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Monday, January 23, 2006

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 21:22:02 GMT

okay so it's been forever and a day since i've updated.

he's getting clean, being bitchy and got damn it i love him even more for it. i'm becoming more vulnerable to him and...he makes me want to be a better person.

i must be emo.

Friday, December 09, 2005

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 21:44:34 GMT

Okay ladies. Chill. The Alix has returned for another exciting update! *takes a bow* I AM NOT COCKY!!!

Okay. Maybe I should preface what I’m about to say with this: for the most part my family sucks.

I don’t mean my immediate family…they’re pretty tolerable most of the time. I mean like my grandma, aunts, uncles, cousins, etc. (That’s a lot!) Well let me explain what I mean by that.

On my dad’s side (his parents/siblings) I have…two relatives that actively try to have a relationship with me. The others (and he has seven brothers and sisters) have basically gone into shun mode. They can be such…bitches for lack of a better word. Like my cousin Troy was in jail and the first thing he wanted to do when he got out was to go see his grandmother. So he went to his house and the ENTIRE TIME HE WAS THERE SHE COMPLETELY IGNORED HIM. I don’t care if he killed an entire busload of children and ate their parents for breakfast. You don’t freaking do that! She’s supposed to be this devout god fearing Xian. And then she goes in all her self-righteousness ignores him because he “shamed the family.”

She was a bitch before then. Like I was saying before. The others have gone into “shun mode.” Some stuff happened in the family and the entire family took sides, and me and my siblings didn’t do anything, but since we are my parents’ children we suffer. They don’t even make an effort to send a card for birthdays…nothing. But they’re “good Christians.” Half of them make their money in the church. Fucking Southern Baptists.

My mom’s parents got divorced when she was eight years old. She hardly ever talks to her dad so needless to say, she hardly talks to his family. But she does still talk to her mother. It’s not that they’re mean but they don’t make an effort to…do anything. And indifference hurts just as badly.

Anyway. So her dad’s family. Her cousin on her dad’s side just made contact with us a few days ago. I have my reservations, as most people would with two f-ed up families. But my mom assures us that the only “messed up” one is her dad and that his family is decent. Her cousin’s name is Pedro. He sent pictures last night. Those people…look genuinely happy. My great-grandmother is TINY. MINISCULE. She looks dwarfed by great uncle Victor who’s about my height. And I’m only 5’2”. Oh also Victor is a flamer. The most famous one in Pachuca (the city they live in). That’s in Hidalgo, Mexico for the geography buffs.

Anyway. Pedro has been looking for my mom for like three years. This is really cool. I’m getting another shot at having a normal family. He may be visiting for Christmas. Which is awesome because he knows English! It won’t be awkward like with my grandma Lupe and my mom’s brothers and sister! And I may be able to spend the summer in Mexico!!! -^^-

Sorry for the longness....

Monday, December 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 20:48:40 GMT

I might possibly love him.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 22:58:44 GMT

You guys suck.

That's right.

I said it.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 15:23:23 GMT

Yeah. so i have a favorite song now.

check out "currently listening."

Ahh! Richard Ashcroft!!! BEST VOCALS EVER!!!!

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 12:03:10 GMT

Sarah Jessica Parker. Well not that pretty. IF you want pretty I give you the following examples:

Marilyn Monroe

Bettie Page

Kristin Davis.

Also I'm ashamed of every last one of you.

FAMILY GUY QUOTE!!!

Censorship Guy: We want to censor everything offensive or unpleasant.

Peter: Well you let Sarah Jessica Parker on TV and she looks like a foot!!!

the BLEEP van BLEEP show!

Jerry Lewis is cool.

Damn you, Sally. You made me look at Conan O'Brien so much last year that now I think he's cute. :(

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 00:41:39 GMT

Sarah Jessica Parker looks like a foot!!!!

If you don't get it, please don't try.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 10:02:55 GMT

yeah i meant to post something but i had to go. so i didn't so blah!

okay. so Monday, October 17, 2005 was OFFICIALLY the best day of my life. Like ever. Nothing tops it. At all.

So first of all, I was really excited that day because I got to go to the Nine Inch Nails/Queens of the Stone Age concert. so the next paragraph will be about how awesome that was.

We got there and I felt kinda out of place because everyone was smoking a cigarette. Several times I felt like just going up to someone and asking for one. But my dad was there. >.< Anyway. I tried to get beer out of him but that didn't work out. Oh well. The opening band (Death From Above 1967) was okay. I agree with April (she's sitting next to me) their name is too long. Especially since it's just two guys from Toronto. Lol.

Queens of the Stone Age. OMFG. ( I typed that in really slow so read it slowly and overenunciate each letter.) Yeah. They were fuckin' awesome. Their lights were all ADD and shiz. It was cool. The lead singer was going on about security having to go crazy because it was like a NeoNazi meeting. And he goes don't wet your pants security we're not going to do anything weird liking sticking our dicks in people's ears. lol. Yeah. Before they played "Little Sister" he was all like "This is the one with all the cowbell."

Yes I did do the air cowbell. So what?

Nine Inch Nails are GODS. GODS!!! (sound all uber excited when you read that!) Their light show thing that went with their performance was amazing. I felt like I was in the presence of something divine. Also there was this crazy old lady sitting close to us. (me and my dad) She was funny. Looking! Lol. Okay. yeah. Anyway. They had so much cool stuff! Like I can't even describe how incredibly awesome it was!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (sound "at a loss for words" when you read that) Some guy I saw when I went down to buy stuff looked just like Chris Cornell. He said "awww! thanks!" when I told him so. His shirt said "Punk as Fuck" and he said he got it at Target. That guy was cool.

Some drunk guy kept flirting with me. He asked if I went to UTA and I was like "No...I'm still in high school." And he's like "What grade?" Me: "Tenth." Him: *runs away*

And even as awesome as that was...it wasn't the awesomest thing that happened to me on Monday, October 17, 2005.

Luke asked me out!!! Omg!!! *dies* *un-dies*

I've had a crush on Luke since like...forever.

My boyfriend is so hot.

It takes a real man to wear a kilt. ^_^

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 12:11:44 GMT

okay sorry no updates.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 11:19:01 GMT

I just met this guy...Andy...he's....

AMAZING....

Do you ever feel like you don't want to talk to your friends anymore? Like you still like them but everything gets so routine. Like you need something different to get you out of the daily flow of things and your friends just keep reminding you how normal you are. How bland your life can be because they're out living it and you're sleeping it all away....

Emily, Chris, and Andy take me away from all that...

I'm going to Queens of the Stone Age and Nine Inch Nails on October 17th.