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Saturday, December 22, 2007

Sat, 22 Dec 2007 02:50:55 GMT

Christmas break! Oh my gosh! Finally yes! No, me updating here won't be a habit... It's still quite dead to me.

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 18:53:01 GMT

Xanga is so dead...
I've been glad lately though. I've forgotten past "friends" and made better ones. I love how life pulls through in the end.

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 03:20:41 GMT

So... I thought it was pretty funny on Tuesday whenever the drill team members put icing all over our commanders face since it was her birthday. They ended up recording the whole thing, and it was so freaking hilarious. When she walked in to wash her face, some athletic girls were standing around. They were looking at us like we were crazy, but the accepted the fact whenever we told them it was her birthday. Funny how that's the perfect excuse eh? Well I can't say anything else interesting has happened... Too lazy to type anymore anyways. XD

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 03:29:35 GMT

This has been pretty much the worst Friday ever! Ugh, I don't even know what had gotten into me today. Basically, I decided I would confront my friend today about treating me like crap and what not... She started arguing that it was my fault that I was treated that way because I don't talk a lot, but I rebuked that I don't say much to her because when she does tell me something, it's usually something bad, and I don't want to say the wrong thing to make things worse. Ah, after that she really didn't even say anything to me, so I got irritated and told her I was talking to her then, but she wasn't saying anything back. Then she said I wasn't talking to her, I was being retarded. >.> Yeah, after that whole scene I didn't talk to her for the rest of the day. In fact, I spent half my school day crying because of her... Pathetic...

This Silly Game
Silly games are meant for children.
Meaningless activites that get you no where,
But let us play this game anyways.

Let us play this game;
This game of Simon says,
Where you're Simon,
And I'm the follower.
I'm obliged to listen and follow
Anything and everything you say.

And when we're bored, we'll play a new game;
This new game of hide and seek,
Where I hide from you
While you're the one to seek.
I'll continue hiding my feelings
Getting that strange anxiety of you seeking them.

But all games get old, we have more games;
This new game of truth or dare,
Where you ask the questions,
And I make the answers.
You'd ask me if I'd choose truth or dare
While I wonder if I dare to tell you the truth.

We grow old, and we grow apart.
There is no more time for these meaningless activities,
But let us continue playing this silly game.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 01:57:08 GMT

Happy Single Awareness Day! At least that's what my friends like to call it. XD So I got quite a the number of candy today, and I felt bad about it because I didn't have anything to give in return. I gave one of my friends a "I am loved" pin in French that the library has been giving out in a desperate attempt to give at least one of my friends a Valentine gift. I guess it worked because she was happy about it.

Monday, February 12, 2007

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 02:41:25 GMT

So, I decided to come back for now... Why? I don't know, but this is probably going to be the only time I'll post a new blog in a long time. Well, a lot has been going on, but I won't bore you with the details. Basically we've been going to more drill team competitions, but we did really bad at them. It was pretty funny though, at one of the competitions I pretended not to show up because my commander got me mad the other day for leaving me by myself at Burger King, so I hid in my friend's truck the day of competition, and she called to ask where I was. I told her I was sleeping at home, so she started yelling at me to get to the high school, but I hung up on her. After that she started freaking out and cursing, so I got out and she was just dumbfounded. I got the new Zelda game for Christmas, and I finished it three days later. Talk about game obsessed! In JROTC, we're getting closer to military ball, so everyone is starting to get everyone to vote for them for royal court. I decided it would be funny to run for duchess. You know, as a social experiment. I'm going to see if a loser like me can really win. XD

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 14:53:47 GMT

We had a competition yesterday, and we did good. Got a lot of trophies which included 1st place for drill team (because we rock!), and 2nd place for overall JROTC school. It may change though since they didn't include our points from drill team, so they had to recalculate the points. Who knows, we probably got first place overall after all. It's funny though because if you walked around that competition, we were the school that cared least for JROTC. All the other schools were so strict and dedicated about it, and yet we won. XD How ironic can life get? I didn't have as much fun as last year at this competition, but it was alright I guess. They didn't have too much trouble putting up my hair in a donut bun this time, but my hair was still super hard from hair spray. I ran through the obstacle course for fun when everything was done with. Part of that included climbing a 6-7 feet wall without using your legs. I was with two other friends (yes, they were girls), and I had to be the base to help them climb over the wall. My first friend was stepping all over my hand and shoulder to get up, second one was a little taller and had help from the first from above to get up, so she didn't step on anything but my hands. Then, I had to get up with the help of no base, so I had to rely on the other two to pull me up and nothing else. I jumped on the wall, but they didn't catch me right away, so I slid, and ended up burning my arm. I still have a mark. XD My ex-commander gave me another ride home. While I was in the car, she told me that someone told her I was upset with one of my friends, and I admitted it was true, but she didn't tell me who told her since she forgot. Ah, I guess I have to go investigating my friends tomorrow... Oh, she also told me she thought I had the potential to become commander. It's a scary thought.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 13:46:14 GMT

Yo-yo
Up and down,
Up and down.
A child plays with her yo-yo.
Up and down,
Up and down.
The yo-yo continues to go down farther.
Up and down,
Up and down.
When the yo-yo gets too far, the girl pulls back on it.
Up and down,
Up and down.
She wants to make sure it'll stay with her.
Up and down,
Up and down.
The yo-yo is on the verge of breaking free,
But why won't it?
Up and down,
Up and down.
The girl keeps her grip on the yo-yo,
Never wanting it to break free.
Up and down,
Up and down.
At least the yo-yo is keeping her entertained now.
Up and down,
Up and down.
The only thing that has her attention.
Up and down,
Up and down.
But it is, after all, just another play thing.
Up and down,
Up and down...

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 22:06:45 GMT

Yeah, so we got report cards today and I hate it! I got one B in SPANISH FREAKING ONE! I'm serious, I hate that substitute, he doesn't even know what's going on, yet he thinks he's the best teacher in the world when in fact he's the worse! HE CAN JUMP OFF A CLIFF FOR ALL I CARE. All he cares about is that freaking notebook check crap that I think is pointless! IT'S JUST A FREAKING BINDER AND HE CHECKS IT EVERY FREAKING WEEK! No sane person in their right mind would have that many notebook checks! UGH! I don't think I deserve a B in that class... I know what to do, he doesn't, therefore I am far more superior than him. *Still angry has nothing more to vent about but still needs to vent* ... AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! ... No, that still doesn't help...

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 20:42:09 GMT

Yeah, I know. I haven't been here in an oober long time, and my Xanga's pretty much dead now. >.< I should put up a new old layout... If you know what I mean... Anyways, drill team, once again, is bringing much drama. Two of my friends, which were longer friends with each other, are fighting with each other, so I'm being the middleman trying to get people's side of the story and try to bring up a solution... Guess what? IT'S NOT HELPING! Oh well, I guess everything will get better as soon as all the practicing for the festival before homecoming is through with... At least, hopefully... Heh... Anyways, did I tell you guys I'm going to competition yet? If not, then I'M GOING TO THE FIRST DRILL TEAM COMPETITION OF THE YEAR! Good thing for me is that there's not rifle spinning, or else I'm dead! XD Also, I've joined the honor guard (the people that get to hold the sabers during homecoming), and I get to be at the homecoming since I'm a girl. I've been doing a little better on my history tests, but I probably still have a B. ¬_¬ Oh well, at least it should be a high B... English, just screw that!