It's amazing how things can be SO wonderful and then just take a U turn and go downhill. especailly if it's one person that does all of that... I wish I didn't care, I wish I wasn't emotionally attached, I want it to work out, I want things to be okay, I wish he'd talk to me, I hate silence, I hate not knowing, I want him to honestly know how I feel, but it's hard when you know he won't open up in return. I haven't cried over a boy in SO LONG. & it's not just that he was with her, it's the little things, like how they acted the way we did, or how they acted even better than we ever did, and I'm mad that he treated her well, and put out the effort, when he wouldn't do that for me. It's not fair, and it's hard. & wish things would be easier and I had someone to fall back on. but I don't. so I have to do this alone. | 
