| This has been pretty much the worst Friday ever! Ugh, I don't even know what had gotten into me today. Basically, I decided I would confront my friend today about treating me like crap and what not... She started arguing that it was my fault that I was treated that way because I don't talk a lot, but I rebuked that I don't say much to her because when she does tell me something, it's usually something bad, and I don't want to say the wrong thing to make things worse. Ah, after that she really didn't even say anything to me, so I got irritated and told her I was talking to her then, but she wasn't saying anything back. Then she said I wasn't talking to her, I was being retarded. >.> Yeah, after that whole scene I didn't talk to her for the rest of the day. In fact, I spent half my school day crying because of her... Pathetic... This Silly Game Silly games are meant for children. Meaningless activites that get you no where, But let us play this game anyways. Let us play this game; This game of Simon says, Where you're Simon, And I'm the follower. I'm obliged to listen and follow Anything and everything you say. And when we're bored, we'll play a new game; This new game of hide and seek, Where I hide from you While you're the one to seek. I'll continue hiding my feelings Getting that strange anxiety of you seeking them. But all games get old, we have more games; This new game of truth or dare, Where you ask the questions, And I make the answers. You'd ask me if I'd choose truth or dare While I wonder if I dare to tell you the truth. We grow old, and we grow apart. There is no more time for these meaningless activities, But let us continue playing this silly game. |