Currently Listening Eyes Open By Snow Patrol You Could Be Happy see related

        So I'm hoping this is the last place you'll think to go while you're bored and on the web...

   I'm hoping that you'll never read these words and never wish you hadn't.

I'm hoping that in your new busy life with your new busy friends you won't have time to visit old pages.

I'm hoping that you don't read these phrases that hurt so much to dangle over the abyss.

Because I know you don't want to hear them.

        I've seen you in your daily shuffle from here to there, becoming what you always hated.

    I've heard them tell you what to think and how to feel, and what we really were.

I've felt you starting to believe them, and watched you slip away.

I've smelled the last of your perfume as you walked where you won't let me follow.

Because you've left me here to hurt, to become who I'm supposed to be.

       I've cried alone and wished to feel your warm embrace.

    I've screamed your name and hated everything you've put me through.

I've hung my head in shame for all I did and all I could not do.

I've loved you more then I did before and did my best to show that to you.

Because I didn't want to be left here, alone and cold, remembering and thinking;

  Because I'm more sorry to you and to them then either will ever know;

     Because all I have now are memories and a failing hope.

Currently Listening MMHMM By Relient K see related

I heard a rumor...xanga is out...myspace is in.  I think this is probably true, which is good cause this will never be read.

  I was in Waco Sat and Sun, good times, interesting stories...lets see...got heckled for not eating enough green veggies, got ridiculed for my hat and "dismissed" from a house, was pretty much confused the whole day, and last but not least got called "hey you, guy, person sitting on the couch, I forgot your name" about 99 times.

My life is laughing riot...or a tragic series of embarrassing events...lets go with the riot. haha.

-Adam

Currently Listening I Write Sins Not Tragedies By Panic at the Disco see related

I want to leave...leave marble falls and wander the streets of New York City...Not sure what I'm looking for or whatever but its what I want to do, well, that or backpack through Europe which is the same kinda thing but oh well.  Yuppers thats me...guess I just have a lot to think about and a lot to escape, and a lot I yearn to experience...

   Is that how you spell yearn? y-e-a-r-n....I hope so, I could spell check it, neh too lazy. Night all.

-Adam

Currently Listening Louder Now By Taking Back Sunday see related

 Next random thought.........

      How exciting would everything be if we all prepared to be let down, if we expected the worst? What if someone told you the ending to a movie you wanted to go see and completely ruined the surprise ending or what not, would you still be as excited to see it? I think not. Thus the reason to shoot for the stars with everything. Will you get hurt if you follow your dreams, fall in love, open your heart, trust in general? Maybe....would it be worth it if you didn't run the risk at all?

   End of Next random thought.