So I'm hoping this is the last place you'll think to go while you're bored and on the web... I'm hoping that you'll never read these words and never wish you hadn't. I'm hoping that in your new busy life with your new busy friends you won't have time to visit old pages. I'm hoping that you don't read these phrases that hurt so much to dangle over the abyss. Because I know you don't want to hear them. I've seen you in your daily shuffle from here to there, becoming what you always hated. I've heard them tell you what to think and how to feel, and what we really were. I've felt you starting to believe them, and watched you slip away. I've smelled the last of your perfume as you walked where you won't let me follow. Because you've left me here to hurt, to become who I'm supposed to be. I've cried alone and wished to feel your warm embrace. I've screamed your name and hated everything you've put me through. I've hung my head in shame for all I did and all I could not do. I've loved you more then I did before and did my best to show that to you. Because I didn't want to be left here, alone and cold, remembering and thinking; Because I'm more sorry to you and to them then either will ever know; Because all I have now are memories and a failing hope. | 
