silence or there will be never ending conversation.. but as time fly to 2007 i am LEGAL i am an adult.. and there are new responsibilty for me im not that 17yr old no more trouble and drama dunt exisit no more.. childish talk dunt either.. so.. yes in my head for those whom had said shit for those whom hated.. for those i hated and what not.. all i can say is.. its in my past if i ever see u again one day in life.. i can just say either there will be an hi.. or just pass u by...im excited college will be startin in fall.. im glad that i got my act together and got thruu what i had to go thruu.. i accomplished my K-12 and i got 4yr to knock down and sure will pass by fast and i knoe i can do it well after that who knows what ill BE [= i just knoe for sure ill be gettin that JOB i dye for
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