24 days! and all i have for college is . . . .  SHEETS. ummm yeah i have some shopping to do. summer, especially this past like month, has been so amazing it like takes my breathe away to think about it.

sometimes i really dont understand LIFES timing. omg it can really suck, theres not enough of it! but i guess thats the way its supposed to be so all i can do is LiVe iT uP however its gonna work out, or at whatever time it falls. at least its amazingly unforgettable while its happening!

i love college.

i hate goodbyes.

college is here and the good-byes have begun, when did this get so real?

I LOVE YOU ALL WITH A FREAKING PASSION! not even kidding, i love you soooooo much!

=*emily*=

"Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all"

HuG mE!!!

soooooooo these days i kinda rule the world, so you better be nice to me bitches!

well i've practically forgotten about xanga, due to the fact that i started cheating on him about two monthes ago and have ever since been having a loving affair with facebook. o good lord is it both addicting and amazing. BUT something about two year relationships are very hard to end, so i am bringing myself back for another entry, besides, summer days this amazing deserve a little credit.

* all of the following were *amazingly fun*, so i'll try not to say it a million times.

ReD wHiTe and BoOm ::: so after sweating to death for a few hours, it was totally worth the amazing amount of fun. bowling for soup was there, so i was obviously like ecstatic. i screamed so much that i was literally sick for a week, but good news is, jesse mccarty really heard me and wants to have my babies. omg kate remember when that W.T. man in front of us said geez whiz?

hApPy BiRtHdAy AmErIcA ::: forth of july, well we almost sunk ashleys boat because there were so many HAWT people on it. the weather was amazing, the boys were looking fine, and the fireworks were beautiful. one even spelled my name. blowing up a TV was both fun and scary, blowing up joe spaniel was both scary and a great story. best 4th ever.

WeDnEsDaYs at WooDsIde ::: ummm yeah we go every wednesday because thats when i dont work, and its like paradise. i mean, its the pool, what can you expect. but for added pleasure, all the hotties work there, annnnnd they have free mags and water. you cant come unless i invite you because its my favorite and i said so.

the ShOpPiNg this SuMmEr hAs bEeN amazing.

AmErIcAn EaGlE fLoOrSeT ::: well for details go to megs sight. but to sum it up, ummmmm we stayed up all night working at AE with like alll the lovers that i love and miss from work, and tons of NEW cute clothes, tons of energy drinks, and wayyyyyyy to much laughing. work has never been so fun, nooooooo i'm serious.

fLoAtIe DaY at the LaKe ::: well i pretty much spend every day floating at the lake, but this one was special because we all had really HAWT rafts, including franklin the turtle raft. and it was just amazing, and blessed because of the prayer circle.

ZaChS pArTy ::: well on two hours of sleep and after floating on the lake alllll day, we headed off to another lake, lake LONAWANA. yeah i know it kicks ass. when you go to zachs party, that means its his house. smoke a JAY, BOB the builder, REEDs in the lake, TOM ahahah, were just the peoples names i remember that i met. i met lots of cool people. i was the perfect amoung of drunk, which is just a great feeling. a new kind of beer bong was invented. o what a hilarious night.

the boys are looking very good this summer. from hot tennis instructers, to hot lifeguards, hot rockhurst guys, and hot pembroke guys, and hot american eagle guys, and hot SLU guys. its just very good. to allllllll the boys: I LOVE YOU and your beautiful souls (not just your beautiful bods)

well those are my favorites that i remember. summer life is amazing, and ahhhhhhh i am just in love. I LOVE LOVE LOVE you! =*emily*=

Don’t get too far from what makes you truly happy. Because that would be like abandoning yourself. You are made up of what gives you joy: of people, of places, of experiences – of life. Because in the end, all the bad stuff disappears and all you have left, is you. So be happy with yourself.

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“I think all of us - want to feel something that we've forgotten or turned our backs on

because maybe we didn't realize how much we were leaving behind.

We need to remember what used to be good.

 If we don't, we won't recognize it even if it hits us between the eyes.” thirteen going on thirty

You see us as you want to see us: in the simplest terms, in the most convenient definitions. But what we found out is that each one of us is a brain, and an athlete, and a basket case, a princess, and a criminal. Does that answer your question? Sincerely yours, The Breakfast Club.

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Ahhhhhh! Why is life so perfect when the sun is out?

i LOVE LOVE LOVE you! =*emily*=

eDiT2::... we're all preparing to leave in our own quite subtle little ways. i can see it.

some people just arent genuine anymore. it makes me sad, because one of the best qualities in a person is genuinity( if thats a word). so take a deep breath, let go, and be the person you were created to be. it feels so good when you pull it off.

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eDiT::... so woodside pool today definetly = heaven. and whooosh was there some hOttIes working there. lol. thanks for letting us in! we'll be back, trust me. OK and then that storm, WOAH, i was driving in it and i saw lightening hit a light pole and sent sparks flying, it was so horror movie looking, after i realized i was still alive it was awesome.

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Take my picture by the pOoL . .. . . . . cause i'm the next BiG tHiNg

its right about time to meet some summer boys i decided

white skirts, jerseys, trucker hats = the hottness that is me and cali in our capture the flag get up

add roller blades to the picture and its just plain SEXY haha

so i roll out of bed at 7;30 this morning, walk down stairs to get my coffee . . . . and jerry woderski is standing in my kitchen HAHA

tubing is really tiring when you are the boat and u have to pull a two and five year old all over lake quivira on their seasame street floaties.

i want to jump on your tramp

i obviosly have nothing to say that is very important. summer has taken over my body  and i love it!!!!!!

i like it when summer takes advantage of me AHAH

i love you! =*emily*=

eDiT ::.. ToRrEnTiAl RaIn + ward parkway + *GRIFTER<3* + toads + "feel good. . . " + the notebook + 4:30 text messaging + staying up allll night + MORE RAIN == <3 <3 <3

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so i feel much more LiGhT hEaRtEd<3 than last post! until i think of that lurking thing and then my heart like falls out of my body cause i feel so bad. o lord i still have to tell my mom. i'm going to OZ to get courage, just like the lion did. 

i have AqUiReD some very *beautiful* green black and yellow ShOeS! hahaha. i <3 u daniel!

don't 'cha' wish your girlfriend was HOT like me?

yeah and i just learned i am now getting paid *12* freakin dollars an hour! and two of those hours a day are NaP tImE, and like half of them are BeAcH tImE ----> two of my favorite things ever. so i guess God does love me a little.

wasent that storm this morning BeAuTiFuL??? i love summer rain!

but now i want my mr golden sun. so i can be mrs. golden tan.

OK well i have great plans for this WeeKend! call me lovers!

i     L<3VE     L<3VE     L<3VE   you

=*emily*=