wow..wtf happened to xanga? anyways.. im gonna write another entry where i bitch about people...

people are stupid and selfish. they don't understand how their behavior or actions can affect the ones who actually care for them. so are we supposed to suffer? no..fuck that. i guess i should just forget everything. no point of still complaining about it. i can get better..do better. there are still so many things i have to do and i put it aside, only for their happiness. stupid me.

but the sad thing is..i still miss that person.

(yeah..i know that shit didn't make any sense. oh well)

im not like them

But I can pretend

The sun is gone

But I have a light

The day is done

But I'm having fun

I think I'm dumb

Or maybe just happy

Think I'm just happy

Maybe just happy

Think I'm just happy

I think I'm dumb

I think I'm dumb

I think I'm dumb

I think I'm dumb

sometimes i make myself so sick...feel like throwing up

trying to understand this shit......

life is good, but damn.... im the biggest fuck up ever

raji....how do you deal with me everyday?

FINALLYYY!!!  after waiting like 5 months...i finally get to see green day. im so fuckin excited. now i can stop staring at my atlantic city ticket and stop bitching about it. wow it's gonna be crazy. ahhh i love you raji!!! seriously...watch me like start humping you or something.. oh wait..navi already did that haha. only eight more hours left. i duno how im gonna sit through class today.

o0o our sexylicious tickets.. (i love the fact that it says idiot right on top of the tickets)

edit-- 9/5/05

duh....i'm gonna write about the concert. hehe yeah wow so many things happened in one day. almost getting arrested, getting fucked up, flirting with cops (haha it worked..we didnt get into shit), getting lost, arguing, and in the end having so much fun and messing with other people and acting really stupid. we should go to more of the big stadium concerts. its so much fun. we were all moshing (cept gugha..lol) and yeah... that day is kinda like a blur to me...hahah raji you know why. i wanna say thanks to omar...(he got arrested..i feel so bad), nas and prab for giving us rides to new jersey. oh yeah and raji for getting me the fuckin tickets!!!! wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! omg i still cant believe i finally i saw them. alas...my life is complete. haha. yeah right...i still gotta meet them somehow...next time..next time

oh yeah.....

ahhhh!! billie joe... i think is the only clear pic we got of him. everything else was too blurry.

i seriously duno wtf is goin on in this pic...but this shit makes me laugh. hahah this is my new desktop background. hahah navi and raji, i love you guys

mmm...damn i wish i can post up the video where he mooned us and masterbates on stage haha (he was faking it..calm down)

tre cool...crazy ass fucker

mike dirnt..damn this pic is too blurry

us!! leaving the stadium. damn ...look at the back... so many fuckin people

omg.. it actually looks like we're making out. oh my oh my (dont get any dirty thoughts people)

yeah....

god i wish it was sept. 1 again

ohhh pretty fireworks

eww...we all were so sweaty

raji wore sandals to the concert ...aww poor chuwi

i wanna go to another gd concert!!!!