125 still

well ive kinda started a new way of avoiding eating. I just eat an apple whenever im hungry. I dont knoww how many calories are in an apple but there cant be too many. Nobody gets suspicious because they still see me eating. Well yah if any1 knows how many cal are in an apple please tell me. Im doing rely good today its a happy day ya know. eventhough i am STILL a big ass 125 and its summer. I realy need to get to 115 before summer cheer practice starts or im just going to die. well thats a little insight into my pathetic life

" a picture can be worth a thousand words but this one only says FAT!"